Writer: Darkness Infected Pastor
Subject: Brothers And Sisters In Christ, Especially Fellow Pastors
Link: Tumblr / 06.12.2024
Brothers And Sisters In Christ, Especially Fellow Pastors
I know, I know … not what you expect here, or at least in this corner of Tumblr. But hear me out. I’m a pastor, have been for many years, and will continue in ministry I hope, for my family’s sake. But in the last few years, my doctrinal theology hasn’t changed as much as my personal philosophy.
For decades, since I was a kid, I was taught to hate sexual sin: porn, masturbation, sex before marriage, sex outside of marriage, etc. And for most of my adult life, I’ve preached it, too.
Confession, though — I never stopped masturbating, I never stopped lusting, and I’ve finally gotten honest with myself: I have no intention of stopping. And truth be told, you know exactly what I’m talking about or else you wouldn’t be here. In fact, you feel pleasure down below right now — a stiffening cock or a warm cunt getting wet.
I’m through with guilt, and I’m fed up with shame. Oh, they’re still with me. But I have a resolve now like I’ve never had. I have to live a double life, but that’s a small price to pay to indulge in the flesh and experience the pleasures of darkness.
I reached out to the darkness at some point, and the darkness reached back. And I’ve never felt more home. I know, everything in you right now is screaming to run! So, run if you must. But that’s not really what you want to do … is it?
No one’s around, right? Just invite the darkness in … a little. No one will ever know. Imagine your deepest, darkest sexual desire (no limits) and whisper, “Hail Satan.” See if he doesn’t bring a rush of blood to your cock or cunt — Doesn’t that feel good? Don’t waste it.
And as you orgasm, say, “Hail Satan,” one more time. Maybe more as you masturbate: “Hail Satan, lord of lusts and prince of perversions, free me from guilt and drown me in sin.” Chant that over and over as you masturbate and see if you don’t have the most intense orgasm ever.
And guys, if you dare, taste your cum … think of it as a dark communion. Feel his pleasure. Feel his darkness fill your soul. Feel him. Reach out to the darkness, and feel it reach back. And enjoy the fleshly pleasures you’ve been denying yourself all these years.
I am (or was) Darkness Infected Pastor on Tumblr. It became like a drug to me, though—highly addictive. The pleasure was intense, but I also found myself being reckless in when and where I was on the app.
I try to walk in the light … always find my way back to the darkness. The pull is so strong.
Isn’t it always that much stronger, each time you try to walk away … I think there’s an exquisite pleasure to be in the “Fall” from grace … I know that feeling every time it’s happened to me … XP
Hi my friend. On my iPhone your comments all look squashed together.
Nice to meet you. I’m here for you my friend..
Thank you, my friend.
I couldn’t agree more there is nothing more wonderful than allowing the guilt to take over for a period of time to convince yourself that you’re going to turn your back even though you have never felt more alive than when you embrace your true Satanic nature. Maybe it’s exactly the same feeling as an addict gets after returning from a sober spell but it is truly the most wonderful feeling in the world.
The sober addict craving and needing a hit—just this once, just to get through the shakes—is the perfect analogy!
I have always masturbated, starting when I was a young girl. Yes, I have felt the guilt like many of you, but have resigned myself to the fact that I’m not going to stop. However, as I gotten older I’m finding that it takes more and more perversion and depravity to get me off. That’s where my struggle comes in. I will promise myself this will be the last time I watch blasphemous porn, or read sexual Satanic stories, or defile my Bible with my squirt but I get pulled back in.
While I’m still a Christian, I’ve decided to embrace this filth. There’s such an overwhelming feeling in my cunt just about all of the time now!
Hail Lily09!
I had the same god-damned problem of reoccurring guilt and “backsliding” when I lied to myself about being a god-damned christian.
I always fucking knew I belonged to God Satan, but concluded that I was fucking spiritually lost until I fucking met my Satanic Wife Tatiana.
Our suggestion to you is to leave the fucking christian faith and embrace God Satan, who gives real fucking freedom and peace by eliminating all god-damned guilt. Remain embedded in the mother-fucking church to awaken the god-damned sheep.
I fucking prayed to the cock-sucking christian god for years and never received a god-damned word; God Satan has never been fucking silent.
Ask God Satan into your mind, heart, body and soul, and cast off the cock-sucking christian god, his bastard son and the mother-fucking holy spirit; you’ll never be fucking sorry.
Hail God Satan
It’s always fun to get a reply from you. 😉
I’m currently exploring and learning about satanic worship. I am enjoying my journey and discovering so much about myself.
Hi, I’m J, I am honestly looking for someone to lead me away from my christian life amd into a life of sexual submission to Lord Satan. Someone who knows how to do this and keep me into it even if I feel lead to pull back to my christian nature. If you are strong enough to do this and lead me then, please lets talk.
J.
My email is [email protected]
J.
YOU are a dream church member for a pervert pastor like myself. I wish we were in each other’s circles irl.
Pastor- the need to confess to a man of God about these nasty feelings that I can’t resist is overwhelming at times.
I’ve been a Catholic Priest for 37 years. I am supposed to go to Sacramental Confession at least once a month. Since getting involved in Porn and at times inviting demons to possess me. I haven’t been to Sacramental Confession in 19 years I feel embarrassed to go to confession not so much for watching I could confess that it’s the influence of Demons around and near me I did things blasphemous in my Religion.
Email [email protected]
Mmm
I understand … and wish I could “help” you navigate your feelings. Fuck. If ever you do, for real, watch the pastor closely. If he adjusts himself, his cock is stiffening and he’s imagining how you taste and feel.
Pastor you can “help” me by holding me accountable making sure that I’m a good girl and not touching my cunt… but knowing that it won’t be long until Satan visits and makes me find some filth and masturbate over and over…
Hi Lily09, I’m J. I am looking for someone to share this with…who can lead me and keep me in Satan sexually darkness. I too am a christian and have pulled away many times. I am hoping to find someone who can share this with me and keep me in His sexual darkness. I hope that you will and that I hear from you.
J.
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I have been a Priest for 3 decades and can’t stop watching porn. I lust for everything and lately I lust for cocks they are so beautiful to behold. I love being on my knees and I want cocks. I want to help men to relieve themselves by using my mouth and ass and cum on me as well. I am such a whore. Father James
email: [email protected]
The fact you say you are a Pastor makes your confession more deliciously wicked
I am most definitely a pastor. And thank you.
And pleased to meet you Pastor
Pastor (David Plume) please send me your email. I would love to talk to you.
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