Animal Lust by Destiny1961

Writer: Destiny1961

Subject: Animal Lust

Link: LS666 Emails / 08.02.2024

Animal Lust

So have felt connected to the spirits since very young as a catholic. But was I blessed or cursed? I am older and married and am trying to be a regular guy. What does that mean, well have found myself not only in touch with my feminine side but liking it better. But I had a cousin who was in transition and to see him, or her made me want to be like them. To see her breasts I wanted them but then felt the lust. I was already into OTC hormones to try and grow some while trying not to have huge ones as was still married.

I found out she was into dark stuff as we were both raised catholic so wondered. I started to look into black magick and things thinking they could help me be more feminine when needed, you know, like if having sex with a guy. I started to have these wild thoughts as remember growing up in the inner city, where there were trashy people, drugs, and so on.

I remember the neighborhood whore and one night figuring could get an easy one. But she respected me and she asked me over one night to drink. I remembered us smoking a bowl and her dog coming over and humping my leg. She apologized as she showed him away and said “Later baby” and it did not register.

She was also into dark things and said she was a witch and it was part of the reason she was kind of loose as sex brings power. She said she wanted to thank me sexually but did not want to take anything from me. We hit the bowl again and she went down on me before me lying down as she got on top.

She mentioned she heard I liked to eat pussy as she rode me and said she heard I was good. She rode and I exploded but she still did not get off. She said she was going to go masturbate when I told her to slide up. She did reluctantly but did and I eat her as she squeezed it was my first creampie but that tasted, well.

I started to think about my cousin and wanted to speak with her but how? I started to look into things like astral projection and the third eye figuring maybe could connect somehow. I kept picturing this world where we could be anything. We lost our house to fire and moved to the burbs, better people and cleaner and starting over with the wife as shall I say a man.

It wasn’t long before had my little room and was researching those things again and even found myself looking into Satanism as found my cousin went there. Back to magick and projection and so forth. I felt a connection with the darkness and falling into this slutty female persona. I remember my friend and how she talked about power and how it felt the day I let a male friend fuck me like a prostitute.

I remember this strange energy as he pounded and then went deep and filled me. I was buying toys and female underwear and hiding this side which was growing. But I found myself looking at darker and darker porn and at one point remembered that girl telling her dog later. Yes, was watching dogs fuck women.

I read on a site where someone said once you are knotted you are never the same, and another said it was the road to Satan. It then ended up with me watching girls suck horse cocks and even at one point horses fucking guys and to see the amount of cum, oh my. I have lost my way but then the lord stepped in as we were about to lose our home.

I felt he was trying to save me as my wife wanted to move south known as the bible belt. I threw out all my feminine stuff and as we left I called back and told Satan he could not follow. Down to the land of God and those southern girls with their twang. We were not there long as I found him calling me again but stronger. I had a stroke and broke and through PTSD and stuff was told I might have had a second personality that was female.

Needless to say, I could even have it take over, and when she did it called on Satan. Back in the past as was now trying to call on spirits and now demons to help some sort of transformation. I was seeing all these wild visions and was feeling almost as if could leave my body or use my third eye to see where most cannot. I connected with the four queens of hell and was making deals if they could help me.

Then it happened as my wife passed away and I broke. I remembered telling the queens and Satan himself I could not completely follow as had others who relied on me. I felt as if he removed what would block me from getting to me and he broke my spirit. All these things running through my head and yet still trying to lead two lives when it came to me.

I have finally given in and decided to try the other side as would find myself wearing female underwear under my male clothing and growing bigger moobs. I would wear a not-so-conspicuous bra but you could see something and hoped maybe someone would ask and would end up taking me to bed as a bitch. I thought about drugs and as I used my poppers thought about stronger things like weed and meth. But they say meth is the devil’s breath but so is having anal sex.

It was time to take the next step as I may finally be able to feel that power and connect. I take my things to a motel close to an inclusive bar. I put on full femme and even try makeup, and while it is not good am told this bar has worse. I grab my poppers and before entering hit them to loosen up and get my courage. I am inside and am getting looks, some good and some bad.

I see this thick girl across the room and she buys me a drink. She is what would be your stereotypical redneck. She walks over in her jeans, drives a pickup truck, and has this common look. She walks over and sits down. She tells me not to worry as there is a place for every girl, including ones like me. She tells me she is different and asks me to a back room to explain and asks if I like weed.

We go back to a private area and she offers me some and it is very strong. We talk about things like spirituality as she says she feels me. She asks about my sexual thoughts and then about magick and such. She talks about what some call evil and power. She says she has this place that used to be a plantation. At this point am pretty high when she tells me she wants to have sex with me but is a hermaphrodite.

She says she can help me project and see my cousin and others who can help me. She tells me she is married to the king as she giggles and says he is looking forward to meeting me. I hop into her pick up and we head out. We pull up to this farm with a big house that used to be a plantation and enter. It is getting late as we go in and sit. She offers me a drink as she starts to pray over me.

She then offers me more weed but then a pill. She says she won’t let anything happen to me and then there is a bong there. She lights it and starts to blow what they call clouds and offers it to me. She says she knows the sayings that it is the road to Satan and asks if I am afraid of hell. She then says sometimes you must go through hell to get to heaven.

She says she knows I want to feel my true lust and let go as it is pure animal lust there. Her dog comes in and she pets it and says later I picture my friend. She then tells me she wants to show me the place. I am put into a cowgirl outfit as she puts on her skirt as well as boots and all. She asks how it feels and says maybe she will let me ride her cowgirl later as she giggles.

We go about as it is now dark and we enter her barn. She tells me she has rooms in the house for roleplay and such and sexual fun. If I am lucky though her hubby our lord will take me into the dark room. We go in the back as her dog has been following us and she lights a few candles. There are some blankets laid out for a picnic or something. She asks me to have a seat as we drink some wine and she lights up another bong.

She asks if I like sucking cock as it is what we do. She says if I suck her I can eat her pussy. I forgot what she was. She undresses me and, lays me down as the dog comes in. She then gets above me and chants something that sounds like she is asking for my throat to open. She then gets into position and gets on top in a sixty-nine and her cock slides straight down my throat. She sucks me as she fucks my face and then a whistle. I am now sucking as I look up and watch as her dog mounts her and knots her.

He pulls out and so does she. She tells me she has something that will taste better than her cum and rolls. I am now on top as she guides my head to her pussy and as I lick she squeezes and I realized I am eating dog cum from her as she wraps her arms around me to hold me into place. I feel a tongue on my ass and it is her dog and I feel him on my back.

I try to move as she tells me not to worry and he pushes into me and before I know it knots me. She tells me to feel “it” and I am unsure what she means and then feel this strange energy as he shoots inside me. He pulls out and goes away. She giggles as she asks if I feel it and I am now lying there feeling weird.

She gets up and tells me to drink something and I start to trip as the barn starts to bend and twist and move as I feel her get me to my knees. I turn and there is this horse and he has a hard-on. She says pure animal lust will set me free, and while am weirded-out and high she kneels next to me and strokes and kisses it.

She calls out and tells me to taste it and I cannot deny it as if guided by something. I lick the head and kiss the shaft as she strokes it and she can feel him start to spasm, she tells me to open up, puts the head in my mouth, and holds my head as it explodes. I have it spew from me and on me as I cannot help but swallow some.

She tells me not to worry as I will soon feel my guides. She then does this slight ritual as the horse is standing there with another. She then tells me she wants to take me but one more task and as she says some sort of spell and look up and there are these four shadows. I can barely, make them out as the four queens.

She tells me they want me as Satan awaits as well. She tells me to kneel and band over this hay bail that has a pentagram blanket. Call to them she tells me and then I feel this wet thing between my cheeks and she is guiding it and then pushing it inside me as my hole is stretched. I realize as this horse is now standing over me what is going on but my body or spirit is calling for it.

It shoves a few times as I moan and explodes inside me. I watch as the shadows get close and vanish. She then takes me through a back doorway into the house. She puts me into some outfit and a chained collar around my neck and guides me into this room. She tells me it is the spirit of the past role room and when I walk in there are a bunch of black men in slave-type outfits and a few white as she says there were not just black slaves.

She tells me one must make up for past mistakes and as some white owners impregnated black women white women will be bred by their relatives. I am high and the chain is heavy and I drop to my knees and am bent over. She then tells me she will be back after I do my duties and one walks in front of me and shoves down my throat. But my throat takes it like a whore as another now shoves into my horse cum filled hole. I am gangbanged by them for a couple of hours til I am oozing from both holes.

I swear that I saw those shadows again as if they entered me to guide my body. I lay there as she came back and took me and cleaned me up and took me to her bed. She asks if I am ready to turn myself over and She calls for the queens and more drugs as she now is riding me and they show up. Then he walks in, her hubby. He is dressed in a dark robe and tells her to let him know when, but then what?

She rides me as I feel this energy being drained and she tells me not to worry. I watch as the shadows get close and then I explode. She slides off and lifts my legs and tells me it is her turn and she shoves up into me but I am feeling lust like never before and moans as she takes me like a whore. After a bit, she shoves deep and fills me. I lay there feeling a high that no drug could match from her seed.

She calls and he comes back in and picks me up and we go into his special room. There is a sex swing there and I am put into it. He removes his robe as he does this ritual and lights candles and they show back up. The queens encircle him as he welcomes them. She will be yours he tells them as he now calls on the master. He stands over me and I watch as it is like I can now see over his shoulder at my body.

I look through my eyes and see into his eyes that roll back. But not white as instead it is like I see flames. Then another shadow appears as I am watching. The four spirits come to me and take my hand as a spirit. They then hold out their hands and he shows up. First a shadow then features come as he has horns and the stereotypical goat’s legs and so on. It comes over as the hubby stands there almost like in suspended animation.

I feel the shadow tell me to accept his and then the four become one with my spirit. He then takes my hand and guides me to my body as he guides me back in. I look up as he then enters the body of hubby and tells me it is time to become his. I look as my body starts to quiver and he has his cock sitting on my belly. It looks as big as the horse he then lets it slip down off me and between my cheeks.

It enters me slowly and touches the doorway to my womb as he slides in and out for a bit and then commands me to give it to him and it is like it opens for him as I can only feel the queens did it. He slides a few times slowly and then out and slams and out and slams. Each time my body starts to convulse as if fighting it.

Then as he calls the queens my body goes limp and I feel him fully inside me and my body feels like when an anesthesiologist tells you the body will feel cold from head to toe but instead it is a warmth that slowly fills me. I feel his cock spasm as it unloads.

I watch as I see the shadow leave him but before leaving the room gets close and tells me I am now theirs. I lay there for a bit before she came back in to clean me up and we sat and had drinks and some drugs, the three of us but I am different. I kneel at their feet and await instructions on who or what to please next.

So who will it be?

THE END