Suppression by Balwar

Writer: Balwar 

Subject: Suppression / Response to “The Greatest Journey: The Inward Journey” by TheGospelOfDesire

Link: LS666 Comments / 11.06.2026 

Comment from XP: Thank you, Balwar, for your comments. I don’t always get a chance to respond to everything I read, and I appreciate your contributions. 

Suppression 

I really like how complete your description of bringing out the parts of you that were suppressed. I’m sure there are a lot of people, myself included, who have done this. I have never been homophobic, racists or gender-biased. I love all people and genders, yes, transgender people as well. But society, through religion, has made me suppress my desire to have sex with other people. It has made me feel that those desires are bad or evil, and they clearly are not. I realized this when I saw that Satan didn’t judge me and these desires. Rather, I felt embraced and comforted to know that I’m normal, for I am me, and I am unique. So yes, we all need to see and embrace our total self, not just the part society wants us to be. 

Response to “Come To Satan. Worship Him.” by OfferHimNoResistance

I used to dabble, but then realized that I’m okay and my desires, or perversions as society calls them, are also okay. Satan accepted me as I am, and I know that I’m “damned” to hell, but I feel free to be who I truly am. Like another blog on this site, I’m not a “bad” person. I care about others, but I’m also starting to care about myself and have cast off the guilt and embraced Satanic pleasure. 

Response to “Satan Wants Us To Watch Porn,” by Satan’s Devoted Sperm Pig

I believe many people fantasize about doing porn or engaging in group sex as a way of letting the world know that they are “here” and love life. When I was a teen, my “dark side” wanted to do porn. Maybe that is why I love porn, and it was an easy way for me to see Satan at work. 

Response to “Younger & Younger,” by Lee and Jennifer1972

Jennifer, that is so insightful how you recognize that older men still want sex even if we can’t “perform” and that you are willing to be a patient partner is so sweet and hot at the same time. You put a smile on my face. Completely agree. Females have been made to hide their sexuality for centuries, while males flaunt their male prowess as some kind of competition. When a person becomes sexually aware, they should be allowed to feel that pleasure as they want.

Response to “I Love Bi Men (A So Should You),” by Nina Crown

I know this article is older, but Nina makes excellent points about bi men. I believe that most people are bi, meaning they can enjoy sex with any gender (now I guess the term is pansexual). However, society labels those of us who are bi or gay as bad or evil. Who a person has sex with shouldn’t “define” them, but society makes it the most important thing about someone. Any wonder bi/gay/trans people remain closeted? Anyway, just wanted to say I really liked the post. 

Response to “Perversion: Satan’s Whore,” by LockedBodhi

So much of what is perverse seems natural to me. Incest, homosexuality, piss play, these all seem like people just enjoying life and sex. If it makes you feel good, then why do we make that a bad thing? I’m glad that you are enjoying your life as you want to live it.

Response to “Possession Through Porn,” by Magi Mania & XP (Lily’s Comment) 

Sex with a partner is wonderful, but masturbating to me is both physical and mental, as I can imagine a certain “scene” playing in my mind that can bring me to a pleasant/fulfilling orgasm. So I completely get it, Lily09. 

Response to “Damnation in Hell,” by Satanica-Cultus

I remember masturbating in kindergarten during nap time (rubbing against the floor while pretending to be napping) and recognizing how wonderful it felt. I’ve been masturbating ever since. We are born with a sex drive. Some people have it turned on very early, others later, but it should never be considered evil or sinful, in my opinion. It puts “undue” stress to try to be “good”.

1 thought on “Suppression by Balwar”

  1. Well being damned to hell may not actually be a bad thing! They say hell is a terrible place but I don’t really believe that! I think it’s actually an awesome place where we can fully enjoy the ‘sins’ we enjoyed in life forever and ever! An eternal orgy no sexual morals everyone fucking each other and enjoying whatever drugs and vices they enjoyed in life to the fullest without worry! And the orgasms last forever not just a few moments! Eternal pleasure!

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