Dreams of Amima by Dark Destiny – Non-Fiction

Ever since the first vision and since writing that last story it is like the demons are getting closer. I have been trying to talk to the spirits or demons and am getting to understand my shadow self and while I realize it is the hidden part of me and is also male, I also have been told about the Anima which is some sort of feminine spirit. I have also started to realize my addiction to wanting to feel feminine sexually and how it is possible that the shadow side is it, allowing the Anima to make it more of a transvestite.

I have also been made aware of the painful side of the female role with sex and due to sex. After the last blog in which I was forced to have a vagina I have been hearing from something in the dark. I have bed using a few apps and such to hear there may be a demon who is after my soul.I have gone from asking if I am to become a faggot for Satan, to maybe a transvestite succubus for all the fun parts. This is opening me and though I have been warned, I still dig deep. This morning I got this weird vision and am sharing it. It may not be long but you can share it as a blog if you like.

I am in a room that is dark, it seems sort of a cross between a birthing room and some sort of small sanctuary. There are candles and on an exam table seems to be a woman with legs in stirrups. Her face is hidden from a doctor who is rubbing her pregnant belly. I see movement inside the belly as the doctor slides something into her hole to spread it as she moans. But things look weird as her hole looks different but she has small little breasts, almost like a teenager.

The doctor has an evil look to him and he drools in his hand and then rubs it around the hole as it starts to open.He then slips his finger and then hands up inside her as she clenches. He starts to pull something out, and it seems to be a baby, but not human. It is more like some sort of spirit and you can feel the evil coming from it ,and then another. In all, maybe three or four. He lays then in little cradles alongside her as he tells her the daddy is here. He walks in and is the most handsome man, more of an angel and asks the doctor to leave them.

No one can see me ,but he can and stares into my eyes. He tilts his head as a sign to look at the woman. He removes a towel that was hiding her/his penis. I then noticed the birthing hole was her/his asshole. I look up at the curtain hiding her/his face as the angel removes it. It is me with tears in the eyes as it looks at me. It is staring at me and gesturing for me to look in its eyes. I do and feel it draw me into it and before I know it I am inside looking up at the angel, who is now naked.

He begins to tell me I wanted to feel and be a female for him sexually but forgot the tough parts. That I wanted to give birth to his demons as his appearance starts to change. He starts to turn dark,but not red, but he grows horns and his face becomes evil. His legs become that of the goat and his cock has now grown. It is animal like and looks the size of a small baseball bat and what is this? It looks like a knot at the bottom like a dog.

He looks down at me and tells me as he drools into his hand and starts to strike and lube his cock that I wanted to be his for breeding as a woman, or feminine. I look as he lubes and strokes his cock and steam comes from it. He then drools again as he rubs my loose hole from the birthing. He says, as my hole tightens, he wants me to feel and enjoy it all and cannot with a loose hole. He looks around at the spirits that were already birthed and tells them he is going to make them brothers and sisters. Then start to cry, or what seems like it as it is like some sort of call of the Valkyrie.

Isn’t it beautiful he asks as it seems to put me in a dream state where I cannot move. He looks down and leans over me and whispers, “Ask and you shall receive,” and says this was what I asked for as I feel his head press open and stretch my hole. He says I should have asked women how much this part hurts and assures me it will as he slowly pushed into me so I can feel myself stretch and tear. He holds me down as he pounds into me, telling me I should have thought about it before giving myself.

He stands as he pounds and calls out in some sort of language I don’t know and then looks at me and pushes.I feel his knot pushing against my hole, which will not give in. The pain is intense as I feel the hole stretch and it pops into me. I try to scream as he pulls on it to make sure it is secure and then tells me I will become a mommy again for him and I feel the heat as I am being filled. I almost pass out from it but he makes sure I do not so I can feel it all.

I watch my belly as it bloats until it feels like it will pop. He puts his hands on my belly and tells my body to accept his seed and it starts to subside as my body absorbs his seed. He pulls out with a pop from the knot and tells me next time be careful what I wish for. He opens the door to let the doctor back in and tells him to accept his reward. I see his drool and lube his big cock as did Satan and he gets close. He touches and rubs my loose hole and it tightens again for him and then he presses his head against it and pushes until I feel it stretch again to let him in.