True Destiny by Destiny1961 – Non-Fiction

Writer: Destiny1961

Subject: True Destiny

Link: Email LS666 / 07.11.2022

True Destiny

So I have shared many stories and visions of which most I add myself to the mix. This is a little different as have found myself on the fence lately. I am an older dumpy guy who thanks to over-the-counter hormones and the use of female exercises has gotten small boobs and a feminine butt. I have always looked feminine so maybe its natural. At a young age I found myself playing with things both as a boy and girl. I also found myself interested in black magick and stuff considered demonic, but was it a calling?

So we fast forward to getting into sissy stuff and dressing like a girl and then starting to suck dick and get fucked. It started to feel better to be the girl then fuck a girl. I never realized the ramifications of swallowing a load or being penetrated back then as if magically being changed. This just crossing my mind that at one point I even bought a full white lingerie set, complete with garters and corset.

I called it my honeymoon outfit and at one point met a guy and decided to give myself to him. What I did not realize until writing this was that to have a honeymoon one must be married. While I was not marrying him it was soon to be the darkness I would be bound to.

I was not laying down with him,but the forces of darkness and with each load I swallowed and each time I was penetrated and bred I was becoming kind of the bride of the abyss. We went for hours and was filled to a point had to clean out for the next loads. I never understood how one man could cum so much but now realize who was in charge.

So it has been a while as living with a christian wife in what is known as the bible belt has not helped. I have found myself on the fence and not hearing like I did. I met someone who is on Littlesally666.com and liked my writings and have been learning from them and finding out new entities and such.

I have also been guided to some writings from someone else here and a story about someone called a, “Pithos,” I believe is the proper term.

I have felt that I am some sort of hybrid meant to be a vessel so this made sense. But I needed to show am worthy to serve and used to use the term feminine and such but now what was coming to mind was things like sissy, faggot and gay bitch.

They now resonated in a different way. I also had a stroke a while back so the use of poppers and other things was out when using hypnosis. And I also found that maybe the extra estrogen from the pills could do damage as well. But then found myself feeling that nudge and first thing was I went and had my ears pierced again.

The ear rings actually combined with my long hair and feminine face when shaved helped. I also bought cross earrings that when needed where then like the goody Christian but when needed invert then for Master Satan.

I started to feel the tingles in my sissy breasts again but was not happy with them so picked up more of the hormones, even though they may cause something. I have asked the demons to help them do what is expected.

I have had men even answer my personals who want me to suck them or maybe fuck me. Some as a sissy and others just as a fag. I even had a guy let me suck him and face fucked me and when he came it was sweeter then ever before. But am still having issues so asked to be guided.

I have always found myself wanting to do things but backing out due to money or things. I had been looking at what is called the demon dick dildo and felt this would be perfect to show my loyalty.

If I bought the right size it would start to gape me and just having it as a phallus to represent Satan and demons as I worship. I looked and was putting money aside and finally had enough to afford it. I always backed out but bought a gift card so it cannot be traced and went to buy it. But did not check as did not have enough due to shipping and felt drained as if the wind taken out of my sails so to speak.

Doubt set in, as am I following the wrong path, but I felt I am the sacred prostitute and great whore but cannot serve if am called the other way. I felt that inner shadow self ,who I had just become one with struggling. My mind was pulled apart and I needed to go back to basics, the hypno.

I remembered someone who has dark hypnosis and even has sessions called, “Mind Mistress.” It is the while through then looking glass and down the rabbit hole thing. I am even friends with someone who had a session with her and it changed them. I even bought a CD years back from her to learn to trance. But she has many of different things so what. I found one called acceptance which is supposed to make it where you accept suggestion and other files and open you up to programming. It says to listen for two weeks and you can follow it with another file to make it stick, so what if I follow it with a satanic file, hmmm.

Meanwhile I have found my lust coming back so have found myself calling out for maybe a succubus or incubus to join me and feel maybe have had one. I even found this animated one called Meru online and watched a few videos and just the thought of one entering someone and using them in our realm, would be great to be possessed by one and used.

I have even seen girls on Reddit dressed like her and love it.So I have listened to the file for three days and feeling maybe it is working as it has nine parts and at times start and then am at a later part, but I have cats and think they run across my phone which pauses them. But feel all in all am getting something from it. But what could make it stronger, asking for Satan or maybe Lilith or the Queens of prostitution to help, but how.

So I have been seeing dreams that are weird and at times the things in my dreams are lustful creatures and even succubi including Meru and some where their sexual organs are not human. Some are even very large but have read that the path to Satan is through the anus and sodomy, so in the dreams I bend over to be taken to him.

So I have an idea and am going to offer my mind to those who can make the file stronger. I consider Satan, Lucifer and Lilith my trinity. I have been told that absinthe is the devils drink so bought some a while back and feel when drinking it am closer. So I have found myself even doing things in secret while my Christian wife is even home and taking chances. She is now lying down for a nap and I am about to listen to the files so will call for help .

I grab my shot glass and pour a shot of the absinthe as an offering and set in next to the wax warmer candle I use and ask for them to accept it as an offering. As I use the Enns for Satan and the others, as per usual I ask them to accept the shot and to fill it with their spirit so upon drinking they will enter me.

I go and set up to make sure my earbuds are charged and phone set to the files.I go into my room where I do the summoning and call out for Satan and Lucifer and when I call out for Lilith ask for her to bring along Namaah, Agrat Bat Mahlat and Esiheth as the queens of prostitution.

I ask them to become one with me through the partaking of the absinthe. I ask that they take over my body and mind to help the file be ingrained. I asks for a few other things and then use something to draw a few things above my head as to open the doorway. I drink and almost gag as it is strong and feel the heat through my whole body as if the heat from the abyss entering me.

I pause for a second almost as if in shock and feel a quiver and even as I lay down it almost feels like my chest becoming breasts. I put in my buds and turn on the files.I get through maybe the first few and must fall deep as before I know it am at the end. For a change there is no cat in sight and it played all the way through. I has triggers for what would be my dominant though not sure what all I heard. I do know it has asked me to get rid of memories and at this point — I do not remember lots of my early years.

It has also told me to be what I want to be and am feeling that spirit of my shadow self. I feel tingles as the lust is back and thoughts of swallowing loads and being penetrated are in my mind.But when we think of a prostitute, it is one who does as their master asks no matter what and I am feeling more open to darker things.

I find myself not wanting to do anything but lay in my bed in the dark and it is like a sign. I think outside the box in weird ways and this one is where I feel my home is in the darkness in a bed. I am to accept what comes to me in the bed which when we think about it is mostly used for fornication.

But again what does it mean to accept whatever comes to me? I then think to take this moment to think about a succubus and maybe one can sneak in as the wife does not know and we can fornicate. They say one takes your soul, but half of mine already belongs to Satan, and soon the rest. But the only thing I get is the tingles and feeling like my breasts are growing and an insatiable lust for not only semen but can it be, I want souls? I go to sleep and dreams of sexual nature but I keep coming up short as if am not fully ready.

It is now morning and sun not up yet as I ponder all that has happened and wonder what and why. The the latest vision in which there is no denial of it being me. It is the season of the witch is what comes to me. I live with my Christian wife and her mother who thinks she is now Jewish cause she took some classes.

I sit in my room as Halloween approaches wondering as I am a dumpy old fat guy with moobs and a feminine face. There must be a place for me and while am a lustful type guy haven’t felt attracted to women. But I do not feel like a man or a woman, almost like some sort of hybrid.

I have read some dark stories and feels real as everything is there, from my hypnosis to my black magick. So my wife tells me her and her mom are going out of town for a few days as something is going on.

I hear of this bar online as am in a chat room for people like me. I go to a second darker room where I find out about the bar. I figure maybe I can dress up and go have a few and this way no one will recognize me if someone pops in. But I say I cannot be seen leaving my place dressed and don’t really have female clothing.

Someone asks me if I have anything against witches or satanism and so on. She offers to lend me a few things and dress at her place. She even says she has some strong stuff we can have as she helps me dress. I agree and go to her place and she is already dressed up and looks like the succubus I have been looking at videos of, well, the human version.

She is red and her horns look real and she is so pretty to a point of almost hypnotizing. She asks if I mind her lighting candles as she helps me and if I have anything against her chanting and maybe me following along with her.

We start and I follow but do not understand as it sound like gibberish though know of the Enns and that language. We share some drinks as she asks my thoughts of succubi as I mentioned who she looked like.

I tell her I am married and am but a fat guy who looks like a bitch. She tells me things do change and imagine a world where you can have sex all the time. She says that there are guys out there who would like one like me, she does not say guy or even girl, but one like me.

She then tells me to look in the mirror and say these words that will have me feel better about myself as she pours us a shot of absinthe. I say something about it being the devils drink and she asks if that is a problem. She tells me before we hit the bar we must be prepared.

She hands me the drink and we do some sort of cheer or offering and drink. I feel the heat go through me and she tells me to feel the heat from her world and let it make me new. She gives me a kiss and I quiver and get loopy. She has me sit at the edge of the bed and tells me she is different also.

I look up at her and it is like I see her and a second person as well. It is like two of her.Then another face,one that is dark as she holds my head.

“Can you see us,” she asks.

She runs her fingers through my hair and I get an erection. She looks down at it and says in what seems to be more then one voice, “Almost ready.”

I look in her eyes as she tells me to let go and again how she is different as she pulls down her skirt. I do not see a vagina but what seems to be a large clit that looks almost like a small horse cock.

She asks if I would like sex with a succubus as she rubs it between her fingers as it gets a little drip. She then says something about anal sex being the devils way to enter but she only has anal and if I am scared.

I notice what maybe be an opening or maybe my mind playing tricks on me. She gets to her knees and tells me we have to take care of my erection. She grabs a butt plug and teases mt dick with it as it is kind of long and vibrates.

Then she teases me hole with it and asks how it feels. At this point I am there is just dark lingerie as she has not put outer clothing on her or me yet. She licks the head of my dick with her tongue that is almost like a snake and then up my body.

She holds me head and kisses me as her tongue dances inside my mouth almost paralyzing me as she now slips the plug slightly into my ass.She kisses as she puts it in and out til it hits my second sphincter and teases it. She tells me to open up for her as she teases my hole as I am sliding off the bed.

She then stops kissing me and stands up and slides me back on the edge of the bed and as she does I am sitting on the plug and my second sphincter opens up and it pops into me. I sit for a moment staring at her dripping clit for a second.

She now has a new voice as she tells me to suck it so I do.She grabs my head as it grows slightly and tells me to take her energy as she fucks my face.She grabs my head and explodes and as I swallow it is like being drunk as I can barely sit up.

It is like she drugged me with her orgasm. She then pulls out and slides me slightly limp body into the center of the bed which I did not realize has a pentagram. She holds my erection up and squeezes her clit to ooze onto my dick and then gets into place as she is sitting on my dick.

She starts to chant and says to give her my energy and she will give me hers.She rides me and I feel the pressure build but it is like she is in control of my ejaculation. She has me look at her and I see this face with hers that looks like a disheveled prostitute and her voice tells me she need my body. S

he then seems to let go and I shoot a big load inside her as my body now goes fully limp as if no energy left at all I lay there scared as thinking this is it. She looks down at me and tells me not to worry as I see her now succubus shemale cock grow into a sort of horse cock with a doggy knot on the end. She tells me she will make me new and she slides off me and then pushes me to the side as she lays inside the pentagram or sacred circle.

As I lay there she reaches over and pulls out the plug which makes me go completely limp and then with superhuman or supernatural strength as she lifts me and lowers me onto her cock.She lifts me up and down like some sort of sex toy as I feel her stretch my hole and as I look down am seeing more then one face.

They all giggle as I am now being moved up and down hard like a rag doll. I feel her hit that second sphincter.After pushing and bouncing me it surrenders and she is inside it and I feel the top of the knot touching my hole.

She pulls me off and gets up and drops me into the circle as she calls out for me to become like her and shoves back into me and pushes until I feel the knot and then shoves til it goes into me as I moan.

I watch as the face and figure of the prostitute seems to disappear as she starts to fill my body with her semen. I am told I am her now as I feel the heat of her fluids enter my womb. She then says in a dark voice we are hers now and not to worry about the old. as she pulls out and lays next to me.

I feel her hands on my puffy little breasts as she says they will start growing as I always wanted and that my family thinks I have passed away and are mourning as I now belong to them. After a bit we get up as it is close to midnight on Halloween and she says we have work to do.

She dresses me slutty and we go to the bar where it does not take long before I find myself in a bathroom on my knees sucking some guy off like a whore. We stay a bit as we seduce these guys she picked out and they drive us home to her place. I now realize behind her house is a graveyard and she tells me we will get rid of the bodies there once we take what we need. I then realize I may be some kind of succubus.

THE END