Writer: A Close Friend of LS666
Subject: Thoughts on Phantasy Island, Devil Takes Over A Disney Cruise, and Sweet Dreams
Links: “Phantasy Island” (by XP) / “The Devil Queen Takes Over Disney Cruise” (by Nada Bits) / “Sweet Dreams” (by XP)
Thoughts on Phantasy Island, Devil Takes Over A Disney Cruise, and Sweet Dreams
HOW IT STARTED
I started college at sixteen. I was considered a gifted kid. A girl found me cute mainly because of my age and took pity on me for being too young to get into college parties or anything adult. She took me to a college party and slipped something in my drink or accepted drinks for us that were spiked. She knew I was a virgin and, along with a couple, opened my eyes. She was into the occult, twisted and perversion, and she and a couple in their mid-twenties groomed me into who I became.
PHANTASY ISLAND
In William’s fantasy part of that story, Dr Roarke says this: “You mean you didn’t write that you wanted your fat-assed-wife to be gang-raped by niggers, while you watched? The fantasy where you don’t have to put up with her incessant whining — because she is strangled after the rape — and you get to walk away with all the family fortune? And you live happily ever after with your ass filled with young boy cocks?”
That struck a nerve. A trans girl I met had a twisted kink, and she pointed me to that story. Stories like this one take me back to a girl I lived with for a bit, a friend of hers and a Golden Retriever.
I understand the difference between fantasy and reality, but there aren’t a lot of things out there that fuel my desires. Both these stories of yours I find inspirational, and the occult aspect and blurred lines from my early days have never left me. I enjoy your writing and the perversity. Because of business, I am a deeply closeted bisexual, but I love the escape stories like yours provide.
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SUCCUBI, RITUALS, AND ME
As I mentioned, I was the youngest kid at school when I started college. Some girls found it cute and wanted to teach me things. One girl took me home to meet her mom, maybe forty-ish. Her daughter thought that with the mom’s help, I might be able to talk the boy whose cock I had sucked fuck her, but thought he might be gay. The mom thought of herself as a sexual priestess of some sort. That was where the occult, sacrilegious and blasphemy stuff came in. We all ended up doing him, and a couple of his friends came along for the ride.
There was talk of succubus stuff, rituals, potions and other enhancements. Some of it dealt with hypnosis also. I never bought into that ideology, but it was a great excuse to explore and opened my eyes to things I probably would have never been aware of otherwise. I entered college as a virgin and left as a very confirmed and twisted bisexual.
I came to find out that I had a definite taste for young boy cock and effeminate ones, particularly in panties and make-up, which turned me into putty. That’s probably where my interest in trans girls developed. Nothing is perfect, and the snuff aspect of your and other stories I look past because other parts draw me in. Most of the Disney story is pure filth and depravity, and aside from the ages of most of the kids, I find it hot. I’ve never done anything with anyone underage, except being someone else’s treat back in college. I don’t know how I’d react to a teenager, and on some levels I’m glad I haven’t had to decide.
Dogs were a theme as well as horses in college, and it does strike a chord with me. I’ve known two cis girls and one trans girl who had an interest in and clips of that kink, but have never seen it IRL. As far as my trans friend, she’s mid-thirties; I just turned forty-two. We were introduced by a bisexual couple I had met at a party. It started with her wanting to get into my head about why I found bois and trans girls so intriguing.
She told me about a nineteen-year-old tranny boi, as she refers to him, and says she has to concentrate on being professional and not corrupt her. She had been arrested in the back of a bar, high AF and taking on all comers, mostly straight guys. She got a court-appointed guardian and was ordered to do therapy. She told me it brought out very perverted and depraved thoughts in her and figured I’d enjoy a girl like her. I told her that she had no idea of my perversions, and that’s when she gave me the link to your story.
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DESCENDING INTO SATANIC DEPRAVITY
Even at my tender age, I found I enjoyed it all. After the first time, and I didn’t freak out, the girl suggested she could teach me. For about the next month, it was getting high in some manner with at least one other girl and a curious or gay boy. One of the girls suggested I meet her mom; she’d love me, and so it was her, me and her mom.
The nom was the personification of some of the Demoness, Satanic Goddesses that inspired these people. She claimed to be a Priestess and would teach me the joys of depraved enjoyment. It was a weekend of being high and having sex with them both as Satanic and Demonic themed porn played. Looking back, it was very crude and 3D anime perversion is so much better now. It was the first time I was introduced to piss, and I started to equate getting high and outfits and most forms, actually all forms I had experienced as sexual.
One weekend, her daughter was busy, and the mom and I visited a friend who had a son who had a boyfriend. She knew I had no issue with cock and promised I’d get my fill. They sat on a couch watching us get high and getting to know each other.
Now and again, one of them would bring us something to drink or take and play with us a bit. I believe I was given something similar to Molly, because I was a bit put off that she wanted to share the cock of the boy I was sucking. She found it amusing and let us play. These were Friday and Saturday events and tended to have a Satanic theme. The next day 3 older ladies with girls our age or younger stopped by for a bit, and a sort of orgy broke out.
At one point in the evening, I was standing like the William character in your story and had to suck that cute fag boy. The lady who brought me moved up behind me and whispered that mommy needed her fun and pressed the head of a strap-on against my hole and really got off using me. The other lady was engaging the odd boy out. I was riding one boy’s cock as the other fed me his. I came hands-free and collapsed, trying to get every drop from the boy shooting in my mouth. It was the most depraved thing I had done so far, and I awoke wanting more and for it not to stop.
I knew the Satanic stuff was all bullshit, but it was an excuse to let go and feed my growing perversions, and I started referring to her as Mistress, and that led to even more perverted experiences. I date cunt from time to time only because I have an image I need to maintain. They expect to be fucked, but all have some ulterior motive.
My preferences are for cute effeminate gay boys, femboys and trans in no particular order. Trans maybe edge out the others because they tend to dress as cock magnets, and the makeup and hair tend to draw my attention.
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GIRLS, DOGS & DISNEY
One of the most influential periods I went through was after the girl who was staying with me left after I walked in on her and her friend. I haven’t had a girl move in since then. Her friend came by the next week and wanted to talk about how hard I was when I saw them and wondered if it was what they were doing or the dog. Over the course of a couple of weeks, she knew I was pretty perverted in my tastes, and she had a flash drive that had clips I found very hot.
Some dealt with girls and dogs, and some with MILF types playing in front of their husbands. Three in particular really got my interest. The first, a girl who reminded me of the girl who left, the second, a MILF, blonde and pornstar looking who self-proclaimed herself a dog whore put on a show with a German Shepherd and a black Lab and talked her husband into making out with her and bang her soaked cunt.
The third one was the hottest to me. It dealt with a girl who allowed her guy to pimp her out, and a dog wanted some in one clip. She talked her guy into kissing and cleaning her after the dog was finished. She mentioned he had probably gotten a taste of his buddy’s cum also. He sheepishly told her that he had no problem with it, and I guess in other clips I never saw that they became dog sluts together.
When she saw I wasn’t put off by it, she showed me clips of bi or gay boys playing with pets and sometimes mom, daughter and sister too. Aside from being younger than me, she very much reminded me of some of the moms I had met in my early college days. That led to a couple of short clips of crossdressers with their pets. In all but six states, that type of stuff is illegal, and I never looked at any of the sites she suggested. She knew she had me hooked.
We spent roughly four months exchanging perversions and nasty, depraved sex that sometimes included her Golden Retriever. I was always a voyeur and had no trouble doing some of the stuff on her clips, and went as far as helping her get mated. All of this was infused with getting high in some manner, whether it was defined as potions or aphrodisiacs. In a different reality, I could see myself more involved, and it’s a perversion I do think about. The Disney story and a couple of others by that author that I find hot.
The problem I have with most females is that in my head, ninety-five per cent or so have ulterior motives. In my early days, I had no issue with it. I was learning and exploring, and my main thought was to drain my balls fully in any manner and with anyone. I very much enjoyed MILFs because I found them the most jaded and demented.
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DEMONIC PORN AND ROLE PLAY
The type of demonic porn I was introduced to tended to lean towards incest themes involving brothers, and hot MILFs were the protagonists. At times, they were the demon and had cocks of their own. Some had animals involved and a bizarre twist. I probably shouldn’t have been as turned on by it as I was. I willingly sucked, fucked and was fucked by any cock in the group I was in. Even the trans demon-looking girls, I was fine with whether it was masks or makeup. In my head, it was okay because I was always high to some extent, and it was role play fantasy. I’d probably be more open to the theme if it were ever a possibility.
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NADA’S DEVIL QUEEN
My first femboys were the younger brothers and a friend or two of theirs, people I was already playing with. When moms got involved, it turned more towards ritual and Satanic-themed stuff. A few even fancied themselves along the lines of Nada bit’s Devil Queen, controlling the actions to their kinks.
Two of them were into transitioning the boys and pimping them both out, if they had a daughter. I was okay with it and even went along to a private party or two. That’s also when I saw dog-themed clips and stories. I wasn’t sure what to make of it because they weren’t my mom. I wasn’t sure I’d go along with them controlling me that much or how I could find like-minded people who were more about the sex.
I had already decided I needed to change and planned a summer of discovery before getting serious about life. I did meet others who were more oriented to my ideas, and dog play remains a kink, but I’ve only known three girls into it, and I’d be thrilled to find a femboy, young fag or trans that shared that kink. Currently, trans and femboys seem to catch my interest over anything else. All the rest are just pleasant distractions that I might engage in with the right partner(s). I have never limited my desires; there’s still plenty out there I want to explore, and stories and clips keep me interested.
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GETTING A TASTE FOR FAGGOT COCK
When I started college, I had no real ideas about sex, except that I wanted to try it. I actually thought you found someone to marry and only fucked them. I figured my parents weren’t into each other because I was an only child. Having tits, pussy and cock for my first lesson, I so missed out. That girl, her friends and then the MILFs, at first I was bummed I had to wait so long. Part of why I went along with the ideas they proposed is because it allowed me opportunities to explore. By the time I left school, I had other friends who had more normal sexual tastes and a definite kink for boys.
I’ve seldom turned down pussy, but prefer cock. Older guys aren’t a big draw for me, except at times an older married bisexual couple. I get off on turning married guys into my bitch in front of their wives/girlfriends. Because people do talk, I was approached by girls and guys who were just looking to fuck partly because I didn’t look my age in college and had a seven-inch cock. I decided I was going to divide my attention between business and sexual pursuits of all types. Kink, perversion and depravity were never off the table. It’s worked out fairly well for me.
Along with transsexuals and femboys, I also include Drag Queens; it’s a whole different vibe, and I find it hot. I hooked up with a trans girl who was just twenty-one and had gotten new tits and was on two missions. The first was to become a pornstar and make a living at it.
The second is to turn all straight guys into faggot cock loving sluts. It didn’t work with me mainly because of the first MILFs I met, but she did try along with some friends. The moms, especially the ones with Satanic and demonic kinks, were the hottest, and I saw no reason to abandon pussy. Transsexuals and femboys are probably the people who come closest to a reality I want to be in. Drag Queens and females are a nice treat when available, just not really on my radar.
It has been suggested to me that I write down some of my experiences. One therapist lady I know would love to dive into my head. She deals with people with sexual disorders and finds it hot. It’s not ADHD, but a side effect of my IQ that it takes concentration to get through the day. It’d probably take me months, perhaps a year, to get something together, and I’d probably lose interest. My thoughts are filled with landmines and rabbit holes, mostly sexual. Right now, transsexual thoughts take the forefront.
I do hope I find your story interesting, just as I did the Phantasy and Disney stories. Neither is one hundred per cent what I’m into, but enough to get my head going. This is a transsexual fantasy I’d love to have IRL. I’ve never been with two trans girls, kind of a bucket list thing for me.
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SATANIC MILFS
What I will say is that MILFs held a special spot for me. The first was the one with a Satanic bent. All of this took time, and at first it was about corrupting boys like me into very perverse acts. When her daughter told her that I was as into cock as pussy, that opened a whole different avenue of exploration for her. I was young, dumb as a rock, but very willing.
She sort of took me under her wing, and I was her ticket to get into more stuff involving boys. Her friends and some of their friends were all about corrupting boys into the most twisted fucktoys they could. There was still a satanic-type theme, but it was more about filthy, depraved sex.
None of the MILFs were pornstar material, but all in my head were totally fuckable, and I enjoyed what I was learning. It was my third year that I met a femboy; I loved the idea. I especially loved the ones that liked dressing and being used as girls. There were a few men involved, but I was more focused on mommies and boys.
The best was when another MILF or two was involved, and we had “boy” parties. The premise was that we boys were gay little fucks and mommies would share and encourage us in cocksucking, but all the cum was for mommies. They might share cum kisses, but mainly if we wanted any, it came from MILF pussy, ass or off their bodies.
Transsexuals are a whole different world and treat. The summer after college, I had my first transsexual experience with two girls. I was aware of them, but I had to settle for femboys up until then. I was in an ABS and cruising the gay section because that was where the transsexual porn was.
I decided to get some change and check out the video booths. The girl working there was a tomboy-looking girl, and a friend of hers was hanging out before going clubbing. They teased me about being gay, and I was a bit embarrassed until they both showed me their pantied covered cocks.
I went home with the friend until the tomboyish girl joined us after the place was closed. I was willingly used by them and fucked them both and pretty much decided I could feed my kinks without all the stuff I was being led to believe went along with my sexual choices up to that point.
There’s a lot of stuff in my head because I seldom said no. If I can put some of it into a coherent narrative, I may jot something down. Most of it just seems to bounce around as I get triggered by stuff.
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COCK LUST ON PHANTASY ISLAND
My head has been nudging me quite a bit these past few days. I’m sort of in the mood for boy cock and ass and maybe a willing girl, mom or not. I’ve been stuck with only pussy the past few months, and I lust and crave cock. Some of it may be attributable to the clips and stories I’ve been focused on over the last few weeks.
With the stuff in my head today, I’ve been imagining how I might have turned out if more mommies were involved in my lessons. I was very happy at first dealing with MILFs who found it hot to see their fag sons used, especially by other boys their age.
I went through a time “performing” for moms who only wanted to watch their sons with bisexual or gay boys. Once I started hooking up with bisexual MILFs, I very much thought that could be a great life. Some of that had satanic and demonic undertones, and I found it very hot.
Some of the moms wanted their boyfriends involved with me, becoming one of the playthings for the older guys. I wasn’t that into it, but went along because back then it seemed the only way to get to play with femboys my age or younger. Some of those men had very twisted, satanic thoughts and themes that sometimes included animals. I found some of it hot, but too heavy into demonic-type stuff, and I was beginning to shy away from that.
I did explore it later with both MILFs and girls, and probably have explored it more if I had more opportunities. That’s partly why your Phantasy and Nada Bit’s stories struck a nerve with me. I mentioned I identified with the William Character in your story mainly because he referred to the boys as effeminate.
Being watched by a “Dr Roake”-type person would have been hot. If the satanic and demonic themes I had been exposed to were similar to that I may have been more open. The same can be said about the Disney cruise story. It was all about the corruption of everyone, and demon or not, the staff seemed very willing. If it had been presented differently, I may have been very into it. With the people I played with, it was more about the perversion of themes. I’m sure that was in there somewhere, but it wasn’t the main focus and going forward it’s been more that way for me.
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ENJOYING WILLIAM’S PHANTASY
I very much enjoyed your “William” character. Femboys, in general, for a long time, were the type of boys I craved. The MILFs were an interest because the ones who also had a daughter tended to pit them against each other. Part of why I went along with the satanic-themed stuff is that that was how I first got to play with effeminate boys.
It was the older guys who messed all of that stuff up. Through college, there were only a handful of effeminate boys and a couple of moms who seemed to be grooming them for the guys they were involved with. I didn’t understand the term predator then, but the men fit into my idea now. Because I hadn’t matured into my “man” body, those moms saw me as someone to add to the team. I found it kinky, perverse and hot. I tolerated the older guys, but it never was anything I was into, and so I finally broke away.
After college, when I started enjoying transsexuals, I found I could do boys and trans girls without the other stuff. Now and again, there was a mom or girl who found my kinks hot. I think I’ll continue what I seem to have settled into, going to clubs, parties, reading stories and enjoying clips that trigger things in my head and past experiences.
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CROSS-DRESSING SECRETS
I was okay with the ritual-type stuff up to a point. I took from them things I found hot and still enjoy from time to time. Some themed parties feed that need for me on occasion now. The hottest times for me back then, before the older guys messed up a good time, were when the MILF priestess turned out a “new” boy. I was still one of the youngest and found the whole thing hot.
The ritual part had something to do with embracing one’s total sexual potential. It was an excuse to dress us boys involved as slutty little girls, from VS style panties and bras under something shimmering, including makeup, fem look hair and fingers and toes painted. The guest of honor was pampered and attended to first by the other mommy types before being offered to other boys similarly dressed.
That was the best ritual-type thing I did, and it had a big impact on me. It was all MILFs and boys. The boys who weren’t directly involved in working up the guest were all jerking off and being teased by the moms. It ended up in the middle of a carpeted floor or sometimes on a king-sized bed. One boy, perhaps in his mid-twenties, did the honors, He was chosen for his looks and cock size. It devolved into an orgy of lust, cum and piss, with the moms using toys and strapons on all the boys.
I remember when it happened to me, in flashes. All but maybe three boys were dressed similarly to the guest. That was a large part of why I stuck around so long. I found that ritual hot. I figure some of those boys became transsexual. For my part, even after I left the group, I had secret liaisons with two of the boys I found most effeminate until I was in my mid-twenties.
That was mostly gay oriented, but did include dress-up games from time to time with people we were seeing at the time. It started with me going along for the sex and had a large impact on me. That’s kind of where the story link took me. Back to the days when I’d hook up with other boys and share what we’d been exploring.
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SWEET DREAMS (… ARE MADE OF THESE)
That story is more along the lines of my beginnings. It wasn’t a choice; it just was. At first, the girls found it amusing to see their boyfriends or brothers doing gay shit and were pretty much sluts themselves. I equated being zoned to some extent a part of sex. Once the MILFs got involved, it changed and became more structured as far as the ritual and other stuff went.
I was okay with it because I was no longer the youngest. The costume aspect was hot because some of the other guys were effeminate and found some of them hotter than most of the girls. They were rituals in name only, because it was all about sex, not love, and the moms involved really seemed to get off on it.
Everything I was being exposed to was geared to draw all of us into more depraved and perverted acts. When the MILF’s boyfriends and partners got involved, it took a darker turn. Some of the others willingly went along, but I quietly rebelled. I had absolutely no problem with the other boys and the girls, and moms had toys and other things they liked to use as ways to get us, and themselves, off, and I was fine with those types of rituals.
For the older guys, it was about power and control, and that’s what led me to move on. Nothing is perfect, and I credit the girls and MILF for keeping me from going totally gay. It’s been a quest to find the perfect balance of encounters that hit the majority of my kinks. I do enjoy riding femboy cock and sucking another’s cock while wasted to some extent, a drooling horny slut. It doesn’t happen often, but when we all get off together or close to it is something my body and head crave.