Exorcist by Destiny1961

Writer: Destiny1961

Subject: Exorcist

Link: Email LS666 / 03.04.2-23

Exorcist

This is the darkest I have had yet — I found a video called “Delieh Dark Meditation Worship Your Demons,” on Youtube.

I was in one of those places where was trying to feel my inner demons. I say this as Serinity as I have made my way to the surface of this vessel I am in. While in control of this body am able to feel guidance from my demon guides and go where called.

So I now lay in the bed we share as am guided to find something to open my darkness up more. I begin to listen to the meditation through my head phones as I lay and then see a light come from it as I lay. I was going to just listen but it sparked my curiosity so grabbed my phone and went back to where saw it on the video.

And there she was as she popped up, the girl from the exorcist. There was Regan and I got this chill. I found myself pulling it back so she would pop up a few times. I used to freak out and get scared at her but something different inside this time.

So I went on to listen to more and every so often she popped up but not always the same look. Again I found myself scrolling back to see her over and over. Then it got to a point where it was like she was staring right through me into my soul. I remembered being back home before moving to the bible belt and at one point was almost hypnotized by the scene in the movie where she fucked herself with the crucifix.

I watched as she pushed her mother’s face between her legs, to eat her bloody cunt, and actually for some reason pictured myself eating it. I actually could picture myself tasting the demon inside her. I then started to picture my female self with a crucifix dildo, as I searched them online, but instead of the bottom sliding the top inside my ass, or my anal vagina so that his head would be up there.

Many thoughts of what it would feel like to be sodomized by Christ. So many thoughts coming back each time Regan popped up, and each time it felt more and more like she was calling me. But the feeling she was trying to get into me, as she would make me this dark female or what was inside wanted inside me. Then a weird succubus type thought of this possessed girl, and me having sex as she took from me what she wanted.

I actually felt lustful towards her, but why?

So now I am sitting almost in a sort of meditative pose, while waiting for her to pop back up but again why? I then feel this darkness in a new way as I slide down to a lying position to trance. I close my eyes and am with friends. We are partying and I have done weed before, so not to out of place, we are drinking and smoking weed. But we are dressed as it is kind of a group who are into dressing and wanting to transition.

We have a shemale group leader who is into the occult as the group is made of christian dressers. Now am getting weirded out but go along. She begins to talk about the bible and inconsistencies, and how it is okay to think darker and we prepare for this road trip. It is said that this house that is close is the one where the real exorcist happened. It is run down, and she knows the caretaker of the place, and she has paid him to allow us to go in and do some kind of summoning.

Some do not go but I feel called somehow and we enter, and he welcomes us to a special room, and tells us the room upstairs where it took place — is now locked — as they say the spirits or demons still roam there. I can feel a darkness but almost a calling as we start, and get into a circle and have drinks and smoke some weed. Then the leader pulls out a glass pipe and I know it is Meth.

She then pulls out a Ouija board and says we can tap into the spirits if we do the Meth. She says she will have the spirits tell each of us what is inside by way of the board and we all take hits of the Meth. Then she starts with the board, and tells basically fortunes of each with some being told to transition while others it is a phase and such and then we hear what seems to be noise coming from upstairs and that room.

Lights flicker and the boards tells them all to leave except for me. Our leader asks what to do and for some reason I feel it is some sort of prank and say I will stay. They all leave and I am kneeling there with the Ouija board in front of me half high as the caretaker walks over. He kneels next to me and asks if I’m alright and hands me the pipe and we take hits.

Again at this point I am wondering as have read about lucid dreaming, and while this is a sort of trance or dream it is like I know what is going on. So I wonder as have never done meth why would go this far and then the taker grabs my hands and puts them on the pointer and his on top as it is guided.

Now comes a message that is simple, “Bring her to me so we can be one,” and I am now high and he stands up and takes my hand.

We walk to the bottom of the stairwell looking up as it is like a glow coming through the hallway. I hear a calling and as if floating am walking up the stairs to the hallway. He stays at the bottom for now as I look down it to a door. The door swings open even though was locked and I hear that scratchy voice of Regan.

“Come to me my dear, do not be afraid,” it says and again almost like floating I go to the opening and look inside.

There she is lying on the bed with crucifix in hand bloody as he vagina is as well. She tells me not to be scared, as it has been written, and she plunges it into herself as the blood squirts and hits me. She tells me to have a taste as I find myself leaning over and eating her bloody pussy. But it is like I feel this energy as she grabs my head and pulls me up to her breasts.

She has me suckle them as she pulls me into her. I realize my dick is no longer in my panties, and my head feels the bloody opening as I enter her. It is like I am a puppet and am being controlled as I am fucking her. She pulls me to her and kisses me, as I feel like there is sort of an energy transfer happening like in a horror movie. This nasty creature is seducing me and I am having sex with her.

As we kiss she speaks to my spirit as she says he has called me for this, and I feel something weird as she has the crucifix between my cheeks, and shoves it up my ass saying she knows I have wondered. I feel it start to tear me inside . She tells me we will soon be one as it is destiny. I then explode inside her and feel her take a part of me. I am no longer a male dressed, and wanting to change but am some sort of new age type female.

But then I slide out of her and am lying on her as I feel something weird. It feels almost like her clit is growing and it is into a cock. I feel it between my cheeks as now her spirit or demons take control of my body. I sit upright and float just above her newly formed cock. She looks up at me and grabs my small breasts as that scratchy voice says join us. I am the thrust down onto the cock as it goes deep and she giggles.

At this point the caretaker is peeking through the door, as I am lifted and then dropped many times as am being forced to ride her. I start to shiver as I feel her cums inside me and it is a mix of blood and semen as she tells me now her blood flows through me. I sit there as I start to feel a dark presence take over, and before I know it I am lying there in the bed alone, with blood on me and in me and all over.

I look over and see the taker in the doorway and he is naked. He says he is sorry as he had nothing to do with it. I call him over, and as I stand and command him to lay down I see myself in a mirror, and I am changed. I feel this overwhelming lust and climb in the bed and mount him.

THE END