Writer: Pastor David Plume
Subject: From Light To Dark
Link: LS666 Emails / 02.11.2023
From Light To Dark
I know you correspond with many people. But you and I have talked before. My name is David and I’m a pastor who found LS666 a few years back. My pendulum has swung wildly from light to darkness, darkness to light ever since. I have commented on posts several times through the years, and I’ve just commented on a recent post today. And I know I’ve subscribed to follow your site and posts repeatedly in the past only to disable email addresses in bursts of guilt.
But like an addict, I’ve cum back. I hope you won’t tire of me — I might be crossing a line, and if I am, I have tough skin. You won’t hurt my feelings. But I thought after I typed my comment that it could potentially be a post unto itself. Once again, forgive me if I’m crossing a line. But I would think the relentless search for new material is less than easy. And I’m willing for you to use my thoughts as a post if you’re willing. If not, no big deal. I still love you.
Here’s what I wrote:
I still remember the Sunday afternoon I stumbled upon LS666. I was shocked! But I couldn’t stop reading. I couldn’t stop looking. And as appalled as I was at the content, blood rushed into my nether regions in ways like I have rarely felt in these latter years (I’m 55). I had to masturbate, and the dopamine rush was unusually glorious.
It was if I reached out to the darkness, and the darkness reached back. These experiences are, umm, problematic for me because I’m an active pastor in a very conservative Christian church and denomination. But the darkness reached back. And I can’t “Unfeel” how it felt.
In these last three years, I’ve yo-yo’d back and forth between repentance and indulgence, penitence and pleasure. I’ve gone through who knows how many email addresses and encrypted app registrations. But I keep coming back, like an addict who knows where he can get a fix. And it feels so good. Even though it makes me feel bad, the pleasure is worth the shame. I don’t know whether to scream Lord help me! or Dark Lord take me!
From what I see here, I’m not the only Christian who visits this site and who dabbles in the darkness. And while I haven’t renounced my faith — don’t know that I can — the orgasmic feelings of giving in are irresistible. If this is your first time to visit here, Christian, leave now and never come back. Otherwise you’re going to keep cumming back over and over and over and over. And loving every minute of it. I reached out to the darkness, and the darkness reached back.
RESPONSE FROM XP (VIA LS666 EMAIL)
Apologies for taking a long time to respond. It was because you used my older email address — [email protected] is the one that you should use from now on. I am familiar with the Yo-Yo’ing … as I did nit myself for a while — Moving forward and then receding backwards. It’s the “Fall” from grace that sometimes can be the most enjoyable part … saying no, no, no … and then in a moment of weakness, saying yes, yes, yes … but now I am passed that, I cannot fool myself into believing what was indoctrinated in — as it’s all so foolish and one dimensional.
Embracing my freedom of spirit without limitations, is the new religion — if you want to call it that — though Christianity (and the rest) have already tainted that word for me. Let’s call it a philosophy of whatever we want to believe in — like accepting the fact that I am not driven to sex by biological need to procreate, but to have sex for fun and enjoyment. Be it vaginal, oral or anal sex. I love it all. My preference has always been for transsexual lovers. And maybe in this preference is my feeling that they are truly magical. The combination of tits and an cock … its wonderful.
Take care my friend and write again soon. XP.
I believe we communicated in the past. you would write then ghost me. i believe we were meant to help each other so would live to try and chat again. write me at [email protected]
my writings here are under destiny1961
“And while I haven’t renounced my faith — don’t know that I can — the orgasmic feelings of giving in are irresistible.”
Don’t count yourself out, David! We are rooting for you!
The darkness is so beautiful and seductive! Isn’t it Pastor!?? Feels good 😊to give it up to my delicious dark Lord and lover. He truly blesses me with the lust and perversion that makes my pussy drip. I have to touch myself as I praise him and give him thanks for that lust. I have to say that I long for Satan to come to me so that I may worship him. Take his cock into my mouth and deep throat him. Let him grab my hair and push my mouth down on him so that I may take it all. So that I can make him hard. I’d like to think about that when I worship him. Whether it’s right or whether it’s wrong, I cannot quit worshiping him and praising him. He is my Lord he is my savior. He is seductive and he is beautiful to me. I still think about my Christian days. I don’t want you to think that I don’t. But the pull, that’s sweet delicious fucking draw that the darkness has for me… Absolutely unbelievable! Even now as I’m writing this it makes my pussy wet. So unbelievable so strong so delicious and so fucking hot. No, I cannot fucking let that go.
Hello Kat and I have Proton Mail and I am single man I am 47 and I am looking for a woman that loves Satan and having sex and I would love to get together with you and see if we can help each other out and maybe get together in real life
Kat, so now you’ve definitely distanced yourself from God? Have you openly decided to worship Satan? I don’t know whether to be sad or excited
Hail Kat!
I’m always fucking appreciative of your devotion to our Dark Lord.
My Satanic Whore-wife brought her Satanic Father into focus in my formerly empty life.
In retrospect, I’ve always known I was an outlier with regards to the cock-sucking christian god and his mother-fucking church; it took Tatiana provided the strength for me to acknowledge that I am a child of God Satan; I’ve never really been a god-damned christian.
The greatest fucking significance in my relationship with God Satan has been His unfailing response to my god-damned prayers and supplications; He has never fucking failed to answer.
This is an incredible fucking contrast to the cock-sucking christian god, who never answered out of the fucking void. I’m astonished by the fucking willful ignorance demonstrated by believers in the fucking Abrahamic god and his “salvation.”
My god-damned salvation came to me the day I met Tatiana and her Satanic Father!
I’m so fucking grateful that they reached out of the “Darkness” and gave me the strength to reach absolute freedom and incredible pleasure without guilt; fucking christian insanity is nothing in comparison.
Hail Tatiana!
Hail God Satan!
Thank you guys for encouragement. Been vacillating between darkness and light, an ongoing struggle for me. I’m genuinely sorry for those I ghosted last month. I really am.
Thank you for words of encouragement. I vacillate between light and darkness, hard not to in my world.
I’m sorry for ghosting some friends last month. I hope you understand.
I really enjoy your post. In fact, it turns me on.
But your struggle to contain your cravings for satanic lust,
makes your post so authentic, and many of us can relate to your experience. I’m sure to many who are going through the same phase as you, they wiill get to see Pastors, as mere humans as well. Pastors will have lust too, Pastors, like every man else, gets turned on by some good nasty porn, and like any man, will naturally want to masturbate real hard, and indulge himself in that moment.
Lets not kid ourselves, every man masturbate, pastors, priest, school teachers, your dad, your dad’s dad etc….It feels fucking great, and thats why every man is doing it, and continued doing it. if we are in a less pretentious society, we could be sharing this openly with ane another without being judged. – it will be social norm.
But somehow, someone came along and decided that porn, masturbation is wrong – and non of the men spoke out against it, so many generations of men are hush-hush about it, either pretending they dont do it, or turning a blind eye to the topic.
I remember the strong sense of guilt/unworthy-ness i used to have after jerking off. Do we want such condamning culture to live on, and that when boys starts to explore themselves and sexuality they are already damned to be condamned?