Feature Writer: Shushali
Feature Title: A fetid hunger
Uploaded: ASSTR http://www.asstr.org/~Shushali/
Story Codes: gM, slow, coer, ped, ws, scat
Synopsis: A twenty-five year-old junior accountant is kidnapped after coming across an anomaly during an audit. To secure his silence, he is starved until he’s willing to become a ‘toilet’ for the woman’s ten-year-old daughter.
A fetid hunger
Luke’s eyes squinted as they took the hood off his head. The bright sun blinded him initially, but his eyes adjusted as he looked around the airplane. Luke found it bigger than he expected when he heard the propeller sound at takeoff. There were two seats for the pilots, a row of three seats, and then a double row of back-to-back seats. Seated across from him were a woman and a young girl, neither he had seen before. He was in the very back row, although he could hear things rattling around in a cargo area behind him.
“So, how are you enjoying your trip?” the woman asked before adding, “Oh that’s right, you won’t be able to talk with that gag in your mouth now will you?” Flashing Luke an malicious grin, she continued. “I need your attention Luke, since what I’m about to show you may save your life. Take a look out the window.”
Turning his head to the right, he looked out the window. The sky was clear and all he could see was forest.
“Now we’re going to circle for a bit. I want you to keep looking out the window. Look for any sign of civilization. A town, roads, railway tracks, anything.” Turning her head toward the cockpit, she loudly announced, “Circle.”
As the airplane slowly turned, Luke gazed outside. All he could see was forest. No matter where and how far he looked, it was all forest. The only place where there wasn’t forest was the lake below.
After the plane had completed a full circle, she announced to the pilots, “OK, take us in.” Turning to face Luke she said, “You needed to see this, but I’ll explain later when we’re on the ground.”
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The landing was uneventful, but Luke had never been in a floatplane before. In fact, he almost thought they were crashing until he realized that no one seemed concerned they were heading for the water. The hood was placed back on after they landed, and he was walked a good distance until he was inside a structure. Once there, he felt someone secure something to his neck. As if the wrist and ankle shackles weren’t enough, he now had one around the throat.
An hour later, Luke heard someone enter into his room. Then, the hood was removed from his head. Luke squinted his eyes as they adjusted to the light.
“Here, let me get that off of you,” the woman announced as she removed the ball gag from Luke’s mouth.
“What the hell�”
Holding up her hand to silence Luke, she interrupted him, “If you’ll calm down I’ll explain everything.” Moving to a chair, she sat down. “I’m Erica and you have a lot of questions. Let me tell you why you’re here, and then you can ask whatever you like, OK?”
“Alright…” Luke said grudgingly. It wasn’t as if he could go anywhere. Taking a closer look at his assailant, he found himself surprised she would be capable of such behavior. She was in her mid-thirties and five-foot-six. The same height as he was. Her wavy black hair fell to just below her shoulders, and she appeared very well groomed. She didn’t appear like the kidnapping type.
“As you can see, you’ve been kidnapped. Before I say any more, I want to remind you of the view from above. There’s nowhere to run. An experienced survivalist could probably make it back to civilization, provided they went in the right direction. However, it would a month to reach even the most remote location. If you could find enough to eat and drink of course.”
“I get it…” Luke said in an annoyed tone. “Why don’t you tell me why I’m here?”
“OK,” Erica said as relaxed back in her chair, “I won’t beat around the bush.”
“How kind of you,” Luke said sarcastically.
“Hey, if you would rather do this later, that’s fine.”
Luke let out an exasperated sigh.
“As I was saying,” Erica continued, “I’ll be straight with you. The reason you’re here is to prevent you from exposing what you were very close to uncovering.”
“So you’re the one who was siphoning funds,” Luke said while nodding his head. This all began to make sense. He had been getting close to figuring out the discrepancy, but made the foolish mistake of eating some chocolates that were delivered to his office. It was the last thing he remembered doing.
“Yes, it was me. When you started sniffing around, I had to act before you figured it out.”
“But why kidnap me? Why not just kill me?”
“Do you have a death wish?” Erica asked with a chortle.
“No, it’s just that if this was really about the audit, why keep me alive?”
“Simple. If I were to have you killed, it would raise questions. They would try to figure out why, and one of the first places they would look would be at what you were working on. Then someone else could have picked up where you left off.”
“I still don’t understand why I’m here. Won’t they examine what I’m working on once they find out I’m missing?”
“No. I’ve gone to great lengths to make this as foolproof as possible. First off, you’re not missing. You wrote a letter that was left on your desk saying that you were stressed to the point of a breakdown. You needed some time away to save your sanity.”
“You don’t honestly think they’ll believe it, do you?”
“They already have. It was signed with your signature. I also sent similar letters to your family members. Your sister Susan and your parents Henry and Maria, both received a letter telling them of your need to ‘get away from it all’, and so they won’t be reporting you as missing.”
“How did you get that information? How do you know my family?” Luke asked with surprise.
“Oh Luke…,” Erica said with a sigh, “I was able to secure expert assistance. Money can buy just about anything. In any case… You vanished and I ‘liberated’ the one file with the audit material. While you could easily recreate it, no one else would know what to look for.”
“That file was on a protected server with redundant backups, you couldn’t possibly have deleted it.”
“Money Luke, money. The main file and the two backups are gone.”
“I still don’t understand why I’m here,” Luke said while shaking his head. “If you killed me, wouldn’t you be able to wipe the files anyway?”
“You really do have a death wish, don’t you Luke?” Erica said with a laugh. “Yes we could have killed you and erased the files, but we can’t erase the logs. That would send up red flags if you died. Then they would start digging. As it stands right now, they have your assistant covering your work until they can get a replacement. No one cares about what you were working on. You’re nothing but an afterthought to them now.”
“OK, you wanted to prevent me from exposing you and you’ve done that. Now what? You said you don’t want to kill me, but you can’t keep me here forever.”
“You’re right of course,” Erica said with a smile. “This is why I need something that I can use to keep you quiet.”
“Blackmail?” Luke questioned with a astonished look on his face. “You should know I have little in terms of cash or assets. Based on what you were embezzling my salary would be pocket change.”
“You need to open your mind Luke. I don’t want or need your money; I just need your silence and cooperation.”
Luke laughed out loud, “You can’t possibly expect me to keep covering your tracks once I get back. There is nothing to blackmail me with.”
“Yes, you’re right. Nothing in your personal life was at all useful for my purposes. I had people examine your background extensively and the worst I could find was a parking ticket. You lead a very boring life Luke.”
“Should I take that a compliment?”
“Perhaps. Since I couldn’t find anything in your past to use, I needed to create something. Had you been married I could’ve tried to get you to have an affair, but you’re not. You also don’t have kids. That made me ask the question… What could I use on a twenty-five year old junior accountant, who is clean as a whistle?”
“I’ll save you the trouble. There’s nothing you could make me do that I couldn’t just recant later,” Luke replied defiantly.
“Initially, that’s what I thought. So I had my ‘hired help’ think about it. They have�how can I put it�an ‘unconventional’ mindset. They look at things differently. However, true to their word, they did give me a few options. That’s why you’re here.”
“So, you’re going to torture me now, is that it?”
“You know what Luke? You almost have a darker mind than I do, I respect that,” Erica said approvingly. “However�to your question�no, I won’t be torturing you or anything like that at all. In fact, I won’t be forcing you to do anything. The choice will be entirely yours. Now of course, I don’t have to tell you that until you comply, you won’t be able to leave.”
“Of course,” Luke mocked in reply.
“Just so we’re clear, the float plane that dropped us here won’t land unless they get a specific signal from me. They’ll fly by once a week. Since only I know what that signal is, any attempt to attack me will fail. Even if you could overcome me, you’d never get out of here alive. Besides, I’m as big as you are and I’ve taken self-defense. Frankly, I probably work out more in the gym than you do.”
“So how long will you keep me here?”
“That’s entirely up to you Luke. You see, what I need is for you to learn a certain… behavior. Once you’ve done that, I’ll be able to record it. Then I’ll be able to use it to keep you quiet.”
“Like I said before, there’s nothing you can force me to do that I can’t recant later,” Luke said as he shook his head.
“Yes… there is. What’s the one thing that people look down on someone the most for? No matter how good a person is, what’s the one thing that will destroy them?”
Luke just shrugged his shoulders.
“Child porn.”
Luke laughed out loud. “Nice try, but I don’t have child porn nor have I ever even looked for it.”
“You’re right. While we considered planting some, the problem is that it’s too hard to create the outside links. We can’t just dump a pile of child porn on your machine, since investigators will look to see how it got there. That complicates matters.”
“But…?” Luke said slowly as he expected there would be something she would add.
“But,” Erica continued as she grinned at his premonition, “if you were in the videos, it would be hard to talk your way out of that, now wouldn’t it?”
“You can’t possibly expect me to have sex with kids. I’d rather die here.”
“Yes, I know. You’re far too ‘good’ a person to do that, so I needed something different. I asked myself… What kind of disturbing act could I get you to engage in that didn’t involve violating a child? I drew a blank. Then I asked some of the guys. While I can’t take credit for the idea, it is ingenious�”
“�Whatever it is, I won’t do it,” Luke interjected.
Ignoring his remark, Erica announced, “You’re going to be my daughter Allison’s new toilet.”
Luke didn’t understand what she was saying at all. “I don’t get it. Be her toilet?” he asked as he shook his head.
Erica laughed spontaneously. “Boy you are a naive one, aren’t you? As you obviously haven’t heard of scat play, it’s pretty simple. When my daughter needs to go to the washroom, she won’t be going in a toilet; she’ll be using your mouth.”
Luke opened his mouth with the intent of more verbal sparring, but this revelation completely blindsided him. He sat there with his mouth open as he tried to digest what she had said.
“Shall I take your silence and the blank look on your face to mean that I have your attention?”
“You can’t possibly expect me to do it,” Luke said in a serious tone.
“Maybe not… I can’t force you, no. While I could, it wouldn’t be worth anything since the video would show you were forced. No, I need you to do this willingly.”
“Not gonna happen…” Luke shook his head as he gave Erica an icy glare.
Ignoring his remark, she continued, “Starting today, you won’t be getting any solid food. You’ll get all the water you like and you’ll get a meal replacement shake every few days. But no solid food. The human body can last up to a month on water alone, although I would say three weeks given how scrawny you are. However, by supplementing your water intake, you should be able to survive on liquids indefinitely.”
“Are you kidding me?”
“Not at all. The only solid food you’ll get while you are here will be fed to you by my daughter. Once she has ‘broken’ you and turned you into her own personal toilet, that’s when we’ll start recording some video. It will show you willingly serving her. Once I have that footage, you’ll be free to go.”
“Why?” Luke asked in shock. “Why would you have your daughter do something like that?
“Simple. As an adult, if I tried to do this to you, people could dismiss it as fetish play. However, the depravity of locking your lips onto my daughter’s genitals would be inexcusable. You wouldn’t be able to talk your way out of it. You’d be branded a pervert for life if the video got out.”
The blood ran out of Luke’s face as Erica described this to him. All of a sudden, things had become much more serious.
“You’re pretty silent Luke; cat got your tongue?”
Luke remained quiet as he tried to work it out in his mind. How could he get out of this?
“Once we’re finished here, I’ll unchain your hands. The collar and shackles stay on until I’m sure that you won’t do anything stupid. Perhaps in a week you’ll understand there would be no point in trying to escape. You’d only die in the woods, or the water.”
“You would do this to your own daughter?” Luke asked with disbelief.
“Do what?” Erica chortled. “A ten-year-old girl will be using the mouth of an adult as her toilet. How does that hurt her?”
Luke pondered her statement, since she did have a point. The girl wouldn’t be doing more than what she would normally do on the toilet. If anything, she would be elevating herself above the person she was using.
“I’ve already explained it to her,” Erica continued. “In the beginning she was quite repulsed, but I made it clear why I needed her to do this.”
“I find it hard to believe that she agreed,” Luke said as he started to shake off some of the shock.
“Actually, she hasn’t used a normal toilet in a couple weeks. I bought a manikin and made a hole in its mouth. She uses that and then I remove the head from the body. I just tip the contents out through the neck and into a toilet. It’s a messy job, but it was my idea, so I have to be the one cleaning it.”
“Do you really expect me to do this with her?”
“Not right away. I told Ally that it would take some time for you to adjust. Until then she’ll keep using the manikin. You’d be surprised how hard it is to relax when you’re squatting over someone’s face. It took almost a week before she went number two.”
“You know I won’t do this…”
“Hunger can be a strong motivator Luke,” Erica said as she nodded in agreement with herself. “As the days pass and your hunger increases, the day will come when you’ll eat anything to stay alive. Think about it… The human digestive system isn’t one-hundred percent efficient. For example, I think everyone has seen corn in their poop. This means there are still available calories that someone could consume if they were… exceptionally hungry. The same goes for urine.”
Luke’s eyes became glazed and unfocused as he considered just what she was saying. Erica fully intended to make him do this one way or another. Although he tried to dig an alternative out of his mind, all he was coming up with was not to cooperate. That would be the only thing he could do. But how long could he survive like that?
“Hell, people become cannibals if they’re trapped without food for too long. If people are willing to eat human flesh to stay alive then this is child’s play.” Erica smiled at her pun, and then paused to see if Luke had anything else to say. “So, are you ready to give it a try?”
“Are you insane? Not a chance.” Luke said coldly.
“I thought as much. Suit yourself,” Erica said with a shrug of her shoulders. “From this point on, I won’t ask you again. You know what you need to do, so when you’re ready, let me know.”
“I’d rather starve,” Luke reaffirmed defiantly.
“Oh, one last thing… If you do or say anything,” Erica said as she strongly emphasized the word ‘anything’, “that hurts or upsets Ally in any way, I will kill you in a very slow and painful manner. Make no mistake. While I’d prefer not to use my ‘plan b’, I won’t hesitate to end your life if you mistreat my daughter. Understood?”
“While you may be willing to exploit your daughter for your own perverse schemes, I have no intention of lowering myself to your level. If you did your homework, you should know I’d never hurt a child.”
“Of course I do. I would never risk my daughter’s safety otherwise. I just needed to say it so we’re perfectly clear on the matter. I’m going to take off your wrist shackles now. The leg ones will stay on for few more days. The chain attached to your collar will stay on for a week or so. Once you’re weak enough from lack of food, I’ll remove it.”
“You have this all planned out, don’t you?”
“Of course. We did two rehearsal runs before we kidnapped you. Nothing was left to chance. Anyway, there’s enough slack on your chain to get to the en-suite washroom and there is a cup on the counter you can use to drink with. If you want to shower, there are towels in there too. Any questions?”
“Yeah, how do you sleep at night?”
Erica smiled; then she turned and walked away.
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Luke found himself left alone his own for the most part. Erica was at least considerate enough to have left a few boxes of books in the room, so he had something to read to pass the time. There was also a pen and a blank journal, which he made some notes in. Mainly he just tried to keep track of each day so he would know how long he had been there. Although he did begin to make some notes about his thoughts. Between looking out the window and reading, he spent most of his time trying to figure out how to survive this. He spent the rest of the time on the floor lying on his thin mattress as he gazed at the ceiling with a blank look on his face.
Five days later, Erica removed his leg shackles. “There you go. How does that feel?”
“How do you think?” Luke spat back. His hunger had made him cranky.
“Well, if you don’t need anything, I’ll be on my way.”
Luke stared angrily at her as she exited the room, although it was only for appearance. His eyes dropped to the floor once she left and he was alone again.
Every now and then, he would hear Allison’s voice in the hall. Although he saw her on the plane, he hadn’t seen her since they landed. She appeared to be ten-years-old and looked like a younger version of her mother.
On the tenth day, Erica visited Luke once more. “I have good news. Since it seems you’re behaving, I’m going to take off your neck chain. Let’s be very clear about this. You get this freedom in exchange for your word you won’t do anything stupid. If I have to put this back on you for any reason, it won’t be coming off again. So, are you going to behave?”
Luke looked up at her through defeated eyes and just nodded. He had no fight left in him now and she knew it.
“Excellent, there you go,” she said as she removed his collar. “Three rules. First, never leave the house without permission. We do get bears occasionally and I would prefer not to see you killed by your own stupidity. Second, do not attempt to open up the fridge or pantry. They are locked, and if you try to open them, the chain goes back on. Third, you will be polite, especially in the presence of Ally. You start mouthing off and the chain goes back on. Understood?”
Luke nodded again.
Without saying anything further, Erica left the chain in the corner. Then she walked out.
For his part, despite his freedom, Luke stayed in his room. The lack of food had made him become meek and afraid. He wasn’t sure what he was afraid of, he just felt afraid.
With each passing day, Luke was becoming more lethargic and weak. Despite receiving meal replacement shakes every third day; he was losing weight and had no energy at all. He also felt depressed at the fact he was in this no-win situation. What bothered him the most was that his mind began to consider doing what Erica asked. He started to wonder what it would be like to consume the girl’s bodily wastes. How sick would it make him? Would it help his hunger? Or would he just throw it up again?
For the next few days, he found himself constantly dwelling on it, although this happened most often in his dreams. Or nightmares depending on the perspective. He imagined himself on his back, looking up, watching the girl as she lowered herself to his mouth. Normally, he would find the thought repulsive and try to think about something else. However, his mind would soon drift back to what Erica wanted. Day after day, these thoughts tormented him incessantly.
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At the start of the third week, Luke walked down to the living area. Leaning a hand against a wall for support, he slowly made his way down the hall, then turned and found himself in the living room. He saw Erica sitting in a recliner with her shoes off and reading a book, while her daughter Allison was at the kitchen table doing some kind of craft.
“Well, look who decided to pay us a visit. Have a seat Luke, you look tired.”
Accepting her invitation, Luke sat down.
Erica went back to reading her book, seemingly uninterested in why Luke decided to come out.
“Erica?” Luke asked quietly.
Dipping her book down, Erica lifted her head up and waited for what he had to say.
“Could I talk to Allison?”
“Go ahead, she’s right over there,” Erica said casually.
“No, I mean… could I talk to her alone?”
Erica raised her eyebrows for a moment as she considered his request. However, given his weakened state, she didn’t feel he posed a threat. “Ally?” Erica called out to her daughter.
“Yeah?” the young girl replied without looking up.
“Come here please.” Waiting until the girl was standing a few feet away, Erica announced, “Luke wants to talk with you. Why don’t you two go on the porch where I can keep an eye on you.”
“OK,” Allison chirped as she headed to the door without waiting for Luke.
Luke got up slowly and followed her outside. Since Allison was sitting on the only chair, he eased himself down onto the floor and leaned his back against a support beam. With only five feet separating them, he began to speak. “So… you know what you mother wants me to do, yeah?”
Allison nodded contentedly as she swung her feet under the chair.
“Did she say why she wants you to do it?”
“She said I need to do it so she won’t go to jail.”
Luke sighed. Given how Erica had conditioned the girl to accept this, there was no way he could convince her to reject her mother’s wishes. No child would ever do anything that would see their parent taken away. His thoughts to try to reason with her vanished. Instead, Luke decided to be painfully honest with her. “I’m really hungry; I haven’t eaten since I got here.”
“I know, but mommy said you can’t eat food or you won’t eat my poo.”
Luke shuddered slightly at how nonchalantly Allison spoke about this action. “Can I tell you a secret?” Luke said in a lowered voice.
“What?” Allison asked quietly as she leaned forward.
“I’m scared,” Luke whispered before dropping his head down.
“Scared of what?” Allison said as her voice returned to a normal level.
“Scared of being your toilet,” he spoke into his chest.
“Don’t be scared, I won’t hurt you,” Allison said innocently, not understanding Luke’s fear.
“I want to do it, but I don’t want to do it,” Luke said in a confusing way. “It’s just that I’m so hungry, but I’m scared.” While Luke wouldn’t normally be acting this way, the hunger had made him meek and anxious. His thoughts were jumbled.
Allison found she could understand the way Luke was talking. In a way, he was almost acting the same age as she was. She could relate to that. “What if we do a little at a time? Maybe you can just drink my pee and see if you like it.”
Luke was going to say that he would never like drinking her urine, but he decided not to complicate matters.
“Com’on,” Allison said assertively as she stood up and took Luke by the hand, “I’ll pee in a cup and you can try it, OK?”
While Luke didn’t want to do it, he was too weak to resist. Allowing the young girl to pull him to his feet, he let Allison lead him away.
Once inside the house, Allison announced, “Mommy? He’s gonna try, OK?”
With a satisfied smile, Erica replied, “That’s fine dear.” She knew it would only be a matter of time before Luke couldn’t take it anymore. It was endearing how her daughter was leading Luke by the hand. He was beaten. While she had hoped it would have happened sooner, three weeks wasn’t unreasonable.
Pulling Luke to his bathroom, she let go of his hand when she entered. Stepping out of her flip-flops, she lifted up her skirt and pushed her panties to the floor. After stepping out of them, she grabbed the cup off the counter and walked to the toilet. As she sat down she said, “Mommy said I should do this first. That way you don’t make a mess.” With that said, she put the cup underneath her vagina and began to pee.
Luke heard the unmistakable hissing sound from the young girl, then at a point he heard urine splashing into the toilet bowl.
“You don’t have to drink it all to start,” She said matter-of-factly as she carefully placed the cup full of urine on the counter. Then using some toilet tissue she dabbed at her vagina and then put back on her panties.
Luke stared at the clear plastic cup. It now had a pale yellow tint from the urine within it.
“Try and drink some,” Allison said as she moved to the door and stepped into her flip-flops. “I’ll come back later,” she added as she walked out of the room with a bit of a skip in her step.
Still staring at the cup, Luke shook his head to clear his thoughts. Moving over to the toilet, he sat down without bothering to lower the toilet seat cover. He figured it would be best to have it open in case he was sick. As he lifted up the cup, he was a bit surprised at the warmth of it. Raising the cup to his nose, he inhaled the bitter aroma as he wrinkled his nose. With a sad frown on his face, knowing what he was about to do, he closed his eyes and brought the cup to his lips. His hand trembled as he tipped the cup towards his mouth.
As urine poured across his tongue, he immediately tasted ammonia and salt, but he also tasted a tiny bit of sweet as well. Girding himself, he forced the fluid down his throat. Retching a couple times, he finally had the first mouthful down. Taking a deep breath, he could feel her urine as it coated his esophagus and assaulted his stomach.
Pausing, he realized that he would never be the same now. He was going down a road that would ultimately lead to a level of subservience he never thought possible. Raising the cup back to his lips, he took another swig, again gagging as he forced the vile liquid into his stomach. He repeated this a few times, but was unable to get more than half of the cup empty before he started to feel sick. He dumped the rest into the toilet and then rinsed the cup, then filled it with water so he could drink and clear the horrid taste from his mouth.
After doing this, Luke remained in his room, too ashamed to face the girl and woman knowing that they both knew what he did.
A few hours later Allison came into his room. “I gotta go, I’m just gonna go in your cup OK?” Without stopping, she went straight into his washroom, filled his cup, and then left without saying anything further.
Luke went into the washroom, and with a resigned sigh, he picked up the cup and began to drink. While it didn’t go down easy, he was able to drink a bit more than he had before.
He had to.
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Over the next few days, Luke watched as Allison filled his cup roughly six times a day. Then he would drink it, although he did throw up a few times during his attempts. Nevertheless, he was able to drink more each time, until one day when he drank a whole cup without puking. After he consumed a few more cups without incident, he felt he was ready to go all the way. His spirit was broken. There was no point in resisting anymore. He would let the young girl make him into her toilet. He would let her use him in a way he had never imagined.
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A week after Luke’s first drink of her urine, the next time she entered his room to fill his cup, he called out to her, “Ally?”
“Yeah?” she said as she stopped walking.
“I think I’m ready to let you pee in my mouth instead of the cup. I’m just a bit scared though. Will you try and go slow?”
“OK,” she said with a smile as she went to Luke and pulled him by the hand into the washroom. “Lie down,” she said as she stepped out of her flip-flops. “I’ll hold your hand so you won’t be scared…,” she added as she casually pushed her panties down and kicked them away.
Luke nodded, then lay down on the floor and waited.
Allison walked over and stood with a bare foot on either side of his head as she squatted down. “Open your mouth so I can get in the right place,” Allison instructed as she quickly seated her smooth vagina on his mouth. While it felt weird doing this on a man instead of a manikin, it still was oddly familiar. Now in position, she reached down and pulled his right hand up into her lap, then laced her fingers with his. “Ready?”
When Luke felt the young girl seal her pussy to his mouth, he found himself in disbelief that he could ever do such a thing. It wasn’t even the sexual element of his mouth on her genitals, but the fact she was about to urinate into his mouth. With a defeated look on his face, he nodded slowly and prepared himself for what would soon come. After a brief pause, he felt a trickle of fluid dribble into his mouth. As he was taking his first swallow, the flow increased exponentially and he put everything out of his head to focus on swallowing. In a way, this was easier than drinking from the cup since he wasn’t thinking about the taste. He was more concerned with the volume. Since his attention was just on swallowing, he was a bit surprised when it was all over.
“See!” Allison said eagerly, “I knew you could do it. My pee tastes good right?”
Luke just nodded since she was still sitting on his mouth. While he didn’t want to lie about the taste, he felt it best that she be pleased with him. The last thing he wanted was to make her upset. Erica would not be pleased if that happened and he didn’t want to take the chance.
“Mommy says you gotta lick me clean too,” Allison said casually as she remained seated on Luke’s face. She was surprised that this wasn’t much different than using the manikin, although his lips were warm and his face felt comfortable to sit on. It was nice not having to use toilet paper, especially since his tongue felt so soft and warm.
Without protest, Luke dragged his tongue across her sex and collected any stray drops.
“See? That wasn’t so hard,” Allison said as she stood up. “Now we can do this every time, OK?” She was happy that she was winning him over. Her main desire was to be sure her mother wouldn’t go to jail. The better he got at this, the safer her mother would be.
Luke stayed silent when Allison stood up off his face. As she nonchalantly put on her panties and flip-flops, he laid still, considering what had just happened.
“See ya,” Allison chirped as she skipped out of the room.
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Erica started to give him meal replacement shakes every second day instead of every third day as a reward for his progress. “Ally says you’ve been serving her well, so here is your reward,” she said as she handed him the bottle. “Once we’re ready to start recording video, I’ll give you one of these every day.”
Luke didn’t reply, instead taking the bottle and drinking it right away. He then went to the washroom and added some water so he could get every drop of nourishment from it. Each bottle was only a few hundred calories, so he couldn’t afford to waste a single drop.
“Have you considered when you want to take the next step?”
Luke shook his head without making eye contact.
“Just remember, the sooner you start, the sooner we leave.” Walking out of the room Erica smiled to herself with the knowledge that her plan was working.
###
If Luke was recording the days in his journal accurately, twenty-eight days had passed when he decided that it was time to take the final step. Over the last few days, he had fully adjusted to being Ally’s urinal. She would simply come into his room, slip off her flip-flops, push down her panties and silently wait for him to lie down. They didn’t go into the bathroom anymore, which was actually more comfortable for him since the bedroom floor had carpeting.
It didn’t matter what time of the day or night it was. A few times, he would be asleep and Ally would come in wearing her nightgown in the middle of the night. Using her foot, she would gently shake his face until he woke up. Then, once he got his bearings, he would see Ally’s panty-less crotch over his face. Opening his mouth was his sign for her to proceed, and she would do just that. After giving him her pee, she would wait for him to lick her clean. Then she would get up and quietly pad her bare feet back to bed.
Each time Luke consumed a load of Allison’s urine, he would look into her eyes. He could see that she was happy with what she was doing. As she gently held onto his head for balance, she would often absent-mindedly run her fingers through his hair as she peed in his mouth. Then she would stand up, thank him and be on her way.
What Luke actually appreciated about drinking her urine, is that it took away his hunger. Of course, it did this by making his stomach unsettled, but it was still not as bad as the hunger felt. In time, he even began to look forward to it for that reason alone.
After Luke had finished swallowing her urine and licking her clean, he spoke to her as she stood up. “Ally?”
“Yeah?”
“Did you want to try… yuno?”
“What?”
“Yuno, doing number two…”
Allison finally understood what he was hinting at. “Oh that! OK, but not now since I don’t gotta go. Next time I’ll save it for you, OK?” she said as she left his room.
###
Later that day, Allison felt the rumble that only meant one thing. As she entered Luke’s room, she found him asleep in bed. This wasn’t too surprising since he seemed tired every time she saw him. After stepping out of her flip-flops, she gave Luke’s face a push with her foot, and then called his name.
As he opened his eyes, Luke could see Allison was there. Initially he was a bit disoriented and unsure of what she wanted.
“Hurry up, I gotta go.” Allison said as she pulled at Luke’s hand to get him out of bed. “We’ll do it in the washroom OK?” she said as she pulled him inside. Shoving down her panties, she stood and waited for Luke to lie down. “Mommy said not to do it in the cup since it’ll smell and you won’t wanna eat it.” Then she absent-mindedly added, “I gotta pee first.”
Mouth open and waiting, Luke gazed up and the small pussy descended to his lips as it had so many times before. Each time he watched it lower to his face he would always find it so hard to balance the innocence of the hairless vagina with what it was about to do to him. He had long since stopped feeling like a pervert. Given the circumstances, he had no reasons to feel guilty. She was the one pressing her vagina onto his mouth; it’s not as if he was the one who wanted it.
Allison started to pee the moment she felt her vagina was in the right place. She was also able to feel her way into position without having to look underneath herself. With her bladder’s contents safely in Luke’s stomach, she said, “Mommy said you should put this on.” She handed him a swimmer’s nose pinch.
With the knowledge of what was to happen now clear to him, Luke weakly said, “Just do a small bit. I don’t know if I can do this.” Putting on the nose pinch as instructed, he waited. He wasn’t sure why he needed to wear it, but he really didn’t care. All that mattered was that he was voluntarily allowing a ten-year-old girl to shit in his mouth. Although he had been drinking her piss exclusively, he was still beyond belief that he was about to go through with this.
“I can’t really see, put your mouth there OK?” she said as she lowered her bottom to his face.
Doing as instructed, Luke fastened his lips to her anus when she hovered above his face, then stayed in place as she eased herself down and settled her full weight onto his face. Now all he had to do was wait. The room was silent as he listened to the young girl breathing deeply. Then he heard her take a sharp intake of breath and hold it. Almost immediately, he felt her anus begin to bulge. With panic in his eyes, Luke wished he could have seen her face so she would know he was fearful, but her skirt was in the way.
“Here it comes…,” Allison announced in a childish voice that belied what it was she was describing.
Luke had no idea what to expect, which was logical given what he was about to undergo. Nothing can prepare a person who is about to allow someone else to shit into their mouth. The moment arrived with little fanfare as her rosebud opened and a small column of feces began to ease its way out. Immediately his mind imploded. The taste was so vile that it was indescribable. His stomach began to violently rock and heave as her small bowel movement lazily crawled into his mouth.
“Mommy said you might be like this,” Allison said as she forcefully gripped his head so she didn’t break the connection with his mouth. “Just swallow it,” she said with urgency.
As much as he wanted to, he couldn’t make his mouth initiate a swallowing motion. He tried, but nothing happened.
“Hurry up;” Allison admonished him, “I gotta go more.”
Despite his best efforts, it just wasn’t possible. He wanted to ask Allison to do the rest in the toilet, but she had other plans.
“Here it comes…”
As her anus again bulged, more shit entered into his mouth. While Luke tried moaning, it was hard to do with his mouth sealed to her ass. The nose pinch meant he wasn’t breathing either. As such, he needed to turn his head slightly to break the seal and exchange air. His mouth continued to fill and soon it was packed with the young girl’s shit. It was a minor miracle that she didn’t have more than what his mouth could hold.
With her bowels empty, she stood up. Without looking down at Luke, she grabbed toilet paper, wiped herself and then tossed the used paper in the toilet. “Try to eat it, OK?” she said as she strolled out.
Lying on the bathroom floor with a mouthful of shit, Luke continued to gag and heave. No matter what he did, it was impossible to swallow. His brain just wouldn’t process the command. Sitting up, he spat out the contents of his mouth into the toilet. Still on his knees in front of the bowl, he began to sob. He was so utterly ashamed and humiliated. Pulling off the nose pinch, he immediately knew why Erica had him wear it. The smell in his mouth assaulted his nose and made him feel even sicker.
After flushing the toilet, he rinsed his mouth out with water, but he could still taste it. Frankly, he didn’t think he would ever get the taste out of his mouth. Walking slowly to his bed, Luke lay down and tried to forget what he had undergone.
###
“I gotta pee,” Allison announced as she entered Luke’s bedroom a couple hours later.
Luke was now sitting on the floor reading a book as he often did to pass the time. Looking up from his novel, he didn’t verbally respond. Instead, he just lay down on the rug as he normally did.
As was ‘normal’ for them now, Allison treated his mouth as a urinal and effortlessly gave him the contents of her bladder. Once done she would wait for him to lick her clean, then she would put on her panties, thank him and walk away as if this was the most natural thing in the world.
To Ally, it was.
###
It wasn’t until the next day, after she had dinner, when Allison felt the need to evacuate her bowels. “Luke, I gotta go number two again,” she said as she entered his room.
With his head bowed in defeat, Luke walked to the washroom and lay down. As before, she pissed in his mouth first. Then, without prompting, Luke secured his mouth over her anus and waited.
“I’ll go slow this time,” Allison said as she began to push.
As before, Luke felt the girl’s ass as it gently pressed downwards and began to expel its putrid contents. Also, as before, he began to heave as he shit entered his mouth. This time though she only deposited a small piece in his mouth before stopping.
Standing up, Allison did as her mother suggested for this time and stopped after giving him a little bit in his mouth. Now she was supposed to wait until he swallowed it. Kneeling behind him on the bathmat, Allison looked down at the man whose eyes were wide in panic. “Shhh…,” she said as she stroked his head, “just swallow.”
Looking up at the girl, who was upside down in his view, Luke heard her try and relax him. In a way, it was very… strange. Here he was, an adult man being comforted by a ten-year-old girl, who was trying to help him swallow her shit. Tears were flowing from the corners of his eyes in a natural reaction to the taste.
Allison was still a bit worried about all this. Her mother told her how important it was to have Luke do this. Yet she also found herself feeling sorry for Luke. It had to be awful to have to eat poo. She never wanted to hurt him, or anyone for that matter. Stroking his throat, she hoped this would encourage a swallow. “Just swallow; do it for me,” she said softly.
Luke began to calm down a bit as Allison comforted him. He slowed his breathing and was almost able to stop the involuntary heaving. She was now stroking his throat and encouraging him, which was surprisingly starting to work. Luke locked his gaze on hers, and as she looked deeply into his eyes, he made the attempt. With a grimace, he pushed the small lump to the back of his mouth and then swallowed. His eyes grew wide as the lump made its way down his throat, and then they relaxed as he realized he had done it. He had finally swallowed it.
“See?” Allison said calmly as she continued to stroke his neck, “I knew you could do it if you tried.” After a pause, she added with regret, “I’m sorry about yesterday.”
“Why?” Luke managed to say as he tried not to let the lump in this stomach come back up again.
“Mommy said to do it all at once. I didn’t like it, so I told her I don’t wanna do that anymore.”
Managing a small smile, Luke tried to impart that he appreciated that she was being considerate given how traumatic this was for him. “Thank you.”
“Wanna try some more?” Allison asked, still not fully aware how hard this was for him.
Letting out a sigh of resignation, Luke pondered her query. While he felt sick and didn’t want to do more, it would only prolong his stay if he were unable to eat more than a bite at a time. “Maybe just a little…”
Her face bursting into a smile, Allison quickly stood up and settled herself back down onto his mouth with a pleasured sigh. “Ready?” she asked, although she didn’t wait for a reply. Giving her bowels a push, she felt more of her poo enter his mouth.
When Luke felt the second piece enter his mouth, he started to gag, but it wasn’t nearly as bad as before. It seemed like he needed to get past the psychological roadblock in his mind. Once he swallowed that first piece, he had become her full toilet. There was no turning back now.
Although it was hard to judge, Allison did her best to give Luke more this time without overwhelming him. Pinching off this second piece, she again got up and turned around to look at his face. Seeing him struggle as before, she again stroked his face and throat as Luke tried to swallow.
As Luke looked up at Allison this time, something changed. He was making the effort to swallow not because Erica wanted him to do it, but because Allison wanted him to do it. While it was true that Allison was only doing it because of her mother, he didn’t care about that anymore. For the first time in weeks, someone was actually being nice to him. While he may not have liked what he was doing, he found himself wanting to make Allison happy. He wanted to see her smile at him again.
With effort, he began to swallow. Since this piece was bigger, he needed to swallow twice to get it all down. Once complete he again sat gasping for breath.
“More?” Allison asked.
Luke shook his head. “I can’t do any more right now. I don’t want to be sick.”
“OK,” Allison said as she got up and grabbed some toilet paper to wipe herself. After tossing it in the bowl she added, “I don’t gotta do the rest now; I’ll save it for later.” Turning away, she walked out.
Still lying on his back, Luke stayed that way for some time as he tried not to get sick. It was roughly ten minutes before his stomach calmed down to the point where he could get up again. When he did, the room seemed to spin a bit, so he reached out to steady himself on the bathroom counter. Grabbing his cup, he took a drink of water, but it didn’t do much to remove the taste in his mouth. Walking back out, he returned to his bed and lay down.
True to her word, Allison walked into Luke’s room just over an hour later. Seeing he was sleeping in bed, she decided not to wake him and instead left again. She was feeling bad for him to needing to do this, but she knew she had to do it to protect her mommy.
###
A couple hours later Luke awoke. His stomach felt like someone had kicked it. Slowly standing, he made his way to the washroom to get a drink of water.
“Hey,” Allison said from behind Luke, “I heard you get up.”
Turning around he saw the young girl, standing at the doorway with her feet together. He saw her flip-flops and panties were on the floor behind her, which meant she was here to use his mouth. “Hi,” Luke said quietly.
“Can you eat more?” she asked casually.
Letting out a sigh, Luke didn’t reply but instead just lay down on his back with his mouth open. He waited with glazed eyes for what was to come.
Seeing Luke was willing to accept more of her waste, she stood astride his head and lowered herself down. As was usual, she always peed first.
With her hairless pussy on his mouth, he readied himself for the onslaught. It didn’t take long. As he looked up at her, he felt her piss gush into his mouth. In a fortunate development, she didn’t have as much as she did normally.
While she emptied her bladder she casually brushed back Luke’s hair with her hands as she smiled down at him. It was partly to give her something to do and partly to try and make him feel better. Once she had finished peeing, she shifted her body forward slightly to connect her bottom hole with his mouth.
When Luke felt her settle her ass onto his mouth, he readied himself for her shit. Unlike before, she didn’t announce it. So his only warning was the pressing of her rosebud into his mouth. As he expected, once her shit entered his mouth his stomach involuntarily heaved in anticipation of what it would be soon enduring.
“Shhh…” Allison said calmly to Luke while stroking his hair, as she continued to push a nice sized mouthful of her poo into his mouth.
Luke again fought to force it down his throat. While previously she had gotten up off him, this time she raised her skirt and leaned forward so she could see his face without getting up. He stared up at her with wide eyes, fighting the urge to spit out what she had given him.
“Lick me when you want more,” Allison instructed quietly.
Frankly, Luke didn’t know if he would be able to tolerate more, but feeling her hands on his head casually tousling his hair helped to distract him. He kept his focus on her instead of what was in his mouth. Soon he had swallowed the three times necessary to clear his mouth and was licking at her hole so she would deliver more.
Allison felt the tongue on her bottom hole. Letting out a graceful sigh, she leaned back and began to push again, as her skirt slipped over his head. She could hear Luke begin to gag as she went poo in his mouth. Although she knew she had to do this, she still hoped that he would get used to eating her poop. It would be much easier for her to go potty if it didn’t seem like he would be sick all the time.
With another piece of shit entering Luke’s mouth, he reached his hands up so he could push her skirt out of the way. He needed eye contact with her. Looking into her eyes was a key distraction for him. Once she pinched off this latest piece, Luke again began the arduous task of flushing it into his stomach. Even though he felt like he couldn’t handle any more, he decided to push himself further as a means to make progress. After licking her rosebud once again, he waited for the third piece.
Beaming down at Luke, Allison again began to push. She was happy that he was taking a third mouthful this time, since he only took two mouthfuls the last time. Although he still had difficulty, at least he was making progress.
Luke could only eat the three pieces, but it was still an improvement.
###
Over the next week, Luke did his best to serve as Ally’s toilet, but he was still unable to consume her entire bowel movement. When he got halfway, he would find himself too sick to continue. He decided to ask Erica for some help. “Erica?” Luke asked as he sat down across from her in the living room.
“Hmmm?” she casually replied.
“Do you have any Gravol?”
“Why, going on a cruise?” she said with a chuckle.
“No, it’s just that Gravol can help with nausea.” Luke paused, and then continued with emotion leaking into his voice. “I’m trying Erica, really I am. It’s just so hard. I thought maybe with Gravol I wouldn’t get as sick.”
“Calm down Luke, not in front of Ally,” she said as she lowered her voice and glanced toward her daughter in the kitchen. “I hadn’t thought of Gravol, but if you think it will help, I’ll have them put some in our next food drop. You’re lucky… We only planned one supply drop a month, but the next one will be on Saturday. So you’ll have your Gravol tomorrow.”
“Thank you.”
“Keep trying. Ally seems happy. When Ally is happy, I’m happy.”
Luke nodded, then stood back up and slowly went to his bedroom. In the background, he could hear Erica as she began to talk on her satellite phone. Although he had once considered trying to use it when Erica wasn’t looking, she told him when he looked at it that it was password protected. No matter, he had pretty much given up on escaping by that point.
###
The next morning, Erica found him reading in his usual corner by the window. “Here you go,” she said as she dropped a couple packages on the bed. “There are two types, one you swallow and one a suppository. That one is supposedly stronger, and since it’s in your butt, you can’t puke it up. So the choice is yours. Oh and one of the guys suggested this,” she said as she dropped a small spray bottle beside the packages.
“What is it?”
“Sore throat spray. It’s supposed to numb your mouth and throat a bit, maybe that will help. Anyway, try it if you want.”
“Thank you.”
Erica nodded at him as she turned to walk away.
Knowing that Ally usually had to ‘unload’ after dinner, Luke decided to use a suppository just before then. He felt that this would give him the best chance for success. Reading the label for the sore throat spray, it seemed to be phenol-based. No matter, he would use whatever he could if it helped him swallow Ally’s waste. During the afternoon, Luke took a couple loads of Ally’s urine, but dinner worried him the most.
“Luke?” Ally said in singsong voice as she came down the hall.
Hearing Ally’s voice, Luke made his way to the washroom. He saw no point in waiting since he knew what was coming. Sitting on the floor, he saw the young girl as she stopped at the entrance to step out of her flip-flops.
“Your mother got me some things to help me eat your poo better,” Luke said with a small smile.
“Really?!” she replied excitedly as she casually stepped out of her panties like this was the most normal thing in the world.
Luke nodded. “Yeah, although I still want you to go slow please.”
“OK,” she acknowledged as she walked up to him. Without waiting for him to lie down, she pressed back on his shoulders until he was on his back. Straddling his head, she lowered herself onto his mouth to give him her pee.
As urine gushed into Luke’s mouth, he swallowed rapidly. Since he had been proficient as a urinal for her, there was no worry of gagging or needing to stop. Furthermore, after drinking so much of her urine, he no longer found the taste offensive.
Ally looked down as Luke swallowed her pee. She was amazed at how quickly he had learned to drink it without getting sick. To her that could only mean that he really liked her, and her pee. Once she was empty, she waited for him to lick her clean, and then shifted herself forward. “Ready?” she asked him this time; hopeful he could eat more than he had before.
“Mmmm,” Luke moaned in reply. Immediately he heard Ally grunt and bear down as her rosebud blossomed. The column of shit that entered his mouth didn’t seem to be causing as much distress to him as before. Perhaps the Gravol and the spray were helping. After she pinched off her shit, he went to work masticating it and delivering it to his stomach. While his stomach still did heave, it wasn’t as bad as it had been. Like in the past, he licked at her anus to indicate he was ready for more.
With a push, Ally again delivered more of her digested food into Luke’s mouth. As she bent down to watch his face, she noticed he wasn’t in as much distress as before. While it still was hard for him, she didn’t feel like he was about to be sick at any moment as he was before. She felt good about that.
Having sucked down her second mouthful, he licked at Ally again, and again he received a mouthful of her crap. In a strange way, he was beginning to think about this as something that he wanted to do. Instead of feeling as if he was forcing himself, he was trying to convince his mind that this was just a food that he needed to eat to survive. With each lick of her bum hole, she fed him more. While his stomach still heaved and while he still gagged with each mouthful, he somehow managed to empty her completely.
“You did it, you ate it all!” Ally said happily. “See? I knew you could do it. Make sure you clean me good so I don’t gotta wipe,” she added as she continued to relax on his face while absent-mindedly tousling his hair.
Once Luke has licked her ass spotless, he moaned and nodded his head to indicate he was done.
“Wow!” Ally said, “We gotta tell mommy! Com’on!” Allison said as she pulled Luke off the floor by the hand and led him back to the living room without even stopping to put on her panties or flip-flops.
The trip down the hall upset Luke’s stomach a bit since she was pulling him faster than he would normally walk, especially after what he had eaten.
“Mommy! I did it! He ate it all!” Allison gushed as soon as she could see her mother.
“Good girl Ally! I’m so proud of you,” Erica said as she smiled at her daughter.
Allison beamed with pride upon hearing her mother’s praise. “How much more do I gotta do it for?”
“It depends… Luke needs to be a proper potty for you. That means he needs to do it every time without any gagging. He needs to like that you make him do it. It needs to be something that feels natural to the both of you. When that happens, we’ll be ready.”
Allison let go of Luke’s hand and returned to the bedroom to get her forgotten underwear and shoes.
“Why don’t you have a seat Luke?” Erica asked.
Sitting slowly so as to not further disturb the contents of his stomach, Luke complied.
“Oh how the mighty have fallen, wouldn’t you say?” Erica said with a smirk on her face. “So I guess I’m not insane after all, am I?” she added in reference to his initial remarks that she was insane for suggesting that he go through with it.
Luke had been hanging his head, unwilling to look Erica in the eyes. Tilting his head up, with a defeated look on his face he replied, “You win Erica. You win. I couldn’t take it anymore. The hunger was killing me.”
“You don’t look so good Luke, perhaps you should go lay down and rest. I’d hate to see you get sick,” Erica said in a sardonic manner.
Luke wanted to berate her verbally, but he felt it would take too much energy. She was right in part; he didn’t feel well. His stomach was having difficulty adapting to feces being the only solid food he would eat. While previous partial attempts were also unsettling, he had eaten more than twice as much as he had eaten in previous attempts. More importantly, he was keeping it down.
“How does it feel?” Erica asked him in a hushed voice so her daughter couldn’t hear her.
“How does what feel?”
“How does it feel to be her toilet?
Luke narrowed his eyes at Erica. What did he expect him to say? That he loved it and wished the girl needed to crap more often? Despite wanting to get angry, he didn’t have the energy for it. “How do you think it feels?” he replied coldly.
“I couldn’t imagine doing it myself. I’d rather starve.” Erica paused to consider her next remark. “In a way I admire you Luke. You may find it hard to believe, but I never expected you to do this. Can I be honest with you?”
Luke nodded.
“I fully expected that you’d die. While I hope you won’t find this too macabre, I actually had the guys dig a grave in the woods before we arrived. That’s how certain I was that you would refuse to go through with this.”
Luke raised his eyebrows briefly at this revelation. “I’m sorry to have disappointed you.”
“Oh don’t apologize,” Erica replied, “if anything I find this all fascinating. Sure I’ve heard about people doing this, but I never thought I would meet someone who actually did.”
“It’s not like I had much of a choice.”
“I know, and it’s unfortunate things had to be this way. You have to understand, I couldn’t let you uncover what I had been doing.”
“Aren’t you worried someone else might start digging?”
“Not anymore. After we examined your file, I was able to see the mistakes I made in covering it up. That’s been taken care of.”
“I see…,” Luke replied in a cool tone.
“What does it taste like? Will you be able to get used to it?”
“What do you think it tastes like?” Luke asked irately. “It tastes like shit. Just imagine the worst thing you have ever tasted, and then imagine eating that when it has gone rotten.”
Erica shuddered at his description.
“I don’t know if I’ll ever get used to it. But can I tell you something?”
“What?”
“I’m starting to like Ally.”
Erica’s eyes began to show anger…
Seeing that Erica was taking his remarks the wrong way, he quickly spoke up, “No, not like that! I mean, we’ve bonded. Even though I have to do this horrible thing, she seems to understand how hard it is for me.”
Erica’s tension dissipated when Luke clarified his remarks.
Luke continued, “She’s actually been very nice to me. Compassionate even. I think that’s the only reason why I’ve been able to do it. In the beginning I was doing it because you demanded it, but that’s not why I’m doing it now.”
Erica was puzzled. “So why are you doing it?”
“Because Ally wants me to. She needs me to do this to protect you, but she knows it’s a sacrifice for me. Even still, I’m doing this for her, not you.”
“Well Luke, I don’t say this very often, but you’ve surprised me. I never expected to hear that from you.” Erica said as she found herself amazed at the direction the conversation was going.
“If Ally was mean and vicious about this or if she humiliated me, then I wouldn’t be sitting here. I’d probably be starving in my room as I waited to die.”
“I know it seems strange, but to be honest I’m actually happy you’re getting along with her. It’s better for the both of you this way,” Erica said with satisfaction. “In fact, I’m going to reward you. Remember when I said I would increase you to daily shakes when we started to record video? Well since you are getting along so well with Ally, I’m going to start with daily shakes tomorrow.”
“Thank you,” Luke said meekly.
“Now since Ally usually has to ‘go’ after dinner, I’ll make sure you get your shake around lunch so you won’t have an upset stomach when you drink it.”
“Thanks.”
“By the way, you don’t have to hide in your room all the time. You can sit out here with us if you like. So long as you are available when Ally needs you, that’s all that matters.”
Luke nodded. While Erika had mentioned it before, Luke decided against it since he still felt ashamed of what he was doing.
###
With Luke able to consume every drop of Ally’s waste, he was her personal toilet now. While he still wasn’t good enough to make it appear that he could do this without heaving, he was improving with each passing day. Urine was no trouble; it was her shit that gave him trouble. Little by little, he improved, until two weeks of daily feedings later it happened. He devoured Ally’s shit without gagging or heaving once. “Hey Ally,” Luke said after he finished tonguing her hole clean.
“Yeah?” Ally asked as she pulled on her panties.
“I did it,” Luke said with a somewhat surprised look on his face.
“Did what?”
“I didn’t feel like I was going to be sick even once.”
“Hey yeah!” Ally said when she thought about it. “You did it!”
“Wow,” Luke said as he briefly found his logical mind trying to reassert itself. “I never thought I would be happy about this.”
“But you’re happy you can do it for me… right?”
“Of course, you know I would do anything for you Ally.”
Ally smiled back at him as she stepped into her flip-flops. While she did see him as a servant of sorts, she also saw him as someone that cared about her.
“Why don’t we go talk to your mom and see what she says.”
“OK!” Ally said eagerly as she ran out.
For his part, Luke walked slowly to not upset the meal Ally had fed him. Once in the living room, he saw Ally beside her mother.
“So,” Erica said as Luke came into view, “Ally tells me that you’ve done it. You’ve become her personal toilet.”
While Luke didn’t like it when she used that term, he let it go. “I’m able to take care of Ally without getting sick or appearing sick, yes.”
“Excellent. That means all we need to do is get something on video and we’ll be all done here. We could be going home as soon as the weekend if all goes well.
###
A few days later, Luke found himself in the living room with Ally. Erica wanted to record out here since it was brighter.
“OK, here is what I want you to do,” Erica began as she addressed Luke. “I don’t want you to learn lines, since this needs to seem natural. You need to approach Ally and tell her how much you like doing what you’re doing. You need to tell her that you want it. Explain how you feel when she sits on your face and uses you as a toilet. That kind of stuff. Once you’ve said enough, you need to ask her to give it to you. Then she’ll do it.”
“Is that all?” Luke said somewhat mockingly as she rattled off a laundry list of things she wanted.
“Honey,” Erica said to Ally, “When you’re ready to potty in his mouth, I want you to try and stay a little above him, OK?”
“But why?”
“We need to show what you’re doing in his mouth; if you are sitting down no one can see.”
“Oh OK.”
“When he asks you to do it, just pull off your dress so it won’t get in the way. Take off your panties and flip-flops so you’ll be ready. OK? Stand over there now honey,” she added so Ally would be in position.
“Where did you want me to lie down?” Luke asked of Erica.
“Somewhere over here,” she replied as she walked over to an area between the living room and the kitchen. “So, everyone ready?”
“Yeah,” both Luke and Ally replied.
“OK and remember, no looking at the camera or talking to me when we film or we have to start over.” Erica started the video camera and then waved at Luke to start.
“Ally?” Luke said as he walked over to Ally who was standing in the middle of the floor.
“Yeah?”
“I need to tell you something,” Luke said as he knelt down. “Over the past weeks I’ve been eating your poo and drinking your pee every day. I just wanted to say that I really like being your potty.”
“I like that you’re my potty too,” Ally said sincerely as she gazed down at Luke.
Reaching out Luke took both of Ally’s hands in his. “Will you give it to me? Will you let me have your poo and pee right now? Please. I need it Ally.” Luke said as he looked up into her eyes. While he was putting on a show, it wasn’t all a performance. He really did want to please her.
“OK,” Ally said as she let go of Luke’s hands. Then she pulled her sundress over her head, which left her standing naked and barefoot in front of Luke. As she stared at him, she felt a tingle inside. She enjoyed using him like this.
Without saying any more, Luke laid down on the floor in front of her.
Ally stepped over Luke’s head and positioned herself above him. Squatting down, she forgot that she wasn’t supposed to sit down all the way, so she connected herself to his mouth.
Acting quickly before Ally could begin, Luke pushed up on Ally so there would be a gap between them. In his peripheral vision, he could see Erica getting down to floor level so she could capture it all. “Go ahead Ally; give me your pee.”
It was a bit awkward for Ally since she had to balance herself. But with Luke holding her bum, she held onto his head and was able to relax her bladder.
As Ally’s urine began to flow, Luke could see she was slightly off center. As a few drops hit his cheek, he quickly shifted so that her stream entered his mouth. What surprised Luke the most was that it was actually harder to swallow with his mouth at a distance like this. Still, he managed without spilling and without any noises of distress. Leaning up, he licked her vagina clean.
“Do you want to eat my poo now?” Ally said in an uncharacteristically direct fashion. She needed to hear him say he wanted it. Even though his mother was saying he had to do it, she wanted to hear from him that he really wanted to do it.
“Yes Ally, I’d love to eat your poo. Will you let me do it for you?” Luke said in a slightly pleading voice.
“OK,” Ally said as she began to push. Since she couldn’t see where she was, she left it to Luke to make sure he would catch it.
When he saw her rosebud open, he moved his head to be in the proper position. As her bowel fruit slowly emerged, he opened his mouth like a baby bird would when his mother was about to feed him. Soon the first rope fell and it went straight into his mouth. With expert precision, Luke quickly gulped down her offering and opened his mouth to receive more. Again, he received a small rope into his mouth, which he quickly swallowed as well. He did this once more, and then waited.
“I’m done; can you clean my bottom?”
“Of course Ally, just sit down on my mouth,” Luke said as he guided her down onto his extended tongue. He began to lovingly lap away at her hole, closing his eyes and reveling in the experience.
Allison let out a pleasured sigh as she leaned her head back and smiled.
“Perfect!” Erica said about ten seconds after Ally sat down on Luke’s face.
“Are we done mommy?” Ally asked as she let Luke continue to clean her hole.
“Yes honey, we’re done.”
“Did you hear that Luke?” Ally said as she stayed seated on his face. It took about a minute before Luke motioned to her that he was done cleaning.
“Yes I heard; that’s great.” Luke said weakly when Ally got up. Despite not appearing sick, he would be lying if he said being her toilet didn’t leave his stomach unsettled. After sitting up slowly, Luke stood up and faced Erica.
“Well Luke, you’ve done it. I’ve got what I need on video to assure your silence, so we’ll be heading home at the end of the week. Remember, just because I have the video doesn’t mean you stop serving Ally. So long as you’re here, you’re her toilet. Understood?”
Luke nodded.
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The day arrived when they were to leave. Erica called Luke into the living room while Ally was packing. “You wanted to see me?” Luke said when he sat down on the couch.
“We have a bit of a… problem,” Erica said with a bit of hesitation.
“What is it?” Luke asked with a sigh.
“When I planned this all out, I never expected you to survive. I certainly never had any concern about your personal life, beyond making sure people wouldn’t go looking for you.”
“Get to the point please Erica,” Luke said in a depressed tone. He knew this wouldn’t be good, so he didn’t want to drag it out.
“OK… The bottom line is that since your rent wasn’t paid, they evicted you from your apartment and sold off your stuff to pay the rent. You’ve also been replaced at work, so you have no job. Lastly, your creditors seized your savings account to pay your overdue bills. So you have no money, no job and no place to live.”
Although Luke wanted to be mad, he found himself more in shock than anything. What she was saying is that while he trained to become a toilet for her daughter, his life was imploding. Lost in his own thoughts, he didn’t know what to say.
“Your family has pretty much given up on finding you,” Erica said. “While they searched a bit, as far as they’re concerned, you’re either dead or living a new life.”
“What am I supposed to do?” Luke asked quietly with a lost look on his face.
“Luke, I’ll admit… I do feel some guilt,” Erica replied. “Frankly, feeling anything for you shocked the hell out of me given what I was prepared to do. However, I’m willing to make you an offer.”
“Does it involve a time machine?” Luke said mockingly.
“No, but it does involve you coming with us,” Erica said as she stared at Luke intently. “I was talking it over with Ally and she’s become quite attached to you. She likes the relationship the two of you have, and she doesn’t want it to end.”
“You mean she likes having me as her toilet.”
“It’s more than that…,” Erica said in a quiet way that suggested something deeper. “In a way I was disturbed at how close you two have become. That wasn’t part of the plan.”
Luke nodded. “Well it’s not like I wanted to be part of this.”
“I know. But when I initially told Ally you’d be going home, she was quite upset. I tried to explain that I promised to let you go, but she didn’t care. Then it hit me.”
“What?” Luke asked with curiosity.
“She misses her father. He was killed in an accident almost a year ago. They were really close.”
“I’m sorry to hear that,” Luke said. Despite everything that had happened, he still felt bad for Ally.
“I’ll be honest, I’m not all that comfortable with you doing this full time. But it makes Ally happy. So long as she’s happy, that’s what matters the most. In any case, if you’re willing, you can come live with us in the Caribbean. I’ll provide for everything. You wouldn’t need to do anything more than take care of Ally’s personal needs and clean the house.”
“What’s my alternative?”
“I’m not a liar. As I promised, you’ll be free to go. Once we get back, we’ll drop you off downtown and give you a few hundred dollars. It’s enough to take a bus back to your family, or you can go to a shelter. Either way, you’ll be free to do whatever you wish.”
“So I can choose to restart my life from scratch or be Ally’s personal servant?”
“If you want to call it that, yeah.” Erica said as she nodded.
“You won’t expect me to do the same for you, right?” Luke asked cautiously.
“No Luke, I prefer a normal toilet,” Erica said as she made a disgusted face.
“Did you ask him?” Allison asked eagerly as she emerged from the bedroom area dragging her suitcase.
“Yes honey, I asked him,” Erica said as she turned back to look at Luke.
“What did he say?” Allison asked eagerly.
“He hasn’t decided.”
Allison walked over and sat down beside Luke on the couch. “I thought you liked being my potty,” she said quietly as she looked up at him with a small pout on her face.
“It’s hard to explain Ally; I do like it, but…”
“But what?”
“I wanted to go home. But I don’t have a home anymore,” Luke said dejectedly with pain in his eyes.
Allison reached out and took his hand. “Come live at our house. I like it when you’re my potty. It…” Allison leaned in closer so Erica couldn’t hear, then whispered, “It makes me feel good.”
Luke looked down at Allison. He found it odd how she had come to accept what they did together as normal and natural. What sealed his fate was the look in her eyes. When he looked at her, he knew that he wouldn’t be able to refuse. As much as she had grown attached to him, he had grown attached to her too.
“Well…?” Allison asked with anticipation as she gazed at Luke with longing.
With a weak smile Luke replied, “OK, I’ll go with you.”
Giving him a big hug, Allison exclaimed, “Thank you Luke! It will be so much better than here, I promise.” Releasing Luke from the hug she added, “You’ll get to be my potty and have regular food too, right mommy?”
“That’s right honey; he’ll get regular food too. He’s your new nanny. He’ll do whatever you tell him to.”
“See? You’ll be able to play with me and you don’t gotta starve anymore.”
“Well then, I guess you’ll be coming with us. That certainly makes things easy,” Erica said with a smile. While she was initially disturbed at bringing Luke with them, having him as her nanny would actually work out well. Luke was a fully broken man. She would never have to worry about another nanny ‘poking her nose’ into things.
Luke heard the sound of an airplane overhead. It was a relief knowing he would finally be free of this place.
“Ally…,” Erica announced in a matter-of-fact manner, “Make sure you go potty before we leave, it’s a long trip.”
“OK.” Jumping to her feet, Allison took Luke’s hand and pulled him towards the bedroom.
EPILOG
Luke found the trip to the Caribbean was uneventful, despite a bit of trouble at customs. Since he had no passport, Erica needed to grease some hands to get him through. Arriving at their chalet, he found himself expecting something bigger.
“The bigger it is, the more to clean,” Erica said with a laugh. “You’ll have enough to do.”
Upon arrival, the first thing Ally did was to drag Luke to her bedroom to void her bladder. She kicked off her panties as soon as she walked in the door, so she was effortlessly able to secure herself to his mouth. “Ahhh…,” she said with a childish relaxed sigh as Luke swallowed her pee down. After he licked her clean, she felt her colon twitch, so she deftly slid forward on his face. With her bottom hole in position, she let herself fully relax. She would never tire of using Luke in this way.
Luke exhaled deeply and prepared himself to receive Ally’s bowel fruit. While he would be lying if he said he enjoyed the taste of what he was about to eat, that wasn’t what was on his mind. Nearly three months of captivity and toilet servitude had changed him. Some might call it Stockholm Syndrome, but to Luke it was just devotion. She helped him survive what would have killed him otherwise, so he felt that he owed her his life. As her shit oozed into his mouth, he gulped it down quickly and soon it was over. While he licked her rosebud clean, Ally began to talk.
“Just wait until you see the beach!” she began to say as she languorously tousled his hair. Over the next minute Ally prattled on about all the things to do. “We can go swimming and you can give me a shoulder ride. Mommy used to do it but she says I’m too heavy now.” With Luke finished licking her clean, Ally stood up.
“You’re not too heavy, you’re perfect,” Luke said as he smiled up at her.
“Stop!” she giggled while blushing at his compliment. Using her bare foot, she playfully pushed at his face to turn it away.
“Are you two finished in there?” Erica asked from the hall. She could always tell when Ally needed to use Luke since she always took him by the hand. It was cute in a way. Nevertheless, she didn’t want to see Ally using her ‘toilet’ again. Once was enough. Just thinking about it turned her stomach.
“Yeah we’re done mommy,” Ally said as she smoothed down her skirt.
“Laying down on the job Luke?” Erica said jokingly as she entered the room.
“Oh you’re funny,” Luke deadpanned in response. “So where do I sleep?”
“You’re laying on it.”
“The floor?” Luke questioned as he stood up.
“Just for now. I’ll get you a sleeping bag and a pillow. Since I wasn’t expecting to have you live here, I obviously wasn’t able to prepare.”
“Oh, that’s ok then. So where will I be staying?” Luke asked, seemingly satisfied with her explanation.
“Well you have two choices. I can put you in a spare room in the basement beside the laundry room; or you can sleep in here with Ally.
“Can he really?!” Ally replied excitedly.
“That’s up to Luke honey,” Erica replied, then she turned to Luke and continued, “Initially I had thought Ally would want her privacy, but given how close you two are and given how you serve her, it’s not like you would see anything you haven’t seen already. Plus it means she won’t have far to go when she needs you.”
“Where would he stay in my room?” Ally interjected.
“That’s up to you honey,” Erica replied. “I was thinking since your room is so big I could put a mattress in the corner over there,” Erica said as she pointed to an area of the room between the closet and the bathroom. Turning to Luke she added, “So what do you think? Do you want to sleep here or downstairs?”
Luke looked over at Ally to see her pleading eyes and he knew he couldn’t deny her. “If Ally wants me here; this is where I’ll stay.”
“Thank you Luke!” Ally said as she ran to give him a hug. “You can help me get dressed in the mornings now. And give me baths too.”
“Whatever you want Ally; I’ll do whatever you want,” Luke said as he smiled. He knew he was a slave to her now and he accepted that.
“Luke can you give me a hand with the bags?”
“Sure,” he said as he detached himself from Ally.
Over the next hour, Luke took care of unloading the mini-van they had used to drive to the chalet. It would seem that “give a hand” meant she would unlock the car and tell him where to put the bags. Despite the relatively small size of the chalet, the design was such that it was oriented to face the beach, so it was a long walk from the garage. In his weakened state, he took a lot longer than he would have normally. Finally finished, Luke sat down in the kitchen as he had a drink of water.
“Oh, one last thing,” Erica said to Luke now that Allison was out of earshot. “I’m going to need you to wear a chastity device.”
“What’s that?”
“Just a little something that goes on the penis to prevent an erection. While I trust you, it’s more for peace of mind. I’m sure you understand.”
“Of course,” Luke said, although he didn’t see the need. He could no more harm Ally than he could cut off his own hand. To be honest, he was far too weak to even think about sex.
“Luke? Where are you? I gotta pee!” shouted Ally from the bedroom area.
“Enjoy your new life,” Erica said with a chuckle as she walked away.
THE END