Feature Writer: AMW Satanas
Feature Title: Satanism
Link: TUMBLR / 19.11.2020 / Posted by AMW Satanas
Satanism
I write for Satan and I write with Satan in mind and by my side.
I have started this page as a way to express. I know that there are a lot of new or curious Satanists that are looking for guidance and support. I hope that I can be part of that guiding, supportive path. I am a Theistic/Spiritual Satanist and I have my own understandings and ideas about what Satan means to me. I am not here to preach or convert anyone. If you are chosen by Satan, He will let you know. He doesn’t need me trying to push it onto you. You will find Him when the time is right.
If you have any questions or want to discuss anything about Satan in general, feel free to send me a message or ask me a question.
The perfect atmosphere
When I sit down to write I often find that I spend about 20 minutes looking for the perfect music and making sure the lighting is right and I am using the right headphones. Before I know it I have lost an hour trying to find one particular song I remember from ages ago and “should I light a candle?”
When I actually get started with the writing I find that all of that stuff tends to fade into the background. It’s just me and the keyboard or my pen and paper. All the stuff I have set up to make the perfect environment just ends up being extra stuff I am surrounded by. I get into the motion of writing and I forget everything except the words I am pressing out of my head and onto the page.
I have asked Satan about this before and the answer always comes back the same. Anything external is good for setting the mood, but it really only matters for the first five minutes or so. Once that state of mind is tapped into, everything else becomes ambience. And when that connection is strong, it is possible to write without any of the extraneous stuff at all. Without my fear of it not being enough or something going wrong, there would be no need for warming up or setting the tone. Satan is always there. It is me that needs to tune in to Him, not the other way around.
The toughest thing for me sometimes is simply remembering that this connection does not go away. This signal never drops. I am never not in connection with Satan. He is with me always
Strength in Satan
Satan will always lift you up. When you can hear His voice it might be that He has things to say that are difficult for you to hear, but they will always be supportive and encouraging. They will never be words meant to discourage or break you down.
The truth is that you are perfect as you are. In this very moment you are the black flame in full fire. You are here. Whatever happens in your life, you are here. You are the flame. When that flame fades and dies out, so be it. But don’t be the one to snuff out that fire. That gift was passed to you for a reason beyond your understanding. It is your job to tend the black flame and keep it burning.
I often have very negative and self destructive thoughts. I know that for the most part they are a product of long term habitual thinking (along with some help from unwelcome outside sources). But I know that I would never act on those thoughts because the very fact that I can think at all means that the black flame is burning within me, strong and sure. And as long I am able, I always come back to that flame and remember the gift that was given to me long before I was alive to appreciate it.
Satan wants you!
You don’t need to bring anything with you. If Satan has called you, he has called YOU! You don’t need to be any other way than you are right now. Satan is making himself known to you as you are and all he is asking is that you trust yourself. You are in the midst of growing into a beautiful garden. Satan will show you how to attend to your needs and look after yourself so that you might bloom your best. But you, right now, are the seed that Satan wants to plant.
When Satan has called you, and you have accepted the seed that He has planted within you, He will then make you ‘full of growing’ and enable you to keep that black flame glowing!
Hail Ranulf — Hail the Black Flame of Evil Lust
Hail XP – Let’s get that BlackFlame of Evil Lust glowing to Incandescence!!
Hail Ranulf — Yes “glowing with an evil Incandescence that can only mean a strong demoniacal presence”
Hail XP, not only poetical but so very true. Love it!!
Hail Ranulf — haha