I can identify. Several months ago I found this site and became overwhelmed by the feelings it provoked. I too am a Christian, a pastor actually. For weeks I explored, conversed here and by email with satanists, and opened myself up to dark forbidden thoughts. I became so scared by it all that I ghosted everybody (sorry) and disappeared, repented, etc. But I can’t get away from it. I’m not sure what will happen at this point. Not fully convinced but darkness is so tempting.
Darkness with his forbidden fruits is so tempting. Go on the dark path and let the lust flow insid, I join satan in his dark realm and savor the forbidden lust!
alwas love
Me too.
I can identify. Several months ago I found this site and became overwhelmed by the feelings it provoked. I too am a Christian, a pastor actually. For weeks I explored, conversed here and by email with satanists, and opened myself up to dark forbidden thoughts. I became so scared by it all that I ghosted everybody (sorry) and disappeared, repented, etc. But I can’t get away from it. I’m not sure what will happen at this point. Not fully convinced but darkness is so tempting.
Hail David — I am glad that you are tempted … Satan’s family welcomes you … XP
Darkness with his forbidden fruits is so tempting. Go on the dark path and let the lust flow insid, I join satan in his dark realm and savor the forbidden lust!
Hail Olonam — thanks for shout! Love it — XP