Missing the Mark? – Non-fiction

Missing the Mark?

I received a late night message from a follower who is a sincere devotee of the Dark Lord who has asked me if my tumblr is coming close to missing the mark when it comes to guiding others in their journey to or on the left hand path. The message wasn’t so much a criticism as a question.Frankly, it is a discussion asking if we (notice not “you”) aren’t focusing more on the sex and less on the “satanism”. This goes back to the age old issue about how the sensual and the sexual are part of our worship as followers of the Dark Lord.

Since I am a phallic worshipper, I see sex and the sensual as part and parcel of who I am and who I worship.   But that doesn’t mean that every believer feels as I do though those I worship with in my circle all engage in said worship. But we are all different in many ways. What is hard tor me to grasp is how one separates the sexual and sensual from the satanism because the Dark Lord wants us to discover our true selves (a constant refrain from me) and that involves our recognizing our mind and our body and how we are created with all the senses and sexual realities which emerge especially during puberty and after.

So, one can’t escape the sexual and the sensual but, maybe, the focus of my tumblr can take a turn and not be focused on sexual issues. I can do that because it is my tumblr. But, again, I have to deal with whether or not I’m trying to simply “cleanse” my tumblr to meet someone’s standards when I’m trying to be an honest responder when asked questions or people ask me about this or that topic. Maybe I am missing the mark when I don’t focus more on what it is to follow the Dark Lord. I don’t believe I am. Maybe, however, I do need to write more about the supernatural and how I deal with issues when it comes to the Dark Lord other than a “surface” treatment as so often happens. But that gives rise to another issue: How do I explain what is often unexplainable?

At the same time there is a wealth of information from other tumblrs on the same subject, many who are willing to outline this or that process of spells and chants and incantations. Am I simply going to repeat what other colleagues already have shared. I know that many want to know what I do or the things I say, but, in my opinion, I will only be repeating what I have learned from others and those that I use can’t be guaranteed to get the response one might want because I have learned that Dark Lord may accept the same praises but when it comes to getting him to deal with a personal issue, that is personal and how one achieves an answer is impacted by many different influences. One size definitely does not fit all.

What I need to say is that I find that many who contact me have fantasies and desires which I do address especially when they see what they believe to be successes. So, yes, I do “work” with them on thier journey.  But I do so always focusing them on the Dark Lord and what is occurring in thier lives needs to be seen as whether or not the Dark Lord is involved. I admit I am pulling back and not responding to many messages which, in my opinion, focuses on tthe porn with no impact on what I can call Dark Providence or the Dark Lord.

I certainly make no bones about my own experiences as a follower and won’t. To do so would be dishonest.   But what I would hope everyone grasps is I am a genuine follower and those who read my tumblr will  find themselves like the woman in the artwork, dedicating themselves to the Dark Lord, realizing that to do so they don’t have to go thru the horrors so often represented in those tumblrs and other articles which have no true attachment to real worship and acceptance of the Dark Lord.

Following the Dark Lord is personal, can be private and is often shared among like minded believers. You can be “different” in this fellowship, be it in a circle of living folks, or in an online coven or group,  or alone where you are open to sharing with others within this anonymous sphere of seekers and followers who want to be free to be themselves, think evil and wicked thoughts, embrace the forbidden as much as they can, and simply seek to serve the Dark Lord in whatever way they can.

I will speak more to the supernatural issues involved and the manner and method of my personal worship but I will not avoid responding to the questions or topics of others who ask because freedom of thought and advice that helps should not be denied because of some “need” to “cleanse” the porn and study the sacred. One can’t because when we look at ourselves, the two are intertwined.

So anyone may ask what they wish and I will decide as to how the Dark Lord wants me to respond. At the same time, remember I speak having consulted the Dark Lord in my pentagram. My desire is that everyone seeking the Dark Lord may find him. Ave Dominum Tenebris.