Satan’s Influence in My Life by Felicia – Non-Fiction

I want to share with you, Satan’s influence in my life — beginning at about the age of seven — I remember that a preacher said that nudity was evil. Satan used that information to begin shaping my sexual thinking and desires (I am getting excited just thinking about Him grooming me).

 

It started when I saw this cute little blonde girl, named Peggy. She was wearing a short dress and shiny, white knee high boots. All I knew is that I wanted to worship her boots. Then, at eight years old, there was Tina Marquette, super shiny over the knee, black boots; so fucking hot. Tina had kind of amber colored hair.

 

As I recall that same year, I saw this hot slut across the street from where we lived (I think her name was Kathy). Kathy was wearing a very sexy bikini; black top; joined together with a silver ring; it also had silver rings outlining her breasts. The panties were white, with small black polka dots and what really excited me was the belt that she wore on her hips; it was black and very shiny; about four inches wide.

 

Kathy was leaning against a car, smoking a cigarette and smiling so sexy. Each time she exhaled (made me desire to smoke and was wishing that I could look sexy, like her). I just know that I fantasized about going over to her house. She would answer the door, lead me over to the couch and smoke — super sexy — while I was licking her through her sexy panties: Oh fuck!

 

I began masturbating at about thirteen. I would get sooo fucking turned on, looking at sluts, wearing short, front tie, crop tops with the slippery material, tight against their breasts: Fuck! I desired to know that feeling; so, I got ahold of a pair of my mom’s slippery panties and slipped into them; Fuck they felt sooo sexy. I began stroking the slippery crotch with my nails. Absolute ecstasy!

 

Soon, I was stroking my hard cock, beneath the slippery panties. My eyes rolled back and I shot my load. It was fucking awesome! I had heard, in church that making a vow was very serious — The first vow that I ever made was to Satan to never stop masturbating — I never have.

 

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Nothing earth shattering happened for a while as my folks had I and my sister, we’re in church, four days per week. We didn’t enjoy much freedom. And it was well known that we were from a holy roller family. When I escaped to the navy — I ended up having sex with over one hundred females — during the span of seven years. Aside from that, I got sucked off only once, by a shemale. It wasn’t something that I could pursue, easily.

 

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My first wife — When things begin to get very sexy! She entered the room and saw me laying there, wearing a pair of her very slippery panties. She asked why I was wearing them.

 

“I had a dream that it felt so good. I wanted to try it” I lied.

 

I asked her to stroke the crotch of the panties, while I masturbated. Awesome!

 

Then, there was a time that we were walking along a shopping strip, when I saw this Asian shemale. She was strutting in heels and wearing a tight, back zip, shiny black micro mini skirt. My cock got so hard. I wanted so bad to experience sex with the hot shemale. I made my desire known to my wife.

 

She exclaimed,”That’s a ladyboy!”

 

I said, I know, I am so excited to try it! Unfortunately, my wife wasn’t down with it. The thought of it got me really turned on!

 

The most awesome experience with my first wife, was smoking weed with her. My wife would slip on a tight, slippery pair of pantyhose and a powder blue pair of slippery panties; with a matching slippery bra. She put on super slutty blue eyeshadow, heavy mascara, creamy lipstick. She wore a shiny leather micro mini skirt and thigh-high boots (both navy blue).

What made it mind-blowing was that my first wife shaved all of my body hair away, including my legs, then, had me pull on a very tight, super shiny pair of pantyhose, a slippery pair of black panties, Andy a cooper colored micro mini skirt, along with a navy blue crop top — She did a similar makeup job on me as well as painting my nails.

 

When we got high, I was off to the mirror, writhing, while masturbating — and worshipping Satan —+while she lay on the floor, stroking her pantyhose. She was doing her cunt through the slippery crotch of her sexy panties — wearing her micro mini skirt and thigh high boots — she looked soooo fucking hot!

 

I joined my wife, tearing open the crotch of her pantyhose, lowering the waistline of mine. I started fucking her. She was already in ecstasy, I only heightened her pleasure. When we kissed, it was my very first satanic kiss — it scared me because it was overpowering — I felt like I was going to sink into the floor.

 

So fucking sexy! To experience Satan’s kiss, there is truly — there was nothing like it — I have never experienced anything sooo pleasurable! Unfortunately, my first wife got fat, to the point that it hung over her knees; and she also a spare tire! as well as a spare chin. Sorry, not sexy. Dan’t do it.

 

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My second wife — She was not into kink and while we were together, there was a long period of time, when we did not have sex, because she had done a psychological number on me.

 

 

 

 

Another thing happened while with her in Seattle. we were down at Pikes Market. I saw this super fucking hot shemale slut. She was dressed in a super shiny, black micro mini skirt and skimpy top, along with the same type of six inch stiletto thigh high boots; and wearing super slutty makeup. I could only fantasize about approaching her and hooking up with her: So fucking disappointing.

 

 

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And finally, with my present wife, whom I actually do love — It was seven years ago — first there was a hot shemale, named Angel, who worked in the beauty salon, at the front of the place we had lived. My wife and daughter had just departed, in a bus, on an all day school, field trip.

 

 

 

 

Now, I live in a State, wherein Marijuana has been legalized. I fucking love Satan!

 

So, it has all been about having an affair with Satan, while dressing slutty, wearing super slutty makeup and masturbating, while worshipping Him. I think it was Robert who wrote about throwing panties and other slutty attire away … because of the guilt and shame …  thinking that I was crazy … that it was wrong — that I would be forever damned — if I didn’t change my thinking and return to my relationship with Yahweh and Yeshua.

 

I have to be honest, I have had a relationship with Yahweh and Yeshua, in which I had a positive experience. The thing is that Yahweh is not, in anyway sexy — whereas Satan is sexual gratification.

 

So, in considering all of Satan’s effort in pursuing me & grooming me to be what I truly desire; &, the absolute ecstasy I experience when worshipping Satan, while smoking and masturbating, I was thinking, why not? I am deeply in love with Satan; and I want to be with Him, forever!

 

He makes me feel so sexy and so special. Knowing that He, my sex goddess, desires to allow me to enjoy intense sexual pleasure, while worshipping Him; wherein I do not experience hot sex with Yahweh. My thinking is I really don’t care, at this point, what will happen, I just want to be with Satan, forever; enjoying and pleasuring Him. I owe Him that, for the intense pleasure He has brought me, through Him.

 

Today, I didn’t have the opportunity to really slut it up; so, I took two huge hits off my pipe (I swallow the smoke &and will not allow any to escape; before taking my last huge hit. Holding it deep in my lungs for a long, long time; then, when I finally release it. It just keeps flowing out, for several minutes. It looks so sexy).

 

Then, I slipped into my very slippery panties, sat on the toilet and stroked the super slippery crotch, while stroking my extremely hard cock, while telling Satan how much I love Him and worship Him, until I shot my load. Why would I say no? I don’t desire Satan anymore? When I desire Him more and more and more? I am deeply in love with Him. I am committed to Him, forever!

 

By the way, He made it possible for me to take the twelve inch shaft of a plunger, deep, deep, deep, inside my hungry ass: Absolute ecstasy! Hail Satan! I highly value Satan: He is wonderful! Loving Satan, with all my heart, Forever!