Writer: XP & SatansRaven
Subject: Becoming A Satanist
Link: Tumblr / 06.03.2026
Becoming A Satanist
Question from SatansRaven (Tumblr / 02.12.2025)
Hail Satan, brother. Please, how can I become a Satanist?
Response by XP (Tumblr / 02.12.2025)
Hail SatansRaven
Thank you for reaching out. Being a Satanist is not so much of a thing that you “become”. You may indeed need to seek knowledge and aspire to live a certain lifestyle, but, most importantly, it’s what you feel — to be a Satanist is to be your own god — you bow down to no one.
You live by the principle of self, rather than being just another sheep following the flock to slaughter. Some folks need to have a higher power to look up to, to ask for help, to pray to, to admire — what if you took all of that away — and you were the one and you took responsibility for yourself and your life?
That’s when you “become” something else.
Hm, being your own… your responsibility, your own goody bag of endless opportunities. Yes, I get that. But there is so much more to being a Satanist. At least, that’s what I ‘know’… up til now.
Satan is a real Almighty Divine Power. You can make a bond with Him. Become His servant. But… not as a stupid sheep, a herd-follower. No, Satan wants you to feel and use your utmost potential. Fully free. Lust. Sin. And doing deeds that shock and disrupt the sheepish herd. 😈 Hail Satan.
If you please, answer me this: can one live between good and evil? For me Satan is Thé GOD of Evil. And His appeal on me is great. Satanist or not, I have very evil fantasies. Fantasies that easily could develop in urges, but that’s me. I know of ppl who consider themselves as christians who are just like me.
The point is I also have a lot of good in me. A woman I care for and for the life of me, I don’t even dream of wanting to use or even corrupt her. I do volunteer work for a benefit foundation. I like to help ppl! But… then… this dark side in me. This side that wholeheartedly says Hail Satan! That says hmm, let’s do some very very evil stuff.
Can one be an undivided Satanist with such a lot good in them? Or… please, your council.
Interesting — this is something I have contemplated many times. My evil fantasies can be so overwhelming. I truly enjoy them. But, I think we all have our moments. The pendulum swings between the poles. We change for seeking to do good to conceiving the most diabolically evil things. I used to think of it like Dr. Jackle & Mr. Hind kind of thing. Now, I am okay with it.
Just to let you know that you’re not alone in this situation. Vanilla is fine. I have vanvilla skeletons in my closet. Depraved is fine. I go nightly into the depths of hell and back. It’s all in the protective confines of our minds. An evil fantasy that we have enjoyed, yet nobody gets hurt. And nobody knows, except ourselves or those you wish to share with.
Be evil. Be good. Be both. XP