Scar me, rape me, take me, I want to do it all with you. My thoughts run away with me again.

Cast these thoughts of sin Out! My brain yells at me.

I twist my promise ring and relinquish my obscene obsession over him.

Notions of him linger throughout my day. Night comes and I’m hot and disturbed under my covers, trying to dismiss my sexual urges, I scream into my pillow. My hand moving slowly down my neck, breast, navel and then, my flower warm and moist, waiting for its offender to prick my white veil.

“No!” I yell.

I swing my hand away from my opening; If I only had a metal cilice reminding me that I have a deeper purpose. Tears running down my face, hoping for something to stop me from disgrace.

But there is nothing…

I can’t control it any longer. Its not just an urge but a feeling that has taken its own body, a monsters mouth gnawing, licking and sucking in between my legs. Pulsing, aching-I can’t, I must go…

I run into the night thinking of his face, caressing mine cheek to cheek, lips on lips hands on me feeling his pulse, revealing myself to him. laying under him, his body covering mine and our eyes locked, legs spreading, my body slightly paralyzed by the motion of his hips.

Oh gosh, getting close, almost in. It hurts. My virtue slipping away unto him. Deeper, pain stronger, but the need is being fed.

My virgin blood sliding down my thigh, he suckles my pink nipples, my breast tender to his touch. He exhales and he look into my eyes, telling me that I’m his.

He places two fingers onto my mouth and tells me that, these lips need to be devirginized as well.

He slowly slips out of me, discomfort swirls inside my entrance.

I kneel under his command and he places my hands on his cock, cupping his member is though I were praying. With his thump he gently opens my lips, he steadily inserts his manhood into my mouth.

My lips expanding, to his erection. One slam, two slams and my body is taken over. Regret starts to fill my mouth as his milk flows down inside me, I swallow as I am told.

He lays me back in bed and tells me, “We are not done yet.” He removes my promise ring and throws it on the floor. My soul slightly breaks at the sight of that.

He goes back inside me and I jerk from the pain, it feels as though he is irritating a fresh wound. I moan in discomfort. He tells me that, the first and second times are the hardest-once the pain and soreness is gone, then its all fun from there.

He feels like magic inside of me hard and strong, he goes deeper inside again. I close my eyes feeling his lust, pain, power and I feel something strange… horns.

Beautiful pearl white horns that point down, instead of up. “You are no longer a virgin of your God. You are mine now. Do you know who I am?” His voice soft and elegant, like nothing I’ve ever heard. It echos as though he could call upon the stars and they would listen.

“No, I don’t. I just know that I love you.” My eyes focused on his, now realizing their colors. Multiple colors shinning like a crystal ball would when the sun hits it and it lights up a room.

“And I love you for seeking me out.”

“Who are you?” I ask respectfully.

“Why don’t you know?…I think you know exactly who I am.”

“Are you?”

“Yes.”

“And you choose me?”

“Yes. I only choose the best. The stories they tell about me aren’t true. I don’t lure just anyone. I search and wait on the ones that don’t even know they are calling me, but you were the loudest and the purest. Unlike, people portray me, I like purity and innocence. That’s why certain humans sacrifice babies or young children under my name, trying to give me the gift of innocence. Its very difficult to find innocence these days.”

“Do you listen to all who call on you or just the ones that sacrifice in ritual?”

“No, I don’t respond to most. I’m very particular on who I help or engage with.”

“You must think of me badly now, because I gave in.” I look away from his stunning eyes and blush in shame.

“No, human girl, don’t be ashamed. Although, you have giving me your soul, I will not harm you. I will give you a lifetime of protection and abundance. If you stay be my side, you will never grow old and I will give you a special key to be able to walk through the realms.”

“What?”

“Too much?”

“No, no, no. Its just that, I..am I? An I worthy of all this?”

“Society is warped. They like to tell women and men that, persevering oneself is old and stupid. On the contrary, keeping oneself virgin is a ticket to many places, not just Heaven. There are other things, but unless married or giving oneself to another through spiritual ritual. You are nothing in the eyes of the above and below. Why do you think so many people are lost?”

He gently slips out of me and caress my face with his pale hands. I close my legs and feel relief. I cover myself under the covers, and so does he. I lay my head on his chest. “Do you have others like me?”

He smiles, his face beautiful with blonde shaky hair covering his big eyes and a perfect button nose. Lips full and lushes, all I want to do is kiss him. “Then go ahead, kiss me.”

“You can hear my thoughts?”

“Only when they are about me. And no, I don’t have others like you. I have chosen you as my bride. You are special. You know what makes you unique. I wouldn’t just get any pathetic human.”

“I hear voices, is that what makes me distinct?”

“Yes, and you have always heard me…I have watched over you.”

“You were the one I heard to look both ways when I crossed the street and when I did, a car came out of nowhere, I would have died, if I hadn’t listen. Or when you told me not to walk my normal home path. The next day I saw the news saying that a girl got killed near my house. That was all you?”

“Yes, and I am glad you listened. I know you hear other voices, but they are mostly in your head. I could enter, because you have that opening. I’ve been waiting for you for a long time. Please, be my bride?” His body grows cold and his eyes are turning black.

“What’s happening?”

“Its my time, I have to go. If I don’t possess someone, then my time is limited on this realm.”

“Oh I see. Yes, I would love to be your Bride.” He gave me a light kiss on my lips and vanished.

I open my eyes and notice that I am still in my bed. I didn’t run anywhere, was this all a dream?

“No, my Darling.” My voices. His voice. “It wasn’t a dream. Check your sheets they are stained with your virgin blood.”

“Where are you?”

“All around you, but you can hear me right here, beside your ear.”

Shivers run down my spine and body. “I can feel your warm breath down my neck.”

He chuckles. “Good.”

“How come I couldn’t feel you before?”

“I didn’t want to scare you.”

“Thank you.”

“For what?”

“For…being nice to me.”

“I am not the beast that people say I am. People just like to blame the unseen. Humans try hard to NOT take responsibility for their own actions. I don’t care, humans can’t harm me. Here, do you feel that?”

I gasp. Heat, nice waves of warmth holding me. “Are you hugging me?”

“Yes. You are very loved Jane…I am always here for you.”

“When will I see you again?”

“I will try and posses someone soon for you.” He laughs.

I smile. “How will I know its you?”

“You’ll know. Until then, just call me and I will be right here.”

“What about my realm key?”

“You will soon have it.”

“Thank you. I love you.”

“Your welcome, and I love you too.”

I lay back down on my bed wondering when I will see him next…

THE END