Writer: Destiny1961
Subject: Strange Memories
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Strange Memories
It’s funny and ironic — I noticed you have Singapore on your profile. It brought back this strange memory. I communicated with a guy on an at-personals site who got me to talk about the darkness and thoughts of real boobs and true femininity. We talked about how drugs were a doorway but about sacred prostitution.
I had even mentioned becoming a female with a vagina and all. We shared stories of both trans and feminine service. He mentioned living in or near Singapore and said he wanted to fly me there to get me real boobs. He said he knew what I needed but understood my spiritual resistance.
He told me he would use various drugs to keep me at bay and would start as his trans whore and then he would add the vagina and would keep me high and fuck me all the time and share me. He even said once I was filled so many times my spirit would break and allow my inner demons to gain control and would be the perfect whore. Of course, it was at the time that got deeper into the poppers and satanic sissy hypnosis.
I was drunk one night and had this crazy dream. I got off a plane and met this man. We went into a city that looked like this lost third-world place. There were all these whore right out on the street as we entered this hole in the wall of a bar. We went into a back room behind a curtain and had drinks as we talked about our feelings. I started to talk about the idea of sex as a woman and the darkness and Satan himself.
We talked about how it would feel to have real breasts and at one point to feel a man enter a vagina. But would having a man make one feel as good as a real one? He told me he had an ex who was a non-genetic and she said it felt so good. He even got colorful and talked about how she would get wet when he would slide his tongue across it and finger it.
He told me the first time he penetrated her and the new feeling she had as he rubbed his head across the opening as she would quiver. She would have him penetrate slowly so she could feel every inch as she would explode. At this point, I was getting dizzy and realized my drink was spiked. He finished by saying how she felt when he exploded inside her and I was horny.
He said it was obvious that I liked cock and if I could imagine feeling a big one between a nice pair of real tits, maybe even shooting on them. He asked if I liked the way it felt if a man slid into my ass and if it made me feel dark and evil. He said he would pay for the tits if I allowed it but would have to sign a waiver. He handed me a contract and as I signed it read that he now owned me to modify and use me. I was about to go from wondering to becoming his slave girl. Things got dark and then I passed out.
I wake up on an exam table sedated and have this weird feeling. I look down as he comes into the room with a doctor and they pull back the covers to reveal my new breasts. Another man comes in a prays over me in a sort of voodoo-type way as the room starts to fade. The room seems to change but I am no longer sedated, I am high.
I am in a room that has candles and almost a ritual feel to it as a couple of men along with the Master walk in. I realize as they start to undress the room is one a hooker would use. They walk over and I start to suck them hard and then lay back as one mounts me and titty fucks me. I feel my legs lifted and the other shoves his cock up my ass.
They use both my holes and after they finish I am taken to the Master’s room. He asks me if I am happy with my new toys and if they feel like I want them. He hands me something and I start to trip.
It’s now, Daddy’s turn,” he says.
He leashes me and guides me to his bed where I mount and ride him. He tells me to let my demons in as I fuck him. It goes on for a couple of weeks and now life is nothing but being high and getting fucked. But I start to understand the mind of a nympho as the more I fuck the more I want. The drugs make it so wild and then he tells me he needs me a little clean for a bit.
Back then was just starting to read about the sacred prostitutes and the four Queens of Hell. I had already started to try and summon Lilith and looked up a few that could help me become, shall I say, more loose or open sexually. So now I wake again in an exam room sedated with legs in stirrups as the Master and the Doctor walk in.
There is a curtain hiding my lower body as the doc kneels and starts to fool around but something seems weird. He tells the Master that it will be ready soon but to be gentle at first as it stretches. I fall back out and this time when I wake I am in this sex swing. The Master walks in with his two associates, who practice dark magick, and I am told to let my demoness spirits in.
They begin to pray over me. There is incense burning and the room gets cloudy.
“It’s sex magick,” the Master says.
One man positions himself above my head. The other stands between my legs. They called me names, I did not know at the time, that were the great prostitutes. My head is tilted down, so one can fuck my mouth while the other shoves up into my ass. The Master starts to suck my tits as his hand slides down between my legs.
He begins to rub me between my open legs. But I feel that something is very different.
I quiver as I feel him rub across what seems to be an opening. It’s a vagina. My vagina. He sucks his fingers and then slips them into me, causing me to shake violently from the feeling. My body has never felt this as I start to get wet. As he fingers me, he calls for me to let them in and calls for the spirits to be one with me.
He is now fingering me as the others fuck my face and ass. I am so horny. I want to feel his cock in me. I gag as the two fill my holes and then step back. The Master then gives me something to make me high. The room spins and distorts. He presses his cock-head against my new hole. I feel his cock-head pop in. I quiver. My body starts to shake all over as he slowly penetrates me.
The mix of pain becomes pleasure as it stretches to allow him in. He goes in and out a few slow times as he tells me welcome to my new life and then begins to pound me. My body sways in the swing and is half limp due to the drugs as it submits to him. He pounds my new cunt, then shoves deep, over and over.
Finally, he grabs my waist, and shoves as deep as possible. I feel him release his cum inside me. My body tightens as my hole seems to take hold of him. It is as if I do not want to let him go. He fills me. The Master looks down.
“Now you’re mine to use, as I will!” he grunts.
THE END