Feature Writer: quiver1
Feature Title: AWAKENING 1
Published: 08.03.2021 / Copyright 2021, Quiver. All rights reserved.
Story Codes: Erotic Horror
Synopsis: Sex-starved wife resorts to the black arts
Author’s Note & Disclaimer: This is the first chapter in what is currently envisioned as a three-part story. This story contains graphic depictions of sex and some mild gore, and is intended to be read only by adults of legal age in legal contexts. All characters depicted are over 18, and all events and people described are entirely fictional. Thanks for reading! If you have any feedback, comments or questions, I would love to hear from you! My contact information is available in my bio.
Awakening 1— Summoning
Rebecca heard the creak of the front door opening as Steven entered the house. “Hey Honey,” he chimed from the front hallway. “How was your day?” he asked absently as he hung his jacket on the coat rack.
“Fine, what about you?” Rebecca answered from the kitchen.
“Yep, same. All good,” Rebecca heard him mumble from the other room. Hopefully he’ll come in here before he sits down in front of the computer, she thought to herself. She had ordered some lingerie a few weeks ago, and she had found the package on the front porch when she got home from work today. She thought she’d surprise Steven when he got home. The idea of being nearly nude in her kitchen in broad daylight with the windows open was getting her more excited than she had anticipated. Maybe today Steven would show more than a passing interest in his wife.
Steven had never been very interested in sex, and for a long time that had been just fine with Rebecca. But lately, she was starting to feel his lack of interest a bit more keenly. When they were younger, they had been fairly compatible in the sex drive department. Rebecca wasn’t exactly a virgin when they met, but her experience level had been fairly low. A couple boyfriends, a few one night stands, but nothing crazy. And she never really cared for it. She had brought herself to orgasm a few times when she was younger, but she’d never even gotten close with a partner, not even Steven. And that had always been perfectly adequate. Until recently.
At 35, Rebecca was starting to understand what all those romance novels were on about. She found herself getting flushed when she went to the gym, her eyes lingering on the nearby flexing muscles, her senses overwhelmed by the smells of sweat and masculinity. She would never even think of actually cheating on her husband, but she was starting to have all kinds of intrusive sexual thoughts, as if some new flame of desire had awakened deep within her. They do say women reach sexual maturity later than men. More and more nights, she’d wake up wet and aroused, hoping that Steven would notice her squirming beside him and become overwhelmed by the mere thought of his wife aching for him. But it really never happened like that.
To be fair, Steven certainly did want sex sometimes. Usually in the morning when Rebecca was still too sleepy to want much. He honestly seemed more interested in the idea of starting a family than the actual physical component of… starting a family. Rebecca was still a bit ambivalent about the whole kids thing, but she was open to trying, and had gone off birth control a few months ago. She took the sex where she could get it though, and tried to make the most of it when Steven was in the mood. But he really wasn’t making it easy for her. His arousal seemed entirely unrelated to anything Rebecca did or said, and he almost never initiated anything outside of the bedroom. And even during sex, Rebecca was finding herself wanting more. She found Steven so sexy, and she wanted to feel him quaking under her, but he just seemed ambivalent. His orgasms were quick and weak, and he barely gave her any warning before they happened, and then everything was over. She wanted to hear him moan, wanted to see his eyes ravenous with desire.
So she was trying out something new today. Dressed only in a lacy black teddy with a matching thong, Rebecca waited for Steven to come into the kitchen and notice her. She could hear him make his way to the downstairs half bathroom. Dammit, she thought. She waited a few minutes until she heard the sound of the toilet flush, and then decided she was going to have to be a little more assertive.
“Do you want to come help me make the salad to go with the lasagna for tonight?” she called from the kitchen. Rebecca wasn’t very good at being assertive.
“Sure, honey,” Steven responded. “Is it urgent though? I need to send a couple emails before I forget.”
Dejected, Rebecca called back, “No, not urgent. It’s fine, go send your emails.” She continued preparing dinner, feeling more and more silly in her outfit. She closed the shutters above the kitchen sink, knowing that it would be dark soon. Shouldn’t let the neighbors see her odd choice of cooking attire. Ugh, I’m such an idiot, she thought to herself.
A few minutes later, Steven came into the kitchen holding his phone. Not glancing up, he said, “So, what do you need for that salad?”
More than a little miffed, Rebecca just stared at him as he continued to look down at his phone. Not hearing a response, Steven finally looked up at her. “What?” he said, confused at her unresponsiveness.
If he hadn’t noticed already, Rebecca felt really stupid needing to point it out to him. She gestured down at her body, hoping to draw his attention to the lingerie, and maybe the hot 35-year old wearing it.
“Oh, is that new?” Steven asked. “Looks nice.”
Defeated, Rebecca sighed. “Thank you. And yes, it’s new,” she responded quietly.
“Sorry, I was distracted by this stuff at work,” Steven said, trying to cheer his wife up and not really sure what was wrong. “There was a problem with the latest shipment, and like five different clients have called to complain. I’m putting out fires right and left.”
“It’s okay,” Rebecca said. “Just a caesar salad for tonight, I think. The lettuce and dressing are both in the fridge, and there’s a bag of croutons in the cabinet.”
Steven nodded and went to get out the salad bowl to put the salad together. Rebecca, hearing the oven beep, grabbed the lasagna and placed it on the stovetop. “I think I’m going to go put on some sweatpants,” Rebecca said to Steven as she started to walk out of the kitchen.
“K,” Steven said, staring down at his phone as he mindlessly tossed the lettuce with the caesar dressing.
Rebecca walked upstairs to the master bedroom to change out of her lingerie and into a regular loose-fitting white v-neck and fuzzy blue sweatpants. No bra, but she kept on the black lace thong, just in case. She shook her head. What did she think was going to happen? He’s just going to go back to his computer after dinner. Maybe, just maybe, if he came to bed early enough, he might cop a feel or two and give her a nice swift missionary-position fuck. It didn’t matter one bit if she was wearing a lacy black thong or not, so what was even the point? Whatever, she wasn’t going to take them back off now that she had her sweats on.
Rebecca made her way back downstairs, finished setting the table, and enjoyed a nice quiet meal with her husband. They ate their lasagna in relative silence, punctuated every now and then with a comment about the meal or what happened at work today. When they were finished, Steven took the plates to the kitchen to rinse off, stuck them in the dishwasher, and went back through the dining room toward his office. On his way through, he paused, and gave Rebecca a soft kiss on her forehead. “Thanks for dinner, honey. It was delicious,” he said.
Rebecca smiled up at him wistfully. “You’re welcome, dear.”
Steven smiled back and turned to walk down the hallway toward his office. “Might be a late night tonight. Don’t wait up,” he called over his shoulder. Rebecca’s shoulders sagged in disappointment. “Okay,” she responded. “Good luck with your work!”
Rebecca got up from the table and tidied the dining room up a bit, still feeling down about her complete failure to entice Steven into anything. She went back up to the master bedroom, grabbed her laptop from her desk, and plopped down onto the king sized bed. She spent a few minutes checking her own email and catching up with the latest posts on her social media, but she wasn’t really able to focus on anything in particular.
She set the laptop off to the side and grabbed her current romance novel from the bedside table. If Steven wasn’t interested, she could at least lose herself in a raunchy tale of torrid romance. She opened up the paperback to her bookmarked page and began to read. As her eyes passed over the pages, she felt herself getting worked up again, imagining herself in the place of the beautiful damsel being fervently pursued and won over by the charming, lustful rake. Her hands started to explore her body beneath her clothes. With her left hand she found one of her breasts, squeezing and releasing, rolling her fingers back and forth across her erect nipple. That sent a shock through her body, the sensitivity of her nipple translating the sensation to her aching clit. She let her hand glide down over her belly, one finger tracing beneath the waistband of her sweatpants. She could feel the outline of her lacy panties below her pants, and suddenly wanted desperately to be wearing only those.
Rebecca quickly pulled off her sweats and threw them to the side of the room near the laundry hamper. Her book set aside now, she used both hands to caress her entire torso. In unison, they traveled around her tits, grasping and releasing, then gliding up into her hair, down the sides of her neck, and along her side as she quaked beneath them.
But there was something missing. As much pleasure as she could give herself, she didn’t want to be the one providing her pleasure. She wanted to be taken, like the women in her romance novels. She wanted to be wanted. Desperately and uncontrollably wanted.
Frustrated with the realization that she was not going to be getting the release she needed tonight, Rebecca opened her laptop again. Fervently, she opened up her search engine and typed “How to entice your husband” into the window. Articles from vapid online magazines. She tried again.
“Make a man overcome with desire”
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“Husband seduction”
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“How to make yourself irresistible to men”
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“Husband doesn’t want me anymore”
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“Seduce my husband”
Amid the varied search results of ads and clickbait articles, Rebecca noticed a forum popping up with some interesting key phrases, including “psychic seduction”, “temptation auras”, “summoning sex charm”, and a host of other weirdly paranormal discussion of tactics for seducing men. It seemed like a forum for those new age wackos. Silly and ridiculous stuff. But something about the site kept her attention, and she began perusing the various pages. She finally got to one called “Spells and Incantations,” where she saw lists of various rituals for casting hexes and summoning demons for orgies. One in particular caught her eye. “Awaken Your Inner Succubus: Become Irresistible”.
This is so stupid, thought Rebecca. I’ll just glance at what weird shit they want me to do to “awaken my inner succubus”.
She opened the link and saw a surprisingly simple list of ingredients: candles, oil, a few herbs and spices. Oh, and blood. Gross. What naive idiots the people in that forum must be. Naked chanting and summoning demons. Ridiculous. Rebecca closed the tab and went back to her emails.
As she read, her mind kept drifting back to that summoning spell. It would be so easy to try. It could be fun, she thought. She was bored anyway, and it wasn’t like Steven was going to interrupt her. It would be just like when she was a kid and she used to pretend she had magic powers. Except now she got to pretend she had magic sexy powers. Why not? Didn’t she deserve to have some fun?
Rebecca went back and forth like this for a few minutes, even tried to go back to her book, but finally couldn’t shake the idea. She jumped out of bed, threw her t-shirt over her head and started to put on her sweatpants, but decided that she’d rather just be in her thong and t-shirt. Pushing her laptop over to the side, she got up and marched out of the room back downstairs.
On her way to the kitchen, she stopped in the hallway bathroom and grabbed the three scented candles that were arranged above the toilet, and the box of matches from the shelf above them. She paused, and opened up the drawer next to the sink to find a little bottle of baby oil. The ritual had just said “oil”, so she wasn’t really sure what that meant. But she figured she’d rather deal with baby oil than the olive oil she had waiting in the kitchen. She was getting more excited at the thought of rubbing herself with oil and fantasizing about summoning a creature to overwhelm her husband with desire. She let one hand glide down between her legs, letting loose a slight whimper as her palm grazed across the lace of her underwear.
Pulling herself together, Rebecca made her way to the spice rack in the kitchen. Thyme. Rosemary. Sage. Cloves. Salt. Had it said cayenne pepper? Ah, and the knife. She chose a small paring knife from the block. She scooped her materials into a small glass bowl and snuck past Steven’s office on the way back upstairs. She could hear him talking on the phone about the latest work crisis. Even the sound of his low muffled voice was turning her on. She wanted so desperately to hear the rumble in the back of his throat as she rode him, wanted to hear him groan with pleasure as he worked himself inside her. She gripped the handrail at the bottom of the staircase to steady herself, and finally went back upstairs to the master bedroom.
Rebecca shut off the lights in the room except for a single lamp in the corner to see by. Pulling her laptop to the foot of the bed, Rebecca sat down on the floor, legs crossed in front of her. The website pulled up on the screen, she began the careful setup for the ritual. She placed one candle directly in front of her, with the other two behind her, flanking her on either side and forming a triangle around her. In the bowl, she dumped heaps of the various spices together, enjoying the spicy aroma of the pepper mixing with the scents of herbs as she used her hands to gently mix them together. She poured a generous heap of baby oil over the herb mixture, watching as flakes of thyme and rosemary floated gently on the surface.
Finally, she was ready to start for real. She shoved everything except the bowl, knife, and matches under the bed, and removed her t-shirt. It didn’t feel right to perform a dark ritual while wearing white cotton. Excitement building within her, Rebecca struck a match and carefully lit each of the three candles that surrounded her. She held the paring knife in her right hand, placed it against the palm of her left hand, and took a deep breath as she began to read.
With flame and smoke,
I call on you, daughter of Lilith.
Awaken within me.
Hand shaking with anticipation, Rebecca pushed the knife deep into her skin, gasping as it pierced her skin. She squeezed her throbbing hand above the bowl to let her blood flow onto the herb mixture, swirling on the surface of the oil and coating everything in red.
With my blood, I summon you.
Dark sister, imbue me with your essence.
She placed both hands in the bowl with the wet mix of blood and oil and spices, massaging them together into a thick and slippery paste. Intoxicated by the smell and relishing the sharp pain pulsing from the fresh wound in her hand, she felt suddenly powerful. With the mixture dripping from her hands, she placed her hands on her breasts, pulling them together and spreading the reddish-brown muddy substance across her cleavage. She was starting to feel hot, and could feel the burn of the cayenne pepper seeping into her pores, searing into her core. Her breath becoming more ragged as she continued the incantation.
Soul eater, devourer of men.
Temptress, powerful and mighty.
I call to you.
Awaken in me.
Her eyes closed in pleasure, and her hands continued to roam over her body, leaving trails of spices and blood across her skin. Awash in so much sensation and arousal, Rebecca didn’t notice as the flames of the candles surged together in unison, lighting up the center of the room above her.
She suddenly felt a light surround her. She opened her eyes, but could no longer see the bedroom, only flames and smoke, as if in a dream. She heard a deep female voice that seemed to come from all around her and inside her, everywhere and nowhere. YOU HAVE SUMMONED ME IN BLOOD, SISTER. I AM MARIN, SERVANT OF CHAOS, the voice intoned. DO YOU HAVE THE STRENGTH TO SATISFY MY HUNGER?
Overcome with uncontrollable desire, Rebecca closed her eyes, leaned back into the void, and let herself be swept away in the flames. She felt the swirling vortex around her, the fire caressed her, licked her, burning through her being and filling her with raw and violent power. Her back arched upward as she gave herself to the raging dream. She could feel herself being torn apart and remade in a fiery crescendo, and she rode the waves of pleasure and pain until they reached such intensity that her mind glazed over, locked in a silent scream as her body bucked and undulated in ecstatic release.
As the waves of orgasm subsided, Rebecca’s thoughts returned to her. Collapsed in a heap on the floor, Rebecca opened her eyes to see the ceiling of her master bedroom visible once again. Not sure if she had just woken up from a dream, she glanced around to find that her three candles had gone out. She had messy bloody handprints all over her nearly naked body, including all through her hair, and a thick concentration between her thighs.
She had to look actually insane, Rebecca thought to herself. Imagine, just imagine, if Steven had come in while she was doing… whatever she had been doing in their bedroom. She quickly stuffed all that remained of her ritual under the bed with the other supplies, and went into the bathroom to wash off.
Rebecca took a nice warm shower and watched as the evidence of her journey into the dark arts rinsed away down the drain. What the fuck, she thought to herself. What the FUCK did I just do? Was it a dream? Have I gone crazy? Did I just get too wrapped up in some weird fantasy?
She toweled off, put her hair up, and slid under the covers of her bed, enjoying the feeling of clean sheets on her naked body. She was almost convinced that it had all been a very odd sex dream as she settled into the comfort of her mattress, thoroughly satisfied for the first time. No longer concerned about her husband’s lack of desire, Rebecca drifted off to a peaceful sleep.
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Several hours later, an exhausted Steven shuffled into the bedroom. He carefully removed his socks, shirt, and pants, trying not to wake his sleeping wife. As he turned toward the bed, he saw Rebecca, completely nude, covers tossed aside, gracefully resting on her side and quietly observing him.
A deep swelling of desire rose up inside him as he looked over her, his fatigue entirely forgotten. Stunned and enraptured by her sensuality, Steven could not move. But Rebecca swiftly pushed herself off the bed and ran her hands across his chest, kissing his neck and gently biting his earlobe. As he made eye contact with his beautiful wife, he noticed the briefest flash of red flames behind her eyes as she grasped his rigid cock through the fabric of his boxers and dropped to her knees.
Marin smiled up through Rebecca’s hungry eyes. She was ready to feed.
THE END OF CHAPTER ONE
Demonic possession has great benefits. I like this story and look forward to the rest.
Hail Lilith!