My Journey: being a role model in real life – Non-Fiction

Writer: swirlingmistsstirrer

Subject: My Journey: being a role model in real life. The Dark Lord and me.

Link: Tumblr / 01.08.2021 / Reposted by LUST36

 

My Journey: being a role model in real life. The Dark Lord and me.

I have considered this topic for the last several days. Why? Because so many, especially those who travel the Tumblrverse, have their own ideas about the subject. Look at the latest photos on the porn side of Tumblr and it would appear as if husbands are embracing cuckoldry in order to secure for himself true sexual satisfaction. Or at least should be doing so. And there is this idea that every woman is engaging in sex no matter what her domestic relationship … and they are being encouraged to do so. However, take a look at other non-Tumblr sites and you will find that here are a lot of folks out there who don’t exactly embrace that approach to life. In all of these and so many other sites and situations we see online, no one is thinking about other people impacted by the behavior of any one of us. In fact, how many of us keep our presence on Tumblr a secret from our significant others. We do so because of, what? That doing so will have an impact, good or bad. It all has to do with how we are seen as a, yes, role model.

Whether we like it or not, because we live among others, we are a role model. How we deal with this fact involves our individual choices. And when you follow the Dark Lord, because the Dark Lord gets a bad rap, he wants you to consider this matter with care. Take a look at the above photo which I discovered online (and not on a porn site). That photo inspired me to go ahead and engage this topic.

First, the photos on Tumblr with all the appropriate captions affirming this or that behavior among wives aren’t real when it comes to authentic wives who follow the Dark Lord. I speak of wives because I am one, I follow the Dark Lord, and I “behave” with other women who follow the Dark Lord. I also “engage” with women who don’t but who enjoy the occasional romp in the hay. And, I have dealt with, helped and guided women, married and unmarried, who have fallen into affairs where they have “fallen in love” in hopeless relationships leading to loneliness and tragedy, especially when there are children involved. More than one I have been party to bringing down the wrath of the Dark Lord on men who have “used” this or that wife in ways he would never expect. Men who take advantage of wives in this way, when the Dark Lord comes on the scene, can expect karma, that modern term for the biblical “You reap what you sow.”

That is another topic not to be addressed here. Just let it be said that in the real world fulfilling fantasies can lead to fantastic failures … I use the word “fantastic” in the broadest sense,

Second: the Xian wife following the Dark Lord doesn’t go around parading her body in super short skirts and such. She doesn’t dress like a slut. She’s seeking pleasure not notoriety. She is what I have described as prudent. Oh, she knows how to play the game but she has a husband at home and in almost every case unless the marriage is recent, has children who live at home. Among my circle of friends all of the children are daughters and how mom ‘is” can have a big impact on their upbringing. And moms have grown up as girls so have an idea what is going thru their daughters minds at the differing ages their daughters pass thru as they grow up. Dad may be a great guy but Mom, she’s the one that Daughter watches, talks to and asks those questions that are important. Xian wives have to struggle with the reality of hormones and sexual issues with their daughters and Xian teachings about abstinence or any number of gray area issues. What is important to know is the Xian wife who is devoted to the Dark Lord is not going to “strut her stuff” in public like you see on Tumblr. What she wears under her clothing may be one thing. What she wears for all to see may be another. Everything will be governed by her surroundings and, in almost all situations, the promiscuous Xian wife can’t be identified from any other woman in the crowd.

Third: Role modeling is best seen in the small things. Consider the above photo. What do you see? Now, after you’ve gotten over the apparent, take another look and what do you see in your mind. Several things: and first is that what mom is doing the kids are doing. I’m not going to share an in depth discussion of all the implications other than to state that simple truth. We don’t know if that’s Dad taking the pic. Most likely this involves a professional who may very well be a woman but most likely a man. We don’t know anything except what we see and what the pic brings to mind. Whatever, the mom here is being a role model.

Four: Role modeling happens in differing ways. How you dress. How you talk. The permissions you give. Voice inflection in how you answer your daughter’s questions,

The messages are endless. Here, I’m talking about responding to your daughter at home.

It’s never ending. I’m a pastor’s wife with a daughter and I dress accordingly but not in the sense of the Amish or Fundamentalist … I dress stylishly. My hems are above the knee. I like sundresses. I also run in gym shorts and a sports bra. I wear two piece bathing suits and I sun in a bikini in the backyard. I wax. I have a little black dress I wear with my husband and it is stylish and body conforming but I don’t dress like I’m looking for fun or searching for a guy. I also have a little red dress … which gives that exact message. It’s worn in the appropriate environment and not with my husband. I don’t worry because we don’t share the same clothes closet.

Am I pleased that I am being a good satanic wife? Yes. Because I am able to answer my daughter truthfully on many subjects without being or acting like a slut. How? We “scope out” guys (her words). That means when we are shopping or out together for some reason she is able to point out “hot guys” to each other or, a more recent one that surprised me but I had to smile “He’s an eight on the fuckability scale”. She asks about porn or a porn topic … well, my husband would not be pleased I’m sure but rather than me try to give her my “take” on her topic of choice, we “go for it” and we see the real world of porn on my laptop. Rule: Good role modeling by a satanic wife is simply opening up the real world and show both its falsity and its reality.

Five: Contrary to all the artwork and what you see online about satanism, the rituals involved in following the Dark Lord do not embrace what you see. I have described my personal altar and worship space at home.. What about when our circle meets for worship?

There are NO blood sacrifices. Robes play a part at times but there is no placing the virgin or even a naked woman on an altar. Blood is a no no. Anton LaVey’s oft copied photos are considered laughable and are often used to determine if someone is really wishing to seek to know and follow the Dark Lord. Candles and rituals are engaged in … similar to the prayers and hymns in any xian church. Symbols are present but rare. The moon at night or an open sky during the day serve as recognition of the Dark Lord. Baphomets at home are okay but not required because a Baphomet (I have one myself) aren’t the Dark Lord. No one at worship wears a goat’s head mask or horns but may wear red robes. There are a lot of flowers and flower diadems used for women and yes, girls, during seasonal ceremonies. Yes, my daughter knows I worship the Dark Lord. Honestly is always, in the end, best. Yes, she will make her own choices both about the Dark Lord and her lifestyle. Slut isn’t a bad word. Sexual freedom is good. How my Daughter will choose how she wants to live is up to her. As for me, she knows I believe in an honest to god, for real Dark Lord and as such I am a role model.

Isn’t that a risk? Not really. Can’t she get mad over something and go to Dad for any number of reasons? Why should she? I love my husband and guard him and his reputation and my daughter knows that. And, she doesn’t know everything about me and doesn’t need to. Even if she wants me to be permissive, she is, thru my example, learning prudence.

Back in the day the actress Mae West shared that she could make a man hard simply by the way she spoke and manipulated her body. Why, she said, should she remove her clothing and thereby remove the mystery. The guy’s tool would probably shrink in a second when he realized he was now confronted with the fact he would have to perform. Don’t tell me it doesn’t happen. I’ve witnessed it more than once with “studs” that had the mouth and talked a great game when I was away and able to play. What has this to do with being a role model? Its part of “the game” men and women play with each other and a woman needs to know how to deal with that particular dilemma. Rather than reject the guy, how do you build him up? No, its not a power game, ladies. If I am a sincere follower of the Dark Lord I can receive sexual and sensual pleasure by giving it. What kind of a role model am I for anyone as a devotee to the Dark Lord if I buy into that behavior. I am reminded of women I know that ached for a husband (it happens) or true companionship. Problem was (and is) when they met seemingly happily married women they would deliberately move to put him down and make him appear inadequate. When the marriage failed, they rejoiced as if they had won but in the end it marked their own failure. They were role models. Let me say that myself and other satanic wives on discovering this type of behavior made sure that bitch never had a decent man. Let’s leave it at that.

Six: You are a role model every moment of every day to those around you. At home, at work, at play … Role modeling isn’t allowing your husband, a friend or a professional photographer to take photos of you in the nude. It isn’t engaging in a stint as a porn star. It has everything to do with “ how you carry yourself” and how you act and respond to others around you. And how you read and respond to the unspoken messages that are sent your way and how share about these “messages” that your daughter will hear and showing her how she should appropriately respond. The word “show” is important. One of the problems with the Xian wife who follows Satan is that Xianity more than often has a negative or unworkable response to dealing with real world sensual and sexual situations. The Xian wife models the proper response by her actions and not her words.

Look at the photos above. What do you see now? What are the implications? Ave Satanas.

The ending of this article is confusing even for me and I wrote it. All of my comments are pretty much “off the cuff”. What I meant to say is this:One one point when a satanic wife is “on the prowl” and the guy suddenly can’t perform, you don’t walk away and leave him hanging. As I said, you build him up and take time to do what you can to give him the sexual pleasure you seek. I would rather have a grateful guy than a dissatisfied stud.

The second point is: the Xian wife following the Dark Lord lives within a unique environment. The result: What she does and how she acts mean much more than her words … and when hearing her speak one must always view her actions … Ave Satanas.