Just Listen – The Dark Lord Revealed To Me by Graysghost666-4ever – Non-Fiction

It’s been over 30 years ago, the first time I heard His voice calling to me and showing His pleasure in what I had just done. Over 20 years since He first let me catch my first glimpse of Him as I committed my first true act of blasphemy. Over 15 years since I burned my Bible and committed the Unpardonable Sin against the Holy Joke. Over 6 years since I gave myself to The Dark Lord and began my journey along The Left Hand Path.

And now, I can say it’s been 1 day since The Dark Lord revealed to me who He is and gave me answers to some of the burning questions I have struggled with.

From day 1, I have wanted to know if I was “doing it right”…Was I serving the way I should, was I sincere enough, was I a theistic Satanist or only see Him as a representative figure, should I be studying about all the Demons. The list of questions I had about The Dark Lord and about myself was sometimes so overwhelming that it often prevented me from doing what I should have been doing all along…Just Listening.

As I laid down in bed just a couple of nights ago, I put on a sounding lust-focused meditation, held the inverted cross that I wear around my neck and called out to Him, and asked for Him to help me clear my mind of all these questions and reveal what His plan for me was.

The Dark Lord came to me that night, let me feel His presence(something the pathetic god of the Bible never did or could do, though I had begged him to so many times in the past), and shared with me the things I have longed to know. I am going to share some of these things now, and I know it will most likely draw negative feedback from many other “Satanists” but they are not who I serve.

The first thing that was revealed to me was all of the different names for Him and all the different. Demons that are called upon and worshiped, are all aspects of The Dark Lord as a whole. Kind of like the biblical trinity in a way, but so much more. Those that have drawn my attention the most. Lucifer, Satan, Asmodeus, and even Lilith are different aspects of The Dark Lord. He showed me why each had drawn me to them and told me I was free to call upon them individually, along with any other of His names, to help with focus on something specific that I wanted to accomplish. However, it was not necessary to do this as all are Him.

The second thing revealed to me was that I have indeed been on the right track in fulfilling His purpose for me, spreading Lust through the use of Pornographic imagery and chatting with those who have spoken about their struggles with religious guilt or social moral boundaries and helping them with letting go of that guilt and helping them push through those boundaries to be able to achieve the freedom and the pleasure that they have been denying themselves. My desire is to become a Demon of Lust myself and I am going to pursue achieving that goal!

The final thing The Dark Lord shared with me was the importance of Listening for His voice and to my own voice over any other that may try to convince me that what I have heard Him say is not what I should be doing or how I should be serving. But also to be aware and recognize the people He may guide me to meet that He has placed there for a reason.

I have been fortunate to have met some very special people within the Satanic and Blasphemy community over the past few years on Tumblr. Some were only there for a season but had such a major impact on my life. And I cannot make a post like this where I do not say again how much Alini(Cute-Witch-Blog) helped change my life forever and for the better when she helped me take that final step to give myself to the Dark Lord. And how forever grateful I am to our favorite preacher’s wife @wanderingmistdweller, the most sincere and dedicated servant of The Dark Lord I have ever met, for helping me learn to see everything through a sexual lens and for using someone very special in her own life to help me push through one of the biggest barriers I came up against and finding the greatest forms of pleasure like I could have never imagined.

Having had the last day and a half to reflect on what was revealed to me and looking at how much I have been evolving already, I am so much more at peace with who I am, who I serve, and where The Dark Lord is leading me. Each of us has our own path to take and journey to make. it is up to each of us to Listen to The One we Serve/worship/follow and not get caught up in what others say about how or what we should be doing.