Writer: Sissy Josie
Subject: Inner Joy
Link: LS666 Email / 25.07.2026
Inner Joy
Hey, everyone. I hope you don’t mind, but I would like to share how I’ve been feeling lately. Over the past few days, I’ve been feeling a lot of joy and contentment within me. I chose to renounce the Christian faith last year (I don’t remember when.
Is there a way to do something to have an actual anniversary date?) and life as it is for most people has been a struggle (I was living in Connecticut, and I lost everything, except for what I could pack in my car.
I had to move back to Virginia with little money, no job, and no place to live. No friends or family to help in that way. I did find a job and a room to rent. Since I had my 4th heart attack, I’m now on disability, my car was repossessed, and the list goes on.
Finally, hopefully August 1st, I will be moving into a low-income housing apartment. Over the past few days, and since I have found this community, not only do I feel joy and contentment, but I can feel Satan in me more now, which makes me very happy!!! Also, I don’t feel as lost as I used to. I feel like I have found a home, of sorts. Hail Satan!
I apologize if I’m all over the place. I’m a little high. Before I forget, does anyone have any favorite Satanic/ Occult/ Devil worshipping movies that they can suggest? Thank you.
Asking For Help
Even with how I have been feeling, I have to be honest: with everything happening in my life as well as the pleasures from Satan, it’s all a little overwhelming. I’m a published author of Crime Fiction.
I am going to ease my way to a darker genre/theme, though. Being a famous author and living comfortably is a dream of mine that I want to make happen. I haven’t been writing much on that, because I’ve been obsessed with porn, lust, sodomy, blasphemy, reading stories on here, etcetera. I’m loving it, but how do I find a balance?
My writing career is my only chance at my age and health to make my life better financially. Any suggestions? Thank you. Hail Satan!! (I forgot to mention that on Monday the 27th I have a lung cancer screening that I’m worried about, and I might have to have stomach surgery.)
Glory to Satan.
Firstly, we all hope you make total recovery and the lung cancer screening shows healthy results.
There are many blasphemous, Satanic movies out there, the vast majority utterly fucking garbage. One that I always recommend, and I know it is one enjoyed by XP, is called Black Candles, 1981, vintage but explores a lot of themes, it’s not hard-core, but still very erotic, mainly due to it’s goregeous sensual milf in the leading role, Helga Line.
Thank Syd! I do appreciate that. I found Black Candles and saved it to watch at night. 🖤🖤🖤
Josie, I will pray for your health and financial success. You might have some tough times ahead by the sound of it but I know you can find the dark strength to overcome. Remember, one day as one of Satan’s is worth a lifetime of being enslaved by xrist. But ask Satan for what you want in faith. We’ll all do the same. Fuck God.
Thank you, Joseph. Hail Satan!! Fuck god!! I will be praying for courage, because I’m scared of what the screening might show. I’m going to pray for strength to get through whatever the results are. I might not know the results tomorrow, though, and for guidance. I will definitely pray for healthy results.
Josie I pray to Satan for your health and happiness. I love your stories, as it is clear you have talent. I loved in one of your posts how you want to give yourself over to utter lust taking cock as often as you can (I’m paraphrasing as I remember it). It struck cord with me as I truly would love that to make up for all the years I “suppressed” my bisexuality. Again I really hope you get better and make it through this tough time.