Writer: Destiny1961
Subject: Succubus
Link: Email LS666 / 27.04.2022
Succubus
Had what I feel was a visit as had this vision the other day and this was to explain it. Now the Bible seems to say Lucifer is Satan and seen where some say Baphomet represents something instead of being actual. I have been all over and still going between Mike and Seri.
I have been communicating with a man who wants me as Seri and do not have to have the outer form as he wants what is inside. Every time I read his mails I feel as her or shall I say am her. There have been many feelings come over me and at times while trying to talk to the spirits and demons even feel like am high, even though have not done anything. It is now like something inside is getting stronger and more lustful.
With the addition of Eisheth in my life it has become more interesting as I go again for clarity. It has even gotten weird as things that should scare most excite me somehow. Like the sight of the girl in the exorcist while looking disgusting is like she wants to fuck me. When she shoves mommy’s face in her cunt is like she wants me to taste her. I have found many subliminals that supposedly are like being high and such as the mind is powerful.
I have seen, or thought seen things in my room and have wondered who I should seek. I have now the sigil of Lucifer ingrained in my head so is it a sign?
So was sitting on my bed trying to be my hybrid self when felt this visit. It had a message that was simply, “I called them, not the other way.” It was about to explain that day I was masturbating, which is a sin in itself, and called out. It was time for a lesson.
I was taken back to my first times to explain as it was about to get weird. It was what I would call succubus syndrome as we are told a succubus takes energy from us through sex, but is it possible we can and it can change us? Then he told me to look back as he reminded me of the energy I felt just before I laid down for my friend. He asked if I knew what that was.
Then a reminder of the energy as he entered me that took me from being a young man into a lustful vessel. I was reminded of the electricity with each time he pounded and was about to explain. Was there already a presence inside that needed to be fed?
My friend said he forgot who was under him and to be honest I forgot who I was as well, or was it not me. Then it reminded me that as he did those final shoved just before filling me how I was hoping for it and got chills, and even though I did not feel his cum enter me I got that chill and tingle in my body as if feeling his energy transferred.
I lay there feeling as if I had smoked weed and did poppers even though I did not as I was feeling high from the thoughts. The thoughts of how I wished back then that if I fucked a girl she would be mine as I would take her energy or even the guys who bullied me,if I could have them fuck me and steal their energy, but that is a succubus.
Then it reminded me of that first blow job. How as I had an old mam suck my dick how it felt as if he drew from me and then how I felt seeing his precum as he stroked. That feeling of want and need to suck him and take his seed. I was reminded of the tingle as I licked his shaft like a woman and took him in my mouth and down my throat. That electricity as he grabbed my head as he got so excited and then how I did not spit when he came. There was no thought as I swallowed and felt that energy again.
I had already known I had a submissive side, but it was like a vampire tasting its first blood and the demon let me know it. It was that feeling that drove me that night to reach out. I was a work in progress and never knew and it was time to see a new future. Now understand again the scary things or stereotypical stuff drove me. The thought of Lucifer or Satan and half mam and half goat and while would see him that way now all of a sudden would see something new. His phallus would get me. The bible says he rules this world and what better the to get close to the king?
So I look back to last week as had this dream. I had looked in my mirror as I tried to summon the 4 queens and felt related to Eisheth Zenunim and she is the supreme whore and it is said she will take my soul or life if not careful. She is also a succubus and I felt I read where she is the mother of Baphomet and as such made her my mother as felt like Baphomet is my twin.
I have often asked for the demons to find me a place where can set up a true alter to worship and communicate. I was feeling I was seeing shadows this night and it was stormy, perfect stereotype night huh? Then saw myself in a room that had a bed and dresser set up as an alter. Everything on it set up just right as I would soon see why.
Then a voice as it said, “Welcome to my world dear,”
I turned to see him. He was the most handsome creature, complete with angel wings.
“You have called me daddy,” he said and I knew it was Lucifer.
But this place was not just physical but spiritual as he told me I asked for him to open the door to the other side. He asked if I still wanted to be, just to be. I understood as he got close and wrapped his wings around me and kissed me. I felt that femininity.
He had me turn and face the mirror and his sigil was there on the alter surrounded by candles and there was a phallus there. But not shaped like an ordinary cock as he told me it was what was in my mind. He told me fantasy would become reality my way. He reminded me I already started the process years ago but was I willing now.
He spoke in circles and yet I understood. He said there are very few and meant human succubi. He had me close my eyes and then open them again and as I saw his reflection he was different. Not this full satanic goat but wings were now black and he had horns and legs even somewhat goat like as he said it was what I wanted.
I was made to ask for what he had and I realized I was standing there is lingerie, it was red as I read the color of Eisheth. He told me the Queens were there and I saw shadows.It was time as he then rubbed my head and little horns appeared as it was how I pictured a succubus. My nipples were pert and he had me stare at his sigil and the phallus. The lingerie had access at certain places.
He asked me to lean over and kiss the phallus and as I did realized the placement of the candles as they were under my breasts. Just close enough as he told me to feel the heat from below but they did not burn me. He had me slide my mouth up and down on the phallus and as I did my nipples got closer to the flames.
He had me watch myself in the mirror as he told me to spread my cheeks. He told me to present my hole to him as he drooled on it. He rubbed his finger across it as I sucked and then plunged his finger deep and fast and hard. I felt him hit bottom as it hurt and he told me it would be used a lot, but reminded me it was what I wanted.
He fucked my hole with his finger for a bit as I felt tingles. Then he had me stop sucking and grabbed the phallus and plunged it into me. He kept pressing against my inner doorway as he called it and told me I would have to open it in order to take the energy I would need. He told me to close my eyes and open up and he pushed and I felt my body and spirit comply as it went deep.
Be held it inside me as my hole started to stretch and grab hold of it. He then told me to invite the sisters in and I found myself doing it. One at a time I felt them enter me and each time I got hornier. once they had all entered I was only slightly in control as he told me they would help but I had to do the work.
I found myself walk over to the bed and lay down and look up at him as if to invite him. He told me I was good and slid onto the bed and spread my legs and shoved into me and took me. We fucked him like a whore and then he told me to open my womb as he shoved. I felt myself open up as he went deep and filled me.