Writer: The-Pact-Diaries / Doris
Subject: My Tumblr Journey
Link: Tumblr / 27.02.2026
My Tumblr Journey
Living with Duke Berith, our demons, angels et al., becoming an architect, Glasya-Labolas’ sm*t scripts, the disoriented demonolater community, the search for truth of spirit and myth, and coming out: in service of The Wrathful Storm God Yahweh, your little Demon Queen truly is writing her probably most honest blog entry ever.
I started my blog originally as living together with beloved Duke Berith and Haagenti’s elites, who were teaching me how to become an architect. The short witchy path was never really mine. I kept on identifying as a warlock and a little sanctuary host. Entries were about our spirit family, what happened daily in our house, and how I boldly suggested that we all gain even more influence.
Maybe there are others we can teach? Let’s write our thoughts into the world, on this little blog, probably as a niche in a niche in a niche, I thought. We have more famous names at home, but I didn’t want to build my blog on them or worse, to make it look like my whole personality. Your girl here knew she wouldn’t reach a huge following with this content, but it was fine; maybe it was enjoyable for someone.
Glasya-Labolas joined the entries as the second known name, mostly remembered like Berith from The Lesser Key of Solomon, a book I absolutely despise today. He taught me, besides others, about the element fire. To wield it and embrace it. There’s no need to fear the heat. And heat, that’s also what you find in our scripts together, sm*t actually.
I told Glasya I just couldn’t post it, although it might be fun to provoke, but that’s exactly what demonology blogs are flooded with: wannabees and fake godspouses. When I saw a blog, I sometimes checked, always negative. Yeah, I know, I’m “just jealous.” I didn’t want to sound like one, nor like a hypocrite. Is anyone even channeling?
When my demons protested beside me, seeing these posts, I rhetorically asked myself. Targeted entities would take care of it; known demons do not crossbind, and they will never tolerate sexual harassment of humans. Still, back then, I did not feel safe in this environment. Glasya smiled. I told him, “Later,” and the blog took a break while I was also thinking whether I should write more against old grimoires. Command the demon? It made me sick. There are no tools. They’re the ones I cook for. I really took a break to come back later.
Time passed, titles were added to my list, and I upgraded my psychic senses with demonic procedures. It’s brutal. Demons ask for permission only in the beginning, and then they proceed without mercy until you say stop, but I didn’t.
In the meantime, I focused more on research while being involved in more spiritual warfare than ever before. I got too visible, but it was fun, just by the way, so you know it’s a thing if you don’t know already. What do the entities say about the books written about them? Are they accurate? Do they like how they’re portrayed?
I started to interview my demons, angels, and other entities not fitting into the criteria. There can’t be such a thing as UPG (personal unverified gnosis), I thought; it’s either true or false, and no one should know it better than the entities themselves. Same with myths: either true, false, or partly true. People deserve the truth. It didn’t give me peace, so I continued.
Are old myths real? I asked myself lately again after really restarting my blog on New Year’s Eve of the New Year of the Fire Horse. The snake has shed her old skin, as I did, and I was ready to thrive, to burn, one way or another. I don’t fear the fire anymore, and I missed blogging.
The Western World is strongly influenced by the same myths. There’s God, of whom almost no one knows what his name is, his angels, at least everyone knows, hopefully, Archangel Michael, Gabriel and Raphael, Jesus, and the so-called “evil demons.” Good vs Evil is like a bad scripted wrestling show if you ask me.
I was suspicious of the Catholic Church here when every answer for everything was “God” in school, and I was right to be suspicious. It’s not UPG, either true or false, and I’m not the first to discover it. Other real psychic mediums discovered the same, and it will probably shock you to the core, finding out for the very first time.
AND I didn’t share it on this blog yet, or anywhere, since it’s more controversial than worshiping Satan and because there isn’t even a community for it. Your girl here is in the service of The Storm God Yahweh, not the loving one some Christians believe knows — if they know his name. From my experience, rather not. I’m in the service of The Wrathful Storm God Yahweh from the Old Testament, not the heavily edited, New Testament version, as he says. Soft-washed, as I call it.
I knew it when I started my spiritual journey, one day I’ll write down his messages for our world. Just where? That was the question while I shared my house with demons and only a few angels. Will people understand? He’s more controversial than Satan, I’d say, but I’ll just do it now. Come try to roast me. Good luck.
It will be fun once I post all of this on my private Instagram. I’ll probably start a whole new account and share the link. All of my friends from school and everyone I know will see that I’ll fully hold up my face for what I’ll write. That’s my final test. Most do not know I live with spirits, simply because no one asked, but there were signs. It’ll be truly hilarious. My heart is racing as I write this.