Writer: Lucy Az
Subject: The Left Hand Path
Link: MEWE / 18.11.2023
The Left Hand Path
FREEDOM — Where you are free from Religious enslavement and free to carve your own unique path.
EMPOWERMENT — Where you learn to harness and deploy energy in accordance with your will, not another’s.
ASCENSION — Where you consistently ascend in Gnosis, in energy manipulation, and your own godhood through practical application and devotion.
Thank you Lucy Az
For sharing your Wisdom
Nice work Lucy! It makes me recall my motivations for conversion to theistic Satanism from my former protestant religion. (This is my true story)
I found Satan when I was serving time in prison for possession of CP. I had been a Christian all my life. I attended chapel services and studied theology hoping one day I could be of service to others who had problems with sexual addiction.
Then one day after browsing through a Hamilton Books catalog, I came across the occult section and saw a number of books on witchcraft and Wicca. Intrigued by the subject, I ordered a number of books. Our chapel also had a Wiccan section and “borrowed” a few books from them.
I became fascinated with the occult and magick. I continued to buy more books on the occult and devoured them earnestly. I read a book called “Mastering Witchcraft” by Paul Hussen” ( forgive me I know I misspelled his last name) and I read a section of his book about denying your Christian religion and saying the Lord’s prayer backward. I was somewhat wickedly intrigued about the idea of denying my faith to serve a new god or goddess!
And denied my faith I did!
I repeated the Lord’s prayer backward and felt this incredible pleasure of doing so! As time progressed, I found myself tearing my leather bibles to shreds, pissing on them, worshipping pagan gods , and devoted myself to reading books on the occult.
As time continued to progress, I found myself studying demonology. Something was driving me to worship Satan and inspiring me to continue blaspheming. I couldn’t get enough of this wonderful feeling I had when I blasphemed! I read a book titled “Russian Black Magick” by ( I think her name is Natasha Helvick) and read a section that spoke of “veretics”, persons who couldn’t resist blaspheming daily. I felt like one of these persons. I was compelled to blasphemy everyday and had a sexual thrill doing it! I found myself masturbating furiously while tearing my bible and blaspheming joyously!
At this moment I knew Satan was in my life! That demons knew my name. I prayed to Lord Satan and made a pendulum to contact his demons and pledge my devotion to them!
I am released from prison today after serving a good amount of time for child pornography. When I was I was locked up my friend had a smart phone he would loan to me some nights ( smart phones are contraband in prison) . I was blessed to discover XP. I knew Lord Satan had answered a prayer.
Since then I log on when I can get a chance. I am suppose to be restricted from the Internet. I’m taking some stupid sex therapy class. I still watch porn obviously (and CP of course! ) I mean, who can resist!
Well, there’s my testimony and I’m sticking to it! The Lord Satan is actively in my life and I hope to serve him to the best of my capability. I wish I had the talent to write like so many of the gifted authors on this site. ( I especially like Amandablonde!)Perhaps with some practice one day I can.
Satan bless you all!
And FUCK the Holy Spirit!
Amen .
You are such an inspiration. With the dark powers on your behalf, may you find allies in and out of court that make your every day, easier. And hopefully, because of the first faith (the socially accepted one), you can ascend to become a pastor or a priest. There are those of us in the labyrinth, looking for the red forbiden mysteries. You have a nice story to tell of true enduring enlightment.
The Queen of Heaven, Mother of Lust, Innana-Evil-Ishtar, bless your path.