Writer: Anaissa
Subject: Well, Holy Fuck!
Link: LS666 Emails / 10.09.2026
Well, Holy Fuck!
Oh my fucking God, this site is pure fire — like the fiery heat of hell.
I stumbled upon this site for a reason. Your collection of curated stories seems to speak to me in exciting ways. I have spent a total of less than half an hour browsing the collection and am literally breathless. This website has aroused the wonderfully dark edges of my soul, and my delicious fantasies have a place to be fueled.
I’m ashamed to admit that my age would definitely push the boundaries of your demographics-I’m 66 and a half, technically, 66.6. (Which I find ironic)
I was born and designated a male at birth, but this was at a time when any expression of my real and true feminine side was beaten out of me. I resisted my Catholic upbringing for as long as I could before ending up in a treatment facility because I dared to suck a classmate’s dick in the school’s boys’ room. They tried to medicate my “evil” demons away, but I guess they never fully destroyed me.
By seventeen, I was on the streets hustling to make bank. I’d give hand jobs and blowjobs to strangers in the alley behind the Archdiocese of Baltimore cathedral. I’m pretty sure I made quite a bit of cash helping the pious ones spill their unholy seed. If their cum landed on my head, I reasoned that it was a form of baptism; if it landed on my tongue, it was communion.
I teamed up with a few other transvestite hookers and made a pretty decent living. A lot of my earnings went to cosmetics and sexy clubwear. I always started each evening meticulously made up to pass as a real girl (with something extra).
Alas, AIDS came around, and I lost my shit with fear. I regret to say that I overcorrected and opted for a vanilla, heterosexual lie with a woman who accepted my feminine persona. Unfortunately, we got pregnant, and my fate was sealed. I love my thirty-year-old son dearly, but his arrival changed the arc of my life.
So for twenty-five-plus years, I appeared to live a suburban lifestyle and did all the suburban chores. I went to church with my now-wife and checked all the boxes of “normalcy.”
Except…I never lost my inner, carnal lusts and mischief. I revelled in my hidden sinfulness and am turned on by the thought of getting caught. I’ve been unfaithful throughout and like to use churches and sacred spaces as places to satisfy my pansexual urges.
I gladly confess that I have a fetish for bringing others to betray their moral hypocrisies. It’s why I fucking married women, seducing straight men into their first gay experience, and encouraging others to follow a more delight-filled, darker path.
Thank you for opening up your dark refuge for people like me. I can’t wait to further explore. Maybe someday, I’ll write something worthy of this gloriously blasphemous space. I go by Anaissa with my friends.
COMMENT FROM XP (VIA LS666 EMAIL AND BLOG)
Hi Anaissa — Such a lovely introduction. Thank you. I know what it means to miss out on all that depravity that we could have had. I am disappointed too in my own lack of opportunism. But, like you, avoiding VD and AIDS was a factor in the choices I made. Love, XP.