Writer: Vanessa Heels
Subject: A WHORE FOR SATAN
Link: LS666 Email / 04.11.2024
A Whore For Satan
Hello XP, I allow myself to write to you because, on Fetlife, I have a profile, VanessaHeels, I am a worshiper of Our Lord Satan, and I am a sissy whore … Accidentally, I came across your website and I have fallen in love with it, in particular with a story, “Church Whore”, chapters 1, 2, and 3 … tells the story of a whore named Isabel.
I ended up as a whore in more or less the same way as Isabel — I was a gay boy — and I fell in love with a guy who liked me to dress like a girl —I was hooked on his cock — and he had me subdued. He gave me hormones and one day, he told me that he had to leave the city to go to another. I begged him to let me go with him. He continued giving me hormones. When we arrived in the new city, he bought me women’s clothes and stilettos and threw all my men’s clothes in the trash.
He kept fucking me and he made me more and more crazy about his cock — I liked being his wife — and I dressed more and more sexy for him. The thing is that after a few weeks of settling in, he started taking me to a trucker’s place, just like the priest did with his daughter, there were whores there. And little by little I got into that environment.
One day he told me that he needed money and that I had to get to work… that they gave him money to fuck me — that it would only be a couple of times —I was blind with love and I became a prostitute for him. He told me he would give me something to help me and he injected me with heroin.
That was the beginning. I didn’t stop. I needed the injection — then it was cocaine — and I had to sell my ass to earn it. That’s how I became a sissy prostitute.
A few months later, he took me to a doctor to get E boobs…and more hormones… I had already gotten used to coke — and he was my pimp. One day, he sold me to another pimp, he went to another city and my new pimp took me as a whore to another city … And since then I’ve been on the street or in brothels.
I have lived practically the same story as Isabel, but without being married and with children and cheating on her husband, but the process of becoming a whore has been the same.
I just want to thank you for the time I have spent looking at your website between clients —I have borrowed many drawings — they are beautiful.
RESPONSE BY XP (VIA LS666 BLOG & EMAIL)
Hi Vanessa
Thank you, so much, for sharing your story with me. It sounds as if you’re in a high-risk environment, and I only hope for your safety and well-being.
Please let me know if I have read this wrongly.
As you can guess from my stories, I have an affection for feminine boys (the more feminine, the better), and I feel that from your story, there is sadness that your loved one would expose you to highly addictive substances (that could place you in even further danger) — prostituting you out — only to eventually selling you off to another pimp.
Please stay safe. Look for an escape from this situation. Love, XP.
Well said XP , we read and write some wild and extreme things on LS666 , but I too got the impression that Vanessa was perhaps trapped in a situation where she was being used and controlled , but we want everyone to remain safe , and urge Vanessa to seek help if someone does not have her best interests at heart
Interesting take; I didn’t read this as a “cry for help” at all. I read this as Vanessa ENJOYING her life as a whore.
Unlike most, I don’t consider addiction to automatically be a problem. Addiction can teach one focus. and an emotionally healthy person can generally break an addiction if they really want to (it can be a problem with those who are emotionally unhealthy, but the problem is generally underneath the addiction, not the addiction itself)_.
For Vanessa”s sake, I hope that she is in a good place and enjoying her sex and drug filled life.
Thanks, Satan’s Sodomite — I hope you are right — I guess I was leaning towards “caution” rather than anything else … sexual Satan is about “enjoying life” rather than sufferance. XP
Hail XP, Hail Satan’s Sodomite, Hail Vanessa
I have to side with XP on this one. With the situation described as it is, really, there is only one thing a person can be, and that is trapped. Trapped and, realistically, without much of a further choice in the matter. If they chose that situation in the first place seeking contentment and fulfillment there, then, regardless of the actual outcome, so be it; they made their choice. I tend to agree with Satan’s Sodomite that addiction is not automatically a problem; however, the way the events are described displays a lack of choice and rather shows someone being forced into an addiction and subsequently, into the most unsafe environments associated with such. I also definitely pick up on an overture of sadness throughout the message that, to me, suggests someone who was looking for enjoyment in her boyfriend/husband, and one who has not found the sought after contentment in their current situation.
Life can be difficult much of the time, and even more so when you are isolated and alone. I hope the best for you Vanessa.
Hail Satan
Thank you, Pornismygod, during the seven years I have been posting on LS666, I swim in the filth and perversity — and love it — but I am mindful that some situations are not always ideal and only wish the best outcomes for those brave enough to share with me, their life experiences. XP.
I do hope that Vanessa decides to clarify her position. I’ve encountered a lot of people who have been shamed or belittled as a victim when they do not perceive themselves that way at all. It denies them the fundamental right to decide, as an individual, how best to live their lives. This is particularly true for those who choose to engage in sex work.
If Vanessa is unhappy with her life, I would encourage her to make a change. If she were to ask for help I would certainly consider it (my reticence is based on not knowing if I could even be effective). If, however, she is happy, I would celebrate her hedonistic freedom, provided by our Lord Satan.
I haven’t heard back from her for a while — I know she’s on FetLife — maybe I should give her a poke (pun)
XP please say hello to Vanessa. I can fully understand her feelings for i too love a man into incest and you XP. Giving my life to mean do what ever they want or demands of me.
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I would love to find someone who’d feminize me with hormones. Love your story sorry about the drugs though.
I’d be down but not herion yuk