Happiest Now by Angelus Mortis – Non-Fiction

It all starts innocently enough with just one blasphemous image or one clip, at least it did for me. You think this doesn’t mean anything, it won’t hurt to take a peek. Surprisingly you find yourself aroused, but also a sense of guilt.

Days later, that image or that clip can’t get out of your mind, and it is turning you on. So much so that you go back to it and are filled with this overwhelming sense of lust and excitement unlike anything you’ve ever experienced. You start to masturbate and get into it, and you even begin to whisper inaudibly …

“Hail Lilith and Hail Lucifer.”

You explode with pleasure, riding the waves of orgasmic bliss, but immediately feel remorseful. A few more days pass, but you go back again. This time as your fingering and jillin off you’re saying out loud …

“Hail Lilith, Fuck you Christ!”

You repeat this sinning and repentance cycle a number of times, but each time you come back it is with greater intensity. You eventually realize your fate was sealed from that very first look at the joys of blasphemy and learn to accept and embrace the gift of pleasure that Lilith and Lucifer offers, without any conditions.

No not accept it, you desire and crave it more and more, until your urinating on religious books, and items. Photographing the acts and posting it on social media platforms as a demonstration of the Lust for even more wickedness and perversions from Lilith and Lucifer.

You get excited rejecting the past faith, cursing god, his bastard son he obtained by the rape of an adolescent girl, and fucking spirit. You regularly perform acts and rituals of desecration and share your desecrated objects with others, while finding more under Lilith and Lucifer’s knowledge.

As you watch the clips of women and men riding crucifixes, you squirt your orgasmic juice into the meal your preparing while worshiping and praising Lilith and Lucifer. You now belong to them and you couldn’t be happier. Hail Lilith and hail Lucifer.