Dark Flower by Destiny1961

Writer: Destiny1961

Subject: Dark Flower

Link: LS666 Email / 15.01.2024

Dark Flower

It has been months since lost my wife to cancer. I sit here as I realize I may have been living a lie. It is ironic that though she was a devout Christian she had a lust inside her that drew me in. How many women will tell you after only a couple of dates she could have sex at any time and to top it off tell you she swallows?

A friend once told me if your woman does not suck dick then leave her, but one who loves it and even swallows, wow. I was told by my ex-girlfriend’s girls only suck for their guys as they do not like it or the taste of semen, yet mine loves both. Never understood why though also was told by some men they do not like the taste of pussy but go down.

I loved going down and one night I remember being with her as she rode me and saw that look on her face as I exploded inside her. She was close but I was going soft and she slid up onto my face and I began to eat her out. Never really thought about how sticky she was as she started to quiver and then explode. But this was different as I realized I had cum inside her before eating her so got a mix.

I ate my first creampie and it was interesting I wondered about how semen tasted by itself. Many years earlier I lay down for a friend and felt like his bitch and it felt good but remember sucking my first dick when drunk, but not remembering what it tasted like though I swallowed it. I thought about the look on her face during sex and how I felt and wondered if maybe I was a bit feminine.

I thought about how I felt after my friend shot inside me and the pure lust. I will not lie as all through our marriage and knew one reason women thought I was cute was due to looking feminine. As I look back to wearing her things one day and then actually having an experience with another male while dressed there may be something. But there was this part that was being held back due to her and our beliefs, even though did find myself looking into the darkness at times.

But what holds me back now other than age and looks? I think about those prostitutes who are drug addicts and look like death and yet these old men pick them up and even pay them to suck them and at times fuck them. But that is old men with young girls whereas I would be an old woman with younger guys, a cougar. But then there is the dark side of it being sin and such yet I feel this connection to something.

Then I met someone who guided me to this church that is all-inclusive and can be anything I want. They have talked about being one with the universe and Mother Earth and all kinds of things. It is supposed to be biblically based and yet. But there is this energy there and I have even gone with my female underwear on under my male clothing.

A female pastor who is a lesbian and a congregation made up of some trans people as well. Even young ones with open minds. I sit and wonder if I could be one with the Earth and all in it, humans and animals alike, and no true age restrictions as we are all one. I sit with the pastor as she tells me the universe is multi-faceted.

She lights up a joint as she has the medicinal card and tells me God himself gave us some drugs to help. She offers me some as she tells me I could even be a trans nun or something and help guide the new children. We talk about things like HRT and such and even lust in a new way. Then I am told there is a place close where it is not as stringent on getting it done. They will not even push therapy or stuff. She gives me a little bit to smoke and tells me to go home and think about it as most people try to hide from what they think is a dark side and yet we all have it and it depends on how much is let out.

I sit at home and find myself looking at trans porn and some dark stuff and even find myself calling out to spirits as I smoke what she gave me. I look in my mirror as I light a candle and pray as the catholic church does. I feel an inner femme tugging and decide to try something.

I cut my hair for the wife so now have a wig grab it along with putting on my lingerie. It is funny as I am high and can see this female version of me looking back in the mirror. I think about how I would look in a habit as a nun and think about how Jesus was connected to all living things. I decide I want to see a therapist about maybe a change. So I started to wonder what would be said as I lay down high. I think about how I want to change like a worm into a butterfly or blossom like a flower.

I go to meet the therapist, who not only is a doctor at the clinic but a cleric as well. He also uses a slight hypno session if needed. He realizes how tense I am and offers me some weed to loosen up and then a short session as I open up about the wildest things. He tells me he understands as my thoughts of sin hold me back and as far as the nun part he has a suggestion.

He tells me I already have small boobs due to using stuff for years hidden but do not need to hide anymore. He tells me I feel the Lord’s calling and it scares me. He bends me over and gives me my first shot and tells me they could be free if I work for them. I begin a regiment for him of dressing and cleaning his office as I start this change. He gives me some sort of bible study thing as well.

My mind has been primed to let go of old-school religion as he has me believing that lust is fine. He tells me he is part of this home for wayward kids who do drugs and all and he is about to go out of town for the weekend and the father could use a nun. He tells me there are drugs and all but it is more about spirituality and is on this farm. He says I will teach and learn at the same time but changes my name to Melantha as it means dark flower and I will bloom and blossom there. I ask why dark and he says sometimes walking in the dark takes us to a new light. He tells me to just follow what Father Damian asks as it is about service.

I get to the farm and meet with Father Damian as he says to call him Father D. Be takes me to a room where he hands me my nun’s clothing complete with habit. I see many children running around anywhere from age nine to seventeen, as once eighteen they are adults so can leave, though a few stick around to help the young ones and take care of the animals.

There are all kinds of animals, such as goats and cows for milking and horses to ride, and a few big dogs that help. I see a few of the kids helping and then a surprise as two girls are milking a cow. One is nearly sixteen and the other a mere twelve. The older introduces herself then the younger as his girlfriend.

If that is not enough she tells me not to worry as she shares. Father tells me I must learn to let go if am going to make it and takes me to this room. It is a mess but it is a controlled room where they can do drugs and other things as he offers me some weed. I take it as not to ruffle anyone but it is strong. A few come in who are a little older grab a pipe and light it. It is two males and a female and they smoke it and get naked.

All three enjoy each other in lust as Father takes me to the doctor’s office as he needs to give me a shot. I bend over and he hits me with it and then rubs my ass as he tells me I am shaping up well. He tells me he has something special and to go lay down and rest and use what he sends. I go and there are various things there and I take a pill and drink as I start to take off some clothes to relax.

I am down to my outer layer and habit as the room starts to spin and distort. I open a dresser drawer and there are sex toys there with a note saying it will help the flower blossom. I cannot deny I feel lust so turn off the lights and light a candle and play with a toy.I go up in size a few times then there is a sort of buzzer to hit before getting the bigger ones. I hit the buzzer but nothing until my phone rings in the room. It is Father D, who tells me to take what is in the special box as someone will come to get me so I can blossom. I open the box and take what is inside and feel like Alice in Wonderland.

I lay down and there is a knock it is the resident doctor with a few needles he says I will need. He hits my ass with one that numbs it as he says it may help the first time and then lays me down and pumps a couple into my breasts. It is saline and he slaps them to watch them bounce and says they are ok. He asks how I feel and when I say extremely horny he mentions what I took was some sort of horny drug.

I am taken to Father D and as I walk in he has a few of the children there and they are sucking his dick. He calls me over and lifts my robe and begins to suck on my now plumped-up breasts. He pulls me close to am sitting above his new erect cock. He tells me it is time for his flower to blossom. He says his Father, who was my therapist will be there soon. He spreads my cheeks as his face becomes distorted and he has me take a hit of something. I imagine this is how an acid trip feels as he lowers me onto his cock as the young ones watch. He tells them to pay attention later. There is no pain from the numbness but feel the stretch as he pounds up into me and explodes. I now sit there with nothing on but stockings and a push-up bra as I am now guided to the barn.

We get there and the kids are all there and he sits me down and draws some symbols on me. There is some sort of table with a symbol on it he guides me and I lean down on it as I grab posts above my head. I am lying belly down on it as I hear a whistle. I then feel this beast on my back as the huge dog is on top of me.

I feel its nose on my ass and it licks me then back on top and he pushes into me. Father tells me I must become one with all things as the dog pushes and humps and goes inside me and knots. He explodes for a long period as I break. I am high and broken as the dog goes limp. I am taken off this apparatus and walked to a bench.

He lays me down and then spreads my legs. Although my vision is fuzzy I see a horse walk over to me. It is over top of me and I see the symbol branded on its belly as one kid starts to stroke it and slide the cock head down to my mouth. I am made to lick it and suck the head and then as it is in my mouth it explodes in my mouth and all over my face. I figure that wasn’t as bad as it could have been when I saw another.

This time they roll me over and it happens. I feel the horse’s cock as it is trying to hump me but missing my hole til Father guides it. The dog sperm works as lube as it shoves deep only a couple of times as the pressure is immense. It floods me and then pulls out and goes limp. I am rolled back over and lay there limp body but erect as two of the younger girls walk over.

One mounts my face and rubs in the mess as she begins her period. I start to lick her as the other sits on my dick. She rides me hard but am not allowed to go in her pussy as she then slides me in her ass. I explode inside her and she gets up and two boys come over and begin to lick my sloppy tits.

One above and one below and of course Father says it as one enters my mouth and the other my ass as the others continue to suckle. As above so below as they both fill me. I lay there as a few children male and female have their way with my body. After a couple of hours, it is time to prep this flower.

I am taken and washed and put in some sort of ceremonial outfit. I am no longer masculine at all, even my spirit has been changed. Then I hear his voice. It is my therapist as he walks in with me lying there. He tells me it is time to take my proper place alongside him. He draws two sigils, one on me and one on him, and then lights candles and turns out the lights.

He walks over and summons me as he asks his lord to give me to him and lifts my legs. He leans over and tells me to enjoy being a woman as he shoved into me with his massive cock. The lust flows as I wrap around him and he takes me and the dark flower blossoms.

THE END