Writer: Destiny1961
Subject: Different
Link: LS666 Email / 04.06.2024
Different
I have accepted the fact I am different. I think outside the box and do not like constraints. For years I have followed a catholic background while looking into Satan. I remember back in the garden when the snake asked and pictured it saying “Is it truly wrong?”
I have been sitting here as I am now alone thinking about possibilities. I have always wanted tits and have even started growing small ones using OTC hormones, but should I go the HRT route? I do not want to become a full woman or even your normal transgender but more of a hybrid. I was told that entering the darkness, would not be to change but to keep both sets of parts as it is almost a mockery.
But as it stands I like women and men and the thoughts of sucking on a nice cock or even riding one and the idea of keeping my penis while having tits is overwhelming. It was almost like a succubus as it was like the more I got the more I needed. As I sit alone horny and think about the days of going to a bar and picking up a girl and fucking then going your ways, it was much simpler.
I think about times I thought about conjuring a succubus to fool around with but you see, the world is much different now. Is it man, is it woman, does it matter? I see a therapist and kind of sneak in about being different myself and then follow it up talking about Jesus. I have a female therapist as I feel more in tune that way and at times I go from wondering what her tits look like or how she tastes to wondering how it feels to have sex as her.
I have had many dreams and visions of this sort of thing. Lots were dark but I could not help myself. I have wanted to conjure a succubus while using poppers and warned. I have even pictured and seen this figure standing at the bottom of my bed as if to say call on her. I had some nice strong whiskey I followed with poppers one night and as I started to get an erection, I pictured her in the bar. These big beautiful breasts and medium-length red hair that looks like fire and eyes that are almost black.
We have a drink when I am talking about gender and she tells me anything is possible. She asks if I believe it is a sin as after all, it is sodomy. She begins to tell me about this new world with special girls and how the new vagina is known as an anal vagina. She jokes and says it can suck out a man’s soul.
She talks about the wonders of sex as a woman and such as I start to feel drunk and the vision is gone. I sit here in a daze as I ask what it means and tell the gods and demons I need sex and do not care from what point. I usually have these drawn-out dreams and visions but what is to come is pretty straightforward.
It is almost midnight. I felt horny as ever, so I used a small toy on myself. I wanted to feel different and wasn’t sure how. I close my eyes and am awakened by my dream girl. I look down between my legs to see her voluptuous breasts and that fiery hair and as I look into her eyes it is like being drawn into a new world.
I seemed to floating, as if not in my bed.
“It is time,” she says.
She goes between my legs and I feel her tongue on my balls and then up my ass. She stands and slides her cock into me. I feel the warmth as she is pissing inside me. A urine enema. She pulls out and it squirts from me as she walks around and I know I am looking up at her.
I see her balls and tits, and then her eyes, as now they are like fire. She reaches down to take hold of my small but pert breasts.
“This what you wanted, right?”
Her hands are warm as I now have small tits of my own. She leans over to rub her cock between them as her ass is my face.
“Taste my anal cunt,” she tells me.
I slide my tongue into it. She pulls back and slides her cock into my mouth and then down my throat.
“You will be mine.”
She holds my head and fills my belly with semen and piss.
“It’s good to be nasty, right?”
She pulls out. Again she walks down between my legs, this time with a chalice. She pours its content over me. It looks like blood
“The blood of the lamb,” she says as he anoints me with it.
She begins to stroke me.
“You’re mine, now.”
She sits on my cock and allows it to slide into her as she squeezes and milks me. She leans and kisses me and her tongue goes down my throat. As I ejaculate it is like my mind and spirit are leaving my body. I look down. She is in a riding position and begins to stroke her cock — and the more she does the bigger it gets.
“Feel it. You need to feel it,” she tells me
Getting between my legs again, I feel her huge cock-head push in, inch by inch. It opens and stretches me. Then she hits the bottom and pushes.
‘Aaarghhhh,” I moan as she fucks me deeper and deeper.
“Now, you’re all mine. Open up to me,” she whispers.
I feel myself opening up to her as she slides slowly into me. She pulls back and shoves a few times as we kiss. She leans back up.
“It’s beautiful, you know,” she groans, “We can give, as well as, we can take! I am giving myself to you.”
She begins to plow into my guts, fucking me harder and harder. I feel the heat as her cock explodes inside my bowels — as she does my mind goes blank.
“There is no longer any need to think. I will do it for you. And now you can be exactly what you wanted to be.”
THE END