Writer: Destiny1961
Subject: Dark Lover (Seri)
Link: Email LS666 / 27.02.2022
Dark Lover (Seri)
This one will be brief as you wanted to hear from Seri. I know you can edit stuff to make it right before posting and do not want to put you out, and this may be in circles but I am feeling Seri taking over as I feel the tingles in my breasts and something is happening. I am feeling guided to tell it to you when is finished but basically ams feeling am getting an unholy visit.
There is a voice telling me this will be the full clarity and reasoning behind this transformation, or partial one til I let go. I am going to write it differently and it make come in parts but am being told need to share it with our people. I do not even know who is speaking to me as it may be a lower demon or at a risk I think may even be King Paimon.
It may even be my deceased cousin from Hell. It is almost like a teacher or parent telling me to listen up and fly right as it will tell me why I am here. But it is freaking me out a little as I have two separate sides or entities in this conversation. You see in the movies people talking to themselves and basically broken into two with both present. It is even like looking back to a certain thing have done a few times and why.
I am being told it is kind of a broken dark incestial thing between my two sides. I will leave you with a weird proposal as we all have power and at times we want to draw power from another through sex, but is it possible for one spirit to draw power from another in one body? I say this as I think back to when I first realized I was given spiritual gifts and as they say, the closed you get to God the more the devil will fight go get you.
I never really thought about it until now. I remembered when I was first “broke into two”. I get this picture of incest with twins as they have sex. But with me, both twins live in the same body. But through the act, the twins feel a dark power. I was researching the fractionation and splitting of the mind back then. This is the first memory the demon shared. The demon telling me that, from an early age, I wanted this so. It is not like it took anything from me.
The one thing they say about hypnosis is that it works due to the person wanting what is in the hypnosis like if they truly want to become a sissy it will happen. I kind of am being reminded as the process of wanting to be feminine started many years back and I was in my dark basement with toys out and a slight ritual set up. I wanted to reach my inner female twin or what will become a shemale.
The mind is a powerful tool, or weapon as I sat looking at hypnosis and transformation stuff and about split personalities. Careful what you wish for as did not realize that when I made that pact years back had already opened the door. I am sitting there a d while not actually calling out was thinking about what would become Seri. I found myself in a split state as I was ribbing my nipples and pinching them as if my male ego was flirting in a dark way with my female one.
With my fingers wet, I rubbed them, wishing that had big tits I could suck on. I saw a few pics of self sucking and wish I could do that as was getting that vibe about power as the twins have sex together. I saw a guy with a big cock who was able to literally fuck his own ass. It was weird as my male ego was getting excited over my female one as if my male side wanted to fuck my female side, but we shared the same body. Okay I laid on the dark floor with candles lighting the room and looked over at the ritual set up but soon found myself playing with my body. It was a weird feeling and range of emotions as I felt things from both perspectives.
My male ego excited as I was playing with me twins body. I was rubbing the tits that were starting at that time and at the same time was feeling the tingles as Seri while I was being felt up. I was fucked up as a hand started to stroke myself but not myself as it was her stroking him.
Seri looked at Mike’s erect dick and wanted to taste it. A third party there was telling me to suck it almost like telling Seri to suck Mike as the seed had power. As I lay there I am both people and think about the power not given by this world and the power of lust and how the natural twins in the video became one through the sharing of the act and how instead of becoming one this would make me two.
I do not know what voice I was hearing bit pulled my legs over my body as I was looking up at my erect dick. Seri was looking at it while at the same time Mike was looking down at her open mouth as we started to stroke. I could feel two distinct feelings of excitement as Seri wanted to swallow Mikes cum and Mike wanted to shoot his seed in her mouth. I felt it getting close and opened wide as I guided my dick and shot into her, uh, my own mouth.
Mike got off and at the same time Seri with the pleasure as she basically sucked my own dick. As my body rolled back to the floor I felt Mike start to go limp with pleasure while at the same time enjoying the taste of the semen. Seri started to finger herself as the voice said it was not finished and the slid a small vibrator into her. I wanted a bigger toy and as the buzz hit that spot I realized I was getting hard again, but I never had that before. I did not question, though it sounds weird but I wanted to fuck me.
I remember reading about how some things can break you — like sex with a family member — and it reminded me my first was with my cousin. Then how some have said once you are knotted by a dog you are never the same, but why are these things in my head. I was now stroking and fingering myself. A one-man-sex-act and playing both parts. I sat up slightly and grabbed poppers as it was one of the first times trying them due to popper hypnosis —that’s it, I must be high.
Thinking about how I wanted to have sex with myself and remembered years earlier as had a tough time taking someone in me — I used this trick — I would pour lube in a syringe and shoot it in me to represent a wet pussy and thought I could shoot my own seed into me as I was now stroking harder. I was at the same time using the vibrator on myself. I felt the voice telling me I wanted both side and it could be if I show I want it bad enough. I started chanting, “Ave Satanas” …
I grabbed a shot glass. I was on my knees almost in a worship position as my semen filled the glass. I looked at it and the voice guided me as it told me to open up — to feel true lust — the voice said I was special. I realized it no longer felt like a man’s cum as he shot. Seri looked at the syringe and poured the semen into it. We bent over and used the vibrator, harder and harder, as Mike was fucking Seri.
The voice was guiding me. I even shoved it a few times to penetrated that sissy womb. Then the voice told me to do it — simply do it — so I slid the syringe into my hole and squeezed … breeding myself. I felt warmth as it went into me and quivered. I paused almost in a state of shock. I could feel demons around almost rejoicing. I slid a butt plug into me. Laying on the dark floor, I stared at the burning candles.
I was rubbing my little tits and taking what was still oozing from my dick and tasting it. As I lay there it was like being two different spirits and yet one after a sexual encounter. I felt the voice tell me to absorb the seed as a new life was being born, a life I had wanted. It told me that I will eventually have to chose. I lay there feeling the warmth of seed inside, realizing how it felt to use the toy. I know the real thing is better, how the semen tasted, and how much more is out there.