Writer: Graysghost
Subject: Pornosexual
Link: Tumblr / 05.10.2024
Pornosexual
Hi! My name is Gray, most that have known me knew my Graysghost, Demon Of Lust & I.L.W.P. (In Love With Porn) and School Of Nylons blogs. I have spent most of this year on X (Twitter) but decided to pop in on Tumblr again and see what the blasphemy and Porn Addict scene is like these days. If you knew me before, or don’t know me but are interested in discussing these things, feel free to say hello.
I am a former Christian, raised in a Church/Christian School and attended Bible college. I turned from god when The Dark Lord called me to Him through Porn and freed me from the guilt, shame and self-torture religion brings. His gifts of Lust and Porn Addiction have been life-changing and I am so grateful to Him and have dedicated my life to helping other struggling and recovering Christians find the true freedom that cums when they let go of guilt and embrace Lust and their most taboo of fantasies.
While I have called myself a Pornosexual for most of the last two decades as I always loved and chose Porn over my wife, I am now in an Amazing relationship with a woman that is Porn in the Flesh for me, loves Porn herself and supports my love of Porn. But she is also my true Mate and Partner and I cannot imagine ever being as happy without her. However, I am still always going to support my Fellow Pornosexuals out there and encourage them to go deeper and darker until they are so consumed by their Lusts, that their pleasure is the only thing they care about.
And to anyone who serves The Dark Lord, Satan, Lucifer, Lilith, Asmodeus and/or any other form that makes for your own Dark Lord … thank you for keeping the Satanic and Blasphemy scene alive here. It may never return to its former glory before the Content ban, but I love it still is alive and well — Praise The Dark Lord! Hail Satan. Hail Lust, Hail Porn.
RESPONSE BY XP (VIA LS666 BLOG)
Yes, I am definitely a Pornosexual and have been ever since I read my first porn magazine at the tender age of eleven years old. It was my dad’s and it was my sister who shared it with me. I don’t think she understood the profound (and profane) effect it had on me.
Of course it was a lame old nude mag but around that time that I began school and a friend shared with me a rather “used” sex magazine called “Astra”. It was in black and white and had photo stories of sexual encounters, mostly lesbian but that was what I found interesting. In the back of each issue, they would publish “readers stories” that were almost entirely dedicated to “golden showers” — well, fifty per cent (I actually counted) — it was my first foray into sexual fetishes … of course, I began to experiment was solo piss sex and found it a very exciting addition to my childhood masturbation adventures.
I have tried to find references to these obscure publications that completely absorbed me in those early days and opened my mind to much more than just “water sports” — but it would be a couple more years until I was thirteen or so before getting my filthy little cum-sticky fingers on Color Climax magazines. But that’s another story.
XP, your youth is very similar to mine. I was a paper boy and used to steal the run-of-the-mill mags sometimes (one mag would last me a while!). I remember the Reader’s Wives section too, and Colour Climax which could be picked up at pron shops. That’s when I was introduced to scat – i think that was featured in Colour Climax mags?
I’m no longer (for some reason) over-interested in Scat but at the time it was a major high for me!
Yes Mike, me too, I went through a period where I was really heavily into scat — and you have to have a strong stomach for this kind of thing — maybe not so much these days as I am far too lazy to clean up the mess! Haha
Hail Gray,
Thanks for the testimony about your Satanic conversation, it sounds so fucking familiar.
I have the same christian background; I’ve known I am of Satan most of my god-damned life, but only found the strength to abandon the cock-sucking christian god and his mother-fucking church when Tatiana came into my life.
I’m so god-damned blessed to be loved and lusted by my fantastic Satanic wife and her Father Satan; what a god-damned miracle to finally find real god-damned liberty and acceptance.
Satan has never been silent nor judgemental about my relationship with sin, depravity and glorious god-damned blasphemy; He’s consistently answered my prayers and praises for the freedom He given me and my fabulous fucking wife.
Thanks brother, for relating your story and keep up the work of awaking christians from their christianity-induced coma.
Hail God Satan!
Gary I am looking for someone to lead me into Lord Satans sexual service. Please guide me into this. I am a chrstian male who Lord Satan has been pulling to Himself for sometime now. Please guide me.
J