Fetishizing My Deity by Trash-Kink Coven

Writer: Trash-Kink Coven

Subject: Fetishizing My Deity

Link: Tumblr / 23.11.2024

Fetishizing My Deity

I’m constantly teetering the line of “Please stop fetishizing my deity and practice,” and also “Freedom of sex, unashamed lust and desire shouldn’t be censored.”

because as much as I’m super chill with sexually charged prayers and content (I’d be the biggest hypocrite in the world if I wasn’t), I still don’t know how to feel about all the folks who get into Luciferianism and Satanism to fulfil a sexual fetish. I see a lot of people who use satanism and Luciferianism as a free pass to develop an extreme porn addiction and I’m not sure how that makes me feel, especially as someone who is intimately involved with Lucifer.

I’m not a Satanist so I can’t exactly speak on how Satan feels about people like that, maybe he doesn’t care. It’s strange because I’m very pro-sex, pro-kink, but there is something about all the sexy nun posts, the jerking off with the crucifix. I’ve never worshiped Lucifer as the anti-god so I don’t gain anything from defiling Christian idols.

My blog is a religious one, this is more to me than just a kinky sex thing. But sex is a major part of my practice, so I can relate to some of the experiences these folks might be speaking about to some degree.

On the one hand, I’m like let people do what they want. On the other hand, I can’t help but feel slightly … disrespected … or feel like my God is being disrespected by people who only want to use him to satisfy a fetish. But isn’t that their way of dealing with religious trauma? Why isn’t that okay but my practice is?

I genuinely don’t know. I get so excited to hear about other devotees’ intimate relationships with him, but sometimes people present it in a way that feels less like an appreciative thing and more like a dirty naughty thing people do to feel “bad”.

And of course, I constantly get DMS from men who think it’s so sexy that I’m patronised by Lucifer and want to have kinky satanic sex with me while I invoke him (by the way, if you’ve ever sent me a message like that, Lucifer hates you)

But I don’t want to assume everyone is like that. Many of these people who post the sexy nuns and whatnot aren’t even actually pagan witches or devoted to Lucifer or Satan, but they’re trying to intrude on religious devotional spaces. It’s tricky because it’s Lucifer. If someone was making posts about Aphrodite like that would it feel the same? She is the goddess of sex and kink so? Part of me knows it’s disrespectful, but my brain is having a hard time justifying why exactly

It’s probably just best for me to ignore content like that and not worry about it, but I’m curious as to how you guys feel about it.