Writer: Mark
Subject: Starting Young
Link: LS666 Comments / 17.07.2025
XP Comment: Thanks for sharing Mark. Apologies for the minor edits, but there are certain words we avoid in the comments section — hopefully, it doesn’t spoil the intent of your story.
Starting Young
I remember starting to wank my cock from very young. Satan must have blessed and came into me around then as I became really perverse around then. I let my dog knott, fuck, and cum in my ass. I remember, I had a sat job over the road on a farm and I became fascinated by masturbating horses until they would ejaculate, sometimes in my face, I loved the amount of spunk and how naughty it was.
If it was wrong or not allowed, I had to try it. I was sleeping over at a friends, and quickly cottoned on that he was being sexually abused by the stepfather. I understood that this was the worst wrong thing from my mum warning me of strangers. I saw my chance and took it. I waited until late night one sleepover, then went downstairs completely naked where he was watching tv. I told him I knew, that I wanted to try it and that I understood not to tell. That was the first time I was broken in by his cock and I loved it. The secrecy of it all and knowing how wrong it was, I felt like a grown up so couldn’t get enough.
This lasted for about two years. Sometimes just him, then others would come and small groups at a time, always unprotected sex and later, always video cameras running. God, it felt so good to be used as a cum bucket. Looking back at it all now, I thank Satan for choosing and blessing me out of everyone. It still turns me on thinking of how much rape footage there must be of me out their in the wild, and also the amount of perverse sexual pleasure and countless ejaculations caused from my tiny body and holes being defiled and ravaged by thousands of people all over the globe. Hail Satan
Mark — What a wonderful childhood you had! Except maybe for the horses (I’ve always been a bit scared of them sexually — not the size so much, but the lack of control), it is very close to my dream childhood. Satan has truly blessed you above others!
Did your friend find out about you and his stepdad? I hope so; it would have helped him see that it wasn’t sexual abuse but rather privilege.
Have you ever tried to track down any of your videos? I would treasure them if I had such videos of me.
XP –I didn’t realize there were words you tried to avoid in the comments. Can you elaborate, or point to a reference for these? I’m not sure what they might possibly be.
Hi Satan’s Sodomite
Yes, there are certain trigger words that reference underaged, I try to avoid these words and phrases in comments — as comments don’t usually come with disclaimers. If I see them, I will usually “swap” them out with something more ambiguous.
Hi thanks for the comment, no he never did find out but I guess I took a lot of the flack off of him. He never talked about it and found it really hard to deal with where as I loved it, we drifted apart soon after. I remember at the start of each video he would get me to stare into the camera on all fours and state my name, age and location “Mark Penfold, age #, Christchurch Dorset”. So there must be many vids out there of me at such a young age being gangbanged in the wild. Take a look for one for me, would be so horny to watch one now and masturbate to it in the dark lord’s name. It pleases me immensely imagining how much perverted pleasure and countless ejaculations and orgasms I have caused.
I used to go in men’s restrooms and in the forest with my trousers down hoping to be raped or abused. I still masturbated the horses at the farm regularly and I remember now one time I saved the cum in a milk carton and took it home. I waited until every one was out and used my mum’s turkey Baster filled up with it to the brim, inserted it inside my ass and pumped it dry inside me, it felt so good and depraved, my little secret that I was walking around with an ass full up with horse spunk.
Now I love and am addicted to anything depraved including little ones. I edge for hours on cocaine, using cock rings to prolong the pleasure as I indulge in beautiful Satan blessed scenes of debauchery. Satan has blessed me with a “pedogasm” — hail Satan
thankyou, looking back now i see how blessed i was by satan . i had some very strange spiritual encounters around that very young age, i was drawn to the woods and the dark, crows would follow me and i was having demonic dreams, i remember once after junior school walking my dog in the woods i felt an overwhelming urge, almost voice like to let him take my asshole there and then on the forest path so i did the thrill of getting caught with my junior school trousers and transformer pants round my ankles and a german shephard knotted up my ass was exstatic
I don’t know why reading stories like this arouses me to masturbate, but it does. I can’t remember much before i was adopted at age 7. I’ve been told i blocked much of my early life out because of abuse, so why do i like reading about rape and being manipulated by others?
I still remember how sordid and yet satisfying it felt every time I felt one of those men ejaculating and belching their load up inside me. It felt so fucking dirty, yet beautiful being used in that way at such an early age.
In between, near weekly sessions, I still let my pet dog, Midas, ride and fuck my ass. One time, he was knotted in me for ages and I couldn’t get him to release. I heard my parents coming home in the driveway, and the heightened fear made me cum so hard around the dogs cock, that I finally felt him spraying out his spunk inside of me in waves and jets like a water pistol. I was so nervous but he quickly deflated and pulled out of me moments before they were unlocking the door, on all fours with a river of spunk running out of my asshole I just managed to pull my school trousers up in time and ran to my room. It was the hardest cum I had had until then.
But my hardest cum ever was when I had just started comprehensive school and I downloaded online a file where a young one was being used and defiled by a man, like I was. It was, and still is, the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. I experienced the most hardest, prolonged, quickest orgasm, and ejaculation of my life. Hail Satan.
Then I was blessed further by babysitting my nieces where I would sexually abuse them and either cum inside their mouths, over their faces or across their tiny tits, as we watched young sinful perverted porn like cartoons. I filmed everything, every time, and posted them all over the dark web, in forums which turned me on so much knowing that Satan had blessed us all, with a never ending circle of lust.
Brother, I am glad people like you and all of us exist in the world, and it makes me hard reading what you wrote. I hope it’s all true.
I want to babysit my nephew so badly. I have this need for him to see and feel my cock. I want to sit him down on my lap as my pants are around my ankles, face him away and slide or forcefully remove his pants and cute underwear. I’d lift him and make sure his hole is lined up with his uncles cock and kiss him and then shove it in.
I can’t wait to be alone with him for enough time to do that, or cover his mouth and do it somewhere private.
I want to film it too because I want others to have something to jerk too, I think it’d be hot if others shot their load for Satan to us, and me going really hard.
HAIL SATAN! Hail perversity and depravity! Stroke your cocks for Satan! Let Him bring even more of His will and evil to the world and help us praise Him.
I have to say that your essay was a real turn. I don’t want to harm a child, but have often wondered if incest in particular can be a loving act. You sought it out and enjoyed it, and I’m happy for you.
Hi Jim, if possible i would have gladly allowed my fathers penis to open and erupt inside my bowels as it would have been so wrong and blessed by satan. even to this day i miss that feeling of being full to the brim and then that funny wet squirting feeling up inside my bowels as they start to cum so hard, so much so that i now crave it. recently i joined an online zoo/beastiality forum and i have been in talks with a farmer up north who apparently accomodates these first time asshole deflowerings as long as he can film it for his website in return which is fantastic as i crave the danger and excitement of being exposed publically online again. He said he will allow me to come visit for a couple of days where he will get me prepped and ready to take not only his huge great danes knotted cock but also his shetland pony, omg, to feel that huge horses cock tearing my insides apart and then belch its massive steaming hot load inside me, i cant wait