The Beast Inside by Destiny1961 – Non-Fiction

Writer: Destiny1961

Subject: The Beast Inside

Link: LS666 Email / 07.02.2022

The Beast Inside

Over the past year or so have bad contact, with someone on FetLife, who is a werewolf; and has been connected to my inner demon as well. Not going into just how much animal he is, as far as looks and his demonic demeanor, but the animal side has reared its head before.

I have read things about how cats can protect one from evil spirits and yet read where animals can be close to spirits as well. I say this due to having cats and how at times one gets very close when am in my alter ego. I know someone who is a female who had a dog who she would let mount her when horny and tell me in fact, once knotted and bred by a dog you change. The old careful what you wish for comes to mind again as have heard on occasion as lots of sissies consider themselves bitches.

I have heard voices ask if I know what a bitch actually is. It says it is a female dog and to become one is to be taken like, and by a male dog or beast. The voice saying that once someone like me or me allows a knot to penetrate me and take hold then my body and soul will be saying it wants to change. Something about ultimate surrender. I have many times pictured standing at the gates of Hell or some place in between worlds and a guard at the gate. Next to him is the beast, I believe the name is Cerberus but there is no doubt it guards the gate.

But each time it was like we were drawn as it never attacked me but came to me and sniffed me like dogs do when in heat. I would get this weird feeling. The gate master said he knows a bitch when he smells it. Now not gonna lie as it sound like a kid but have always like Cat Woman and who would not like to fuck her, but as a real cat?

We have cats and kittens where I live and the one keeps having litter after litter and its like a whore but who cares as she is having fun. I have also been feeling weird tingles ever since reading about the guardian succubus. We have a couple kittens and one of our cats seems to act like a mommy and clean them and cuddle with them. I have been feeling more feminine and horny lately and the questions I have been asking the tarot has been coming back chilling and actually saying things like there are changes coming and some are dark and some dangerous.

I get chills as I do this and when asking the yes or no of if there is a demon in the room now get yes answers. So last night had this little dream or vision I want to share as it seems I am becoming more in touch with a deeper and darker part of the abyss. I am laying in my bed and asking for the doorway to be open and for me to be able to see from my third eye. I have had visions before when using poppers of having my eyes closed yet could see my room, but it was different.

I could see shadows around me and feel like something has gotten into bed with me, and when the cats get back on the bed they acted weird. I got this picture in my mind of the wolf I talk to and he actually looks like one, not sure how but even has an animal cock. He has shared a few pics of his mate who at times looks like a female version with some hair on parts of her. I looked at pics of shemale werewolves with cocks, boobs and hairy on most of them.

I remember one time when popper-ed up seeing what seemed to be a cat sitting at the edge of the bed and it wasn’t mine, and when I reached for it ,poof. So here I lay and ask for permission into their realm and to have someone help me become new. I am laying and have my eyes closed and due to it starting to feel hot am naked. I feel that distinct sandpaper feel of a cat tongue licking my nipples and suckling, but I am not a cat. I open my eyes to see a huge cat feeding and it looks at me and speaks to me and says, “Let it go mommy” and I feel myself lactate.

I feel my breasts grow, like a woman after giving birth,but how. I hold the head of the cat as I feel so excited. As I watch it begins to turn partially human as it changes. I now see this half human half feline with what seems to be six breasts and she looks almost like a cartoon cat. She slides on top of me and leans over and tells me to feed as she puts her breast in my face. She says I will need strength for my journey if I still want.

Then something about the transformation being rough but worth it as I am being invited. Then it starts to lick me like bathing me and making me clean as I feel it get into position and my dick is now erect. I feel an opening, but not like a normal vagina,but hey, this is a cat. I feel her body quiver as she purrs and I go inside her. She is massaging her many breasts as they shoot onto me as she rides me. I hear this is step one. She grinds against me and then its like her kitty cunt milks me. I shoot a huge load as she sits and starts to get blurry.

I hear what is a cross between the purr and a growl. I feel her paws on my chest and belly as the voice gets raspy and I hear” my bitch has arrived” and the rooms starts to fade into something new. I am being taken into a new realm as kitty slides off of me and is now standing next to a shadow figure. I lay there for a second feeling high as things are like some wort of weird movie as behind the two is a doorway. I can hear voices though no one speaks and they says it is time for the bitch to come forth and enter her new home. I think to myself that I was told a bitch needed to be bred before that and the voice tells me it will be taken care of as my ticket is punched.

I watch as the kitty starts to change and shake, it looks like an evil version of “Scooby Doo” with three heads and is huge. It crawls over to me and as I lay on what is still some sort of bed, its starts to lick and slobber all over me. I starts to lick and suck on my breasts and then my belly and as I get soaked I feel some pain. There is something happening as I start to grow a few more breasts, like a female dog would have. They are smaller then the top ones and are lactating. He starts to lick my whole body as its soaks the bed and then my face and as he is in some sort of 69 type position and is licking between my legs I see his sheath.

Tucked away is his cock and it starts to slide out and the weird feel of it against my face is only the beginning. I feel it enter my mouth and the taste and feel of it is weird. But then something is growing.I feel his knot start to grow as it sits on my face and it is huge. It looks like a small baseball and I think about how a dog knots his lover, oh my, no way. He pulls out of my mouth and I am laying on a soaked mattress that is slightly disgusting as he slides off me.

I look up at him and his master as I see the door open a d they ask if I still want in. I look down at myself a d do not even recognize myself as I am a cross between human and animal. The door is big and I see inside and there are demons who seem to be calling to me. I remember seeing pics as they are a mix and part human and part animal and things in between and I can see some of them horny and erect. I feel horny and I am no longer who I used to be as I tell them I want in.

I am told that my ticket must be punched, and even though I do not know why its said that way I know what is about to happen as I must surrender my body. I roll over in the wet sticky mess as I feel Cerberus start to lick and slobber all over me again as he slides up my body and I am now in a pool of drool. I feel his cock between my cheeks and it is huge and his know it pressed against my balls as I still have my penis. I feel it slide up and down and the knot between my cheeks at points and then his presses his head against my hole and tells me to surrender as he growls. I feel him push as I growl and then he shoves deep and for some reason I let out a howl.

First he is all the way in up to that inner doorway as he pushes. I am told to open up and before I know it more pain as he enters that doorway deep. I whimper and growl as he gyrates and grinds inside me as he slobbers all over me.I feel his paws against my shoulders as he holds me and pushes and I feel that baseball size knot trying to push into my hole. My legs spread as I feel my hole start to stretch as he moves up and down and gyrate and grinds as it slowly start to give way.

I whimper more as he growls in a way to show he is enjoying breaking me. He then opens me up slightly and then pulls back and again pushes in a rough teasing manner. He is getting closer as my body start to surrender and my mind is already broken and in need. He pulls back and is on me fully as he shoves and I hear it pop as it enters me and my hole takes hold of it and I scream which turns into howls. He is locked in and fucking me as my body will not and cannot let go as I feel him in and out of my inner doorway.

I hear it pant as it is getting close and is tearing me up inside and then the hardest and deepest shove as he goes deeper then I thought possible and he howls. I feel a heat as my belly seems to be growing as he pumps into me.I feel my nipples grow and are hard as a rock like a pregnant woman’s would be. I start to shake as my belly starts to subside as my body begins to absorb his seed.I feel the master tell me I am now a bitch and belong. I lay there as my animal lover pulls out of my now gaped hole and gets back into a normal position alongside the keeper. I lay there looking up for a few moments as he puts a collar around my neck and tells me to enter the doorway. I walk through and am greeted by many demons who are horny and want me to service them as they take me deep into an abyss.