Letter from Destiny1961 – Non-Fiction

Writer: Destiny1961

Subject: Letter from Destiny1961

Link: Email LS666 / 23.08.2022

Letter from Destiny1961

PART ONE

I’m not sure how quick this will make it as am going to have my home to myself for a few hours and am going to do a sort of ceremony where am going to call out the holy spirit in me to leave and banish it from my room.

I going to shower and call for destiny to become one with me and will have candles to represent the flame from below and a drink offering and a toy as his great phallus. there will be a big candle to represent his flame and a small one as mine. I am going to then call upon him and kneel over mine as to feel the heat enter from below.

I am then going to call all those demons I have been working with to manifest somehow as witnesses to join. I am going to ask for a few things and then slide onto my bed with his phallus and offer a start of half my soul. it is in bed where a marriage between two is consummated so feel that and then will self sodomize by sitting on the phallus to take him in. would love your prayers to him to help. I can feel a resistance from the spirit. If all goes then maybe he will allow us to meet somehow and enjoy each other.

xxxxx

PART TWO

What is the saying about best laid plans, I had it all in my head and then went blank.

Will write you what I remember as could be my next blog but do remember now the old Christian ritual of first confirmation. If I remember you give yourself at the age considered a man and even take a new name as you become new. So I called on this and told “Destiny” we would now be “Serinity” or “Seri” for short.

Will write the whole thing for you and another as I remember it but feeling weird. Can say it is funny how one part was to use two candles as saw one on my dresser. I opened it and no wick so went looking and found a dual wick one, how appropriate to represent duality.

]Also ironic as used this towel and wash towel have used before and knelt on one and the candle representing my flame I sat under me. I kept lowering and bowing and getting closer as asked to feel his heat and yet nothing til started to talk to him and the closer I came to giving myself and asking for help felt the heat get hotter.

At one point almost like it going inside me. Also ironic that the other day when calling on him said wanted to start by offering a fifth of my soul. Not sure why that figure but as I started today offered half. Again unsure but get a feeling it was a start to see as usually when doing these rituals when I ejaculate I lose focus.

Now this morning first off said I do not believe we need to be in complete darkness and it is inside us and I did my first part and then laid on my bed spread out as called myself a human pentagram. I started to quiver like when felt demons before and started to clinch a little and ended up ejaculating slightly. I looked up at my dresser used as an alter and at the phallus and wonder if he was testing me.

I took the drink offering and grabbed the phallus and got back in our bed and slid it up under me. I rubbed it against my head to get some cum for lube. I then tried to sit a few times and was almost ready to give up. I called out for the great whore and prostitute to join me and started to chant the Satan “Enn” and the head popped in.

I told him to take me and it slid all the way in. Have to send a pic but it is glass with rings around it. But in the past I could take it so far but felt pressure when it got to that inner doorway. I realized that as I kept repeating his “Enn”and “Ave Satanas”.

I slid down til it was all the way as if to say he accepts. Now will be honest and say wish I knew someone who could do a reading for me and tell me if it worked or not but at least hope my shadow side has emerged.

xxxxx

PART THREE

I think its time to come clean (or is that cum clean).

My next story is a true non fiction as am going to write about the ritual ceremony I did and try to remember what all happened as felt at points was taken from my born state to my demonic one. I can say now and use the word demonic in a good way. Am hoping to have something that says it is real and am open to hear anyone from anywhere say anything they want about it.

Who knows, maybe it will bring out someone to help finish the job so to speak. So am going to write it starting later tonight and have sort of a precursor to lead up to it. But should I add the facts of Fetlife and any other sites?

I ask because there is a blog called “Bookofthebull.blog” and there are two blogs on there that are about me. One is called “Lucifer’s Choices”, and the other “Solve et Coagula,”  — If you want to check them out. Also wonder of should do it in parts as it could get long with the back story.

I have to tell you that I was getting into some sort of magick school things on Youtube that is now making some sense as the person on there talks about everything being energy, including humans which would make some sense to a point as I feel I have a mixed energy to a point feel I am sort of a hybrid.

You think about hybrid and first thing to mind is a car that can be either gas or electric and to me my body could be used male or female or both. There is also dark and light energy and as of now am feeling the dark energy start to grow inside. Now imagine it as you can draw energy from another.

Imagine as if we put our finger in a socket the energy gets us but what if we could harness that energy and become one with it. Now picture what all is possible when you plug a cord into that socket and harness that energy and use it.

Imagine someone plugging into you, yes I mean sexually and you are able to draw energy from them or they give it to you. Is that not what a succubus or incubus does? Now imagine putting two strong energy forces together and the merge into one big energy.

Now imagine say you slide your cock into me and the dark energy you have merges with mine and at the same times Satan adds his and what could be. Better stop but will start writing tonight and see your thoughts as feel am being called to share this as soon as we can.

Your dark bride. Seri Destiny.