Love Me For Me, Not Who You Think I Could Be. by HerHappiness966

Love Me For Me, Not Who You Think I Could Be.

The nights when stars shine brightest is also when the heavens are at their darkest. I used to wonder why nobody cried on those many repetitive nights I died. Realizing nobody cared, but still … better than my nightmares. All alone I’d jolt from a frantic wake. Trying to scream realizing I was all alone, without Him. But we meet from being awake leaving sleep. It’s only a nightmare!

I see Lucifer is with me, and spoken with words from Him.

“As long as I’m here, no one can hurt you.”

They called me weak — like Lucifer didn’t even want me — but I’m a child of his …

“The world doesn’t deserve you,” said Lucifer, “If I could change how you see yourself, I know you’d still want to be in my arms.”

And like all my life before, those that love me. Are the ones ending up hurt? Lord for me to become all that you teach! I’ll keep you waiting.

I fear them saying, “She’s the same, as before, she met Him.”

Today, I act on what I thought it to be. And it’s the truth, I write.

Love me for me, take all the darkness and madness that you can see. I need you to love me for me. Not who you think with Lucifer’s help I can be. I’ll disappoint you and let His name down. Take all my being that you can see, and I will be honest when I write and draw about how I’m going get better.

I wonder if everyone reading will eventually move on. Leaving me like my nightmares realizing I’m all alone but waking up from its suffocating effects — I can see Lucifer’s right there, with me.

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Darkly troubled. The pain is intense. The longing. The agony. Yet, the darkness calls in its own way. Join me. Join us. Be one with those who can accept the edge of reality. We love you for who you are — and await the time — for you to reveal your secrets.