Writer: Wendy In The Mists
Subject: Discovering The Unexpected
Link: MEWE / 15.01.2023
Discovering The Unexpected
The Power of His Presence:
“Wendy, Just a quick note, (I promise). I spent most of my day in the presence of Our Lord. Today, I felt a connection, or a presence of him like I never have before. As if a veil was lifted, I had clarity. And peace in myself. I know I am not a bad person, although my lust … left me shook. Our Lord brought a wave of peace, and a glimpse of wisdom and understanding that I had thought would be outside my simple grasp.
“I will share this weekend as I get time, but I feel I have an understanding of the depth and breath of wisdom that you have and has kept me in awe of you. I feel truly changed in some way after today. I have been touched, stripped and revealed before His greatness. I am having trouble forming thoughts and words, but I know he is pleased and in him I have purpose …”
What is too often missed when one seeks the Dark Lord, or seeks after Satan so they can find a way to escape the moral confines expected by religion and society so they can respond without guilt to those things sensual and sexual which are always around us and, for lack of a better word, tempt us, is what the Dark Lord wants us to understand, to see and have revealed to us is not just personal revelations and realizations about us but to help us see that how we live and respond to things sexual and sensual can impact the lives of others.
It is difficult to explain how my selfish desires can benefit others but, in the end, what do we wish for ourselves? Often it is to be able to engage sensually and sexually with another or others as we wish and they be of like mind. It’s all part of our seeking our authentic selves.
When we focus on ourselves we assume we are seemingly alone in the world but we aren’t. There are others around us. Who we are, facade or no facade, and whether we keep secrets from them impacts them. We impact others even with our silence much less our words and then there are our actions which speak louder than the words, or do they?
Rather than digress, I get to my point:
What is it that I feel as I read this message? Too often we want to see success in an act we perform and when it occurs often reveals the presence of the Dark Lord in our lives where we often assume he (I use the masculine when I could just as easily use the feminine) suddenly rises in smoke or mist from our pentagram or in some mystical way which, if one sees the prevalent artwork about that happening, shows us scared out of our wits.
That is the usual response to incidents like these when we suddenly face the unexpected. Fear at first. For those who might expect a satanic fuck-scene when it happens, they will be sorely disappointed. Often the Dark Lord doesn’t appear with hard cock or damp cunt, ready to give you the greatest orgasm of your life. Of course he can if he wishes and no doubt has (I have felt that way at times).
Rather the experience of the serious seeker or follower mirrors that which is described in the message. Here is where what is important is overlooked. What is that? It’s not the lack of clear understanding. What he recognizes is suddenly he is experiencing the Presence of the Dark Lord.
Might our author, in these moments where he realizes what he has shared (changed, touched, stripped, revealed) have experienced the Presence of the Dark Lord in that personal way where each of us who sincerely follow suddenly discover discover that it isn’t the sex that is important but the overall Dark Lord who wants us to discover our true selves? I believe that is what is happening and did happen.
These experiences don’t happen all the time and aren’t meant to. Even then we want the experience to be repeated and some come to expect it. But these special manifestations of his Presence by way of however he wishes to do so aren’t meant to happen. I speak all the time about people wanting the secret code so they can call on the Dark Lord whenever they wish like a person with the key to the cash box.
The Presence of the Dark Lord is more than an eternal orgasm. Because I have experienced His Presence, when I go into my pentagram I don’t expect some special happening on every occasion but know that He is present already and has been. And not just in my pentagram but wherever I am.
My pentagram is special though it doesn’t have some magical powers unless I want to feel they are there. His special presence where personal revelations like those described in this message come to mind confirms my faith that He is present in my life at all times. Who am I to demand the Dark Lord provide constant mental if not physical orgasms when I am not the one who is Lord of my life?
Let’s go further:
Too often we comprehend our personal secrets as unknown to all outside ourselves, which isn’t true. His Wickedness is certainly aware. Many satanists don’t buy that just as most Christians somehow believe unless they confess, the Christian God is unaware. But He knows.
I don’t think of it being under the gaze of some demanding Divinity all the time and subject to whatever judgment may be forthcoming for this or that action. The Dark Lord wants us to find our, “Real me,” and it may be that circumstances we can’t comprehend come together and suddenly an opportunity is afforded which we suddenly realize is totally unexpected.
The author of the above message certainly has had that happen in the last months -more than he expected and he is still surprised at what is happening both in real life with others he never expected to experience sex with to a change in what is happening at home now with a formerly frigid spouse.
I am not privy to what is happening between our follower and the Dark Lord; I can only share his witness about what has happened. But I know what has happened in my own life and that is why one finds me here on newTumblr sharing me as I continue to discover my, “Real me.”
So we see the reason I write this article: the importance of acknowledging the Presence of the Dark Lord as we seek to discover our, “Real me.”
Much more can be shared about the message but that would require me adding to the context and I shouldn’t because the author admits he is having trouble forming his thoughts and words. That often happens with me when, “Something has suddenly come to mind,” or, “A light bulb goes off,” or something special when it comes to the sensual and sexual comes my way.
The left hand path is fraught with crossroads or suddenly it divides into two paths. There we are compelled to decide what direction we take. That’s where the four maxims comes into play. But more than that, one must be willing to know that the Dark Lord is present and though the decision is mine to make, he doesn’t walk away because I didn’t make the choice he wanted.
Besides, I honestly believe now that when we come to forks in the road, he isn’t angry or upset or dissatisfied with whatever path I take, I trust him and know He is with me and I am still on the left hand path.
I’m sure not many will read this because it isn’t titillating in some way. I hope its more than that. I chose the GIF from online. Forgive the usual failure to in spelling, syntax, proofreading and it’s written off the cuff.
And that the Dark Lord is pleased.
Thank You Wendy