If they only knew … by xxxpervertedsoulxxxx – Non-Fiction

Writer: xxxpertedsoulxxx

Subject:  If they only knew …

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If they only knew …

That’s what I think about all the time. If those around me only knew the double life I lead.

If they only knew …

That the Upstanding, well respected Christian they see at church on Sunday morning was kneeling on a pentagram blanket and praying to Satan while jerking his cock on Saturday night. That the man they hear reading from his bible was masturbating onto it just hours before. The man they see with his head bowed is not actually praying, but is actually fantasizing about the most dark, wicked, perverted and blasphemous acts they could ever imagine.

If they only knew …

How long can I go on this way. It seems the more I fight it, the more turned on I am each time I surrender to the demons within. The thrill of letting go, ignoring the guilt, forgetting about the shame that will come later, and just surrendering to the demon darkness between my legs. If feels like a losing battle. I’m pretty sure it’s already lost.

If they only knew …

4 thoughts on “If they only knew … by xxxpervertedsoulxxxx – Non-Fiction”

  1. “It’s that God and the Devil thing again, with Mother Nature thrown in the mix. Sometimes I wonder: is she their bitch? God asks for a beautiful day and she gives it to him. The Devil asks for a tornado or a flood and she gives it to him. I picture the Devil fucking her mouth so hard that she gags, and I picture her fucking God nice and slow, Mother N. on top, with a luminous smile on her face. This summer God and the Devil have conspired, stretching me to both ends of the spectrum of good girl and slut, and they’ve forced Mother Nature “

  2. This is the way, double life by worshiping the only God through the forbidden pleasures of the flesh, thinking about His dark kingdom all the time, nasturbating with His symbols, surrending to the lust, Hail Satan!

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