My Journey To Lord Satan by Danirak-Spiderowl

My Journey To Lord Satan

I have felt the call to the Dark Side since I was ten years old with the introduction of the children’s series Wizardology. I have studied the Occult ever since! Over and over again my family would strip me of all my wizardological things but I would always come back to it. This went on for years.

When I was in my teens I got real big into church and kind of left magick alone or a bit (mainly to appease my family’s ridiculous bullshit). Around the time I was twelve to thirteen-years-old I discovered my sexuality and started experimenting. One time I gave a dude a blowjob inside the youth room after church was over. It was so hot! I felt guilty but something kept making me want more.

Little did I know from that moment Lord Satan had me in his grasp. Had I have not been so scared of the Devil (I grew up Southern Baptist). I would have discovered the freedom of Theistic Satanism sooner. I messed with this same dude multiple times as he was also bisexual. This went on for a couple of years. I lost my virginity to my best friend (who is a dude) at the time.

I felt the rush of orgasm over, and over again, each time feeling guilty but I couldn’t help myself. My pastor continually preached hellfire and brimstone saying “fags will end up in Hell!” I was so infuriated that I left that church. I would watch porn well into my late teens still feeling that same mischievous guilt. Even into my twenties, I felt the call to the Dark Side, but was still scared.

The Golem God had me and refused to let me go. I experimented with Christopaganism for three years when I was in college, not realizing that a battle for my eternal immortal soul had commenced. Somehow Lord Satan slipped through the cracks by leading me to Gnostic texts that mentioned Sophia (who is actually Baphomet). I full embraced Sophia as my Goddess but continued to be a Jesus freak.

But with Sophia laying claim to me she opened my eyes slowly to the truth — that Christianity is not for me! All Jehovah and Jesus have ever done is lie. All they ever did was tell me I can’t be bisexual, and that I’m going to hell for practicing magick. Well good! I embrace Hell because Lord Satan has never rejected me or made me feel guilty for liking/practicing whatever.

Slowly but surely I banished Christ once and for all. But the Golem God still fucked my life up even after I embraced Druidry as my Path. With Sophia gone at this point Lord Satan took the form of Lucifer and showed Himself to me, which led me to Luciferianism.

Upon realizing what happened I fully embraced Luciferianism taking Cain as my patron. I teetered between Luciferianism and before I realized what my ancestors were, which didn’t happen until 2019. I created this Tumblr not long after and talked with my fellow Satanists.

I found a guy who taught me how to exorcise the Spirit of God from your mind, body, and spirit forever; asking Lord Satan and his demons, to fill your soul. I finally rid myself of that lying cunt Jesus and his fuckface father and that cunt whore holy shit spirit! Praise Satan I’m free! God Is Dead! Satan Lives! I declare now and forever, that Satan is Lord!