Writer: Messalinainthemists
Subject: Radical Realizations
Link: Tumblr / 20.09.2025
Radical Realizations
“This is what a Christian woman looks like after a round of Satanic lust and multiple lovers taking her. It’s not like regular lust, it burns the soul, and it feels great,”
Certainly, one viewing the photo shared with me with the quote will acknowledge that the expression of the woman can be “seen” from many perspectives. Plainly put, considering the context shared by her who sent it to me, the subject woman who has experienced, let’s be honest, a sensually centered mind-bending gangbang?
That context isn’t to be witnessed as a negative but, for the subject in the scene, a positive because, again being honest, wives do wonder about being in the middle of what I call a moresome where she is the center of sensual attention to the point her senses were overloaded, her orgasms were continuous, demanding, the stimulation unceasing, it all was overwhelming and she was left awash in breathtaking seeming uncontrollable passion.
When it’s a monogamous xian wife who already limits what happens in bed to what she feels pleases the xian Almighty, and now allows herself to indulge in this more than simply non-monogamous adulterous experience where she has indulged in sex play she hasn’t done before or with her spouse and he husband is nowhere to be seen and unaware, it is all so intensified, @evelynq is correct. It is not like regular sex or even the wife submitting to casual sex. What happens does “burn the soul” and, yes, it can feel great.
She does experience a radical realization. Suddenly, sin feels good? It’s more. What happened is a sort of declaration of sensual independence when it comes to her and what she likes and wants versus what is expected if she is to measure up. Suddenly, she has her own life within the marriage-a way to sum it up is “It was just sex.” That comes to mind. But there is more because what has happened is suddenly everything she adheres to when it comes to her moral code and her marriage is called in question, buried in the pleasure she experienced, where she abandoned herself to, well, herself, while letting herself be willing to simply enjoy.
Of course, moresomes aren’t necessary for one to suddenly experience that radical realization where one wonders why “God made me this way, but it’s all so wrong,” being just one of the questions that comes to mind afterwards. Each of us experiences our own moment, even moments, of radical realization. Mine was more of a process, but not in a moresome though I have experienced “them” being a member of a circle of followers who indulge in the lifestyle.
For you see, the radical realization isn’t the sex as such. It’s the freedom, the acceptance of the contradictions between who we are and who we’re told we must be, much less should be and then, feeling free to indulge, experience and enjoy (even if it’s only “Been there done that”) doing so.
Sex, etc, are experiences we are free to indulge and enjoy if we wish without fear. It’s normal to lust and desire. A girlfriend in our circle shared with me in church one Sunday after hearing the phrase from the pulpit: “If the pastor and my husband only knew the way I interpret the phrase.”
All the old things have passed away. All things become new, now! The new is simply acknowledging our authentic or “Real me” both inwardly and outwardly, and going from there. And it can feel great!
Oh fuck I want to commit adultery in church on the altar in Satan’s name!!