SISTER MARY JEANS STRUGGLE 1

Feature Title: SISTER MARY JEANS STRUGGLE 1

Published: Storiesonline / 2001 / Sister Mary Jeans Struggle

Story Codes: Religious. Nuns, Rape, Non-Consensual, Sapphic

Synopsis: A story about a young woman that is taken in by the nuns and becomes one only to find out that she loves sex with other females, toys, men, and dogs. She gets blackmailed into submitting to a gang-bang through a glory hole. She struggles with her sexual desires and she loves the pleasure.

Author’s Notes: First before I start writing this, I want to tell you why I am writing this. Two reasons, first, I want to document what has happen to me over the last 13 years. Second, maybe some girl out there is thinking of becoming a Nun like I did. After reading this she may just think twice about it if she finds out that sex is what she desires most in life like I do now!

Sister Mary Jeans Struggle 1

My name was Phyllis; I became an orphan at a very early age. My parents were killed an a car crash, with no known living relatives, our family Priest arranged for me to go to a all Catholic girls live in school — prep school for girls that may want, or thought they wanted to be a Nun — I was eleven and soon to be twelve. From the moment I stayed at Saint Mary’s, I fell right into the swing of things.

After classes I liked to go to the auditorium behind the stage and sit among the stage props. It was one of the few places I found I could go to be alone. With a school full of one hundred and thirty-five girls, over one hundred Novice’s, eighteen Nuns privacy was at premium. During the summer months, the school would put on three different plays to keep us girls busy. However, during the school year, the stage seldom got used, and the front doors to the auditorium were always locked, the only way to the stage was up through the tunnel door under the stage that went to the Laundry room. I thought I was the only one who found the unlocked door and it became my secret place.

I would go back, sit on in a chair or the couch and just relax, close my eyes, and pretend I was in the play. One day As I walked up the back stairs behind the curtains I heard a noise like two girls giggling. I became very quite and listened very closely. I realized that the two girls where on my couch, on the other side of the big heavy red curtain. Very quietly I moved right behind them and I found the opening so I could peek to see what it was that had them making such strange exciting noises. When I parted the curtains, I could see very clearly in to the stage area where the couch sat, between the back and front curtains.

I saw two of the older girls that were going on into the order and become Nuns that year after graduation. Since I was four years behind them, I did not know their names at the time. One girl was on her back, she had one leg up over the back of the couch, and the other on the floor her panties were off, and I could see she had a dark patch of hair between her legs. The other girl was kneeling on the floor, and she had her hands rubbing the girl on her back.

Her hands were rubbing right between the girl’s legs. Her fingers were everywhere in and around that black patch. The girl on her back kept lifting her butt as if she was going after the hand touching her. Every once and awhile, the girl on the floor that was touching the girl on the couch, would lean forward and put her mouth where her hands had been working. I t seemed like every thing she did, made the girl on the couch moan, and moan and tell her to do it some more

As I stood above them peeking at them, I could see that what ever the girl on the floor was doing caused great pleasure to the girl on her back. The girl on the floor had her mouth working very fast and I could see her tongue as she was licking and working on the other girls opening, The lips were parted and the dark bush was opened and I could see the pink inner flesh all open and swollen.

The girl on her back all of a sudden grabbed the other girl’s head, and while holding it tight against herself kept saying, “Oh fuck, eat it baby, eat it, don’t stop, don’t stop.”

She held her face tight against herself and I swear I saw her grinding herself against the others girls mouth, her hips were shaking and she made sounds I never heard anyone make before. Then all of a sudden every thing slowed down. Well I really should say, the girl on her back slowed down. The girl licking her slit, was going wild, and is anything; maybe she was getting a little wilder. The girl on her back let go of her head, and moved her hands under her bra, and shoved it up exposing her breast. Hers were larger than mine, and I watched her as she pinched her nipples, she pinched them very hard and kept pinching them as the other girl kept working between her legs.

I heard the girl on her back say, “Fingers, use your fingers. Yea, that’s it, right there.”

I could not help but wonder how it felt, the girl on her back kept moaning and moaning. She started to raise her knees up and she raised them to a point then she using her hands grabbed the knees at her kneecaps and pulled her legs up and more open.

“Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, fuck that feels so good, it feels sooooo good. Oh Jesus. Oh Jesus. Yes, yes, but two in there to. Yes. Oh yes. Oh shit, fuck me, fuck me.”

The girl on the floor was now using two hands and I could see the fingers of both hands. She had them straight and I watched the hand on top, sliding in and out of the girls open slit, slowly I am sure I saw three fingers standing above them looking through my opening. I could also see the girls second hand doing the same thing under the first hand. It was obvious to me she had the other three fingers in the girls butt hole.

The girl on her back started to go crazy. I thought she was loosing her mind. She was talking and acting like I have never seen a person act.

All that came from her mouth was, “Oh Jesus. Oh Jesus. Oh Jesus. Oh Jesus, fuck me baby, fuck me baby, fuck me baby.”

If I could not tell that this was pure pleasure to the girl on her back, I may have thought it hurt.

But every now and then, she would add, “Harder. Harder. Deeper, deeper. Fuck me don’t stop.”

Standing there I realized all of a sudden how my own area between my legs was feeling. It was very warm, as I stood there looking at them from above; I also realized that the edge of the couch was just in front of me on the other side of the curtain. I could feel the edge level with my mound, I put a little pressure against the couch, and the movement from the two girls made the couch move ever so slightly. And what amazed me was, I could feel it move against my own mound. What also amazed me was, it felt good and I put pressure on it.

I did not want them to know I was watching them, so I did not want to do anything to cause them to stop.

I heard the girl on her back say, “Oh fuck, I’m coming, I’m coming.”

Whatever that meant to the girl on the floor I don’t know, but she started to move her long fingers faster and faster in and out of the other girls opening.

“Fuck that pussy. Fuck that pussy. Harder. Fuck that asshole. Fuck it, Fuck it!”

I watched as her body shook again. Pussy, Pussy so that’s what it was called. I was pushing my own pussy hard against the back edge of the couch and I could feel something build between my legs that something started out just as a warm glow. Then I was feeling sort of wet, I don’t know how I could tell I was wet, it just felt real different. I knew some how if I kept doing what I was doing, I just might get a real good feeling something like I was watching.

The girl after a few minutes, started to slow her ‘fucking’ as the other girl called it, but she never stopped, in fact she slowed down to a very slow, pace, it seemed she was trying to work another finger from each hand into each hole.

The girl doing the fucking said, “Are you ready Judy?”

Well I found out the girls name on the couch.

“Yes, do it,” she pleaded.

The girl doing the fucking stopped, reached down, and held a green thing in her right hand, I looked at it and looked before I realized it was a cucumber. It was maybe four to six inches long, and a pretty good size around. Then she reached for and brought up another thing that I recognized right away, it was a big, fat carrot, the point was gone, and it looked as if it was made to be about as long as the cucumber. All of a sudden I knew what they were for, she was going to use them instead of her fingers.

I looked no, I stared, I kept grinding my pussy against the back edge of the couch through the curtain, my own breathing was hard, I just knew they could heard me, and my heart was pounding. I watched as the girl started to slide the green monster in Judy. Not knowing what to expect, I felt something as Judy gave out a long low moan, and I could see her raising her hips and shoving forward to help the girl on the floor get it in her.

“Oh Mary. Oh Mary! Get it in. Get it in.”

Judy help her knees and her legs wide open. I could see it slide in, and then I saw the carrot disappear under it, I knew it was sliding in her asshole. Mary was not going fast enough for Judy, Judy started to raise her hips faster and moving them hard against Mary’s hands that held the things that she was now fucking her with. It was nasty it was very nasty; it made me shake wishing it was me on my back and Mary was doing those things to me.

Mary started to rotate the cucumber and the carrot, she would slide one in as deep as she could and then as she pulled it out, and she would slide in the other to the hilt. It did not matter what Mary did it was never enough for Judy. She wanted more, she kept telling her to fuck her — to fuck her good.

I let go of the curtain with one hand and I held open the tiny opening I was looking through with my fingers. I slid my left hand down and unbuttoned the top four buttons to allow my hand the room to slide down past the waist and into my panties so I could touch myself as I watched. I was so surprised when I touched the crotch area, I thought for a minute I had urinated, because I was so wet. But, I realized I was way too slippery for peeing my self, it was so soft, so slippery, so smooth.

I moved my fingers up and touched the top of my crack and I found a spot that when I touched it, I sent something like a very lovely wonderful feeling down my legs, up my belly, and into my brain. I kept rubbing and rubbing as I watched. I knew I must have a hole like Judy did; I just had to find it. Up to that moment I just thought pee came from the front and poop from the back.

God it felt so good, I had my hand down into my skirt and panties, and I could smell myself. I found that hole I was looking for and started to push inn a finger, it was hard at first and it started to hurt. I decided to continue, it had to get better, I just knew it. It hurt like hell at first, but just like I thought, it started to feel real good. I never stopped watching Mary and Judy. I think Mary wanted to feel the way Judy had been feeling.

She slowed down and after a while she said, “It’s my turn, come on, you promised.”

“Okay, you did it real good, now I’ll make it good for you,” said Judy.

I stood there being as quite as I could, I watched as Mary pulled out the two things and stuck the cucumber in her mouth.

“Hmmmm,” she went, “You taste so good!”

Judy stood up her skirt and panties where on the corner of the couch. Mary took her skirt and panties off and laid them with hers.

“First some good old pussy eating, then today, you are going to get it in your asshole, that is if you still want it?”

Mary turned, laid on her back.

“Yes, I want it I want to know what it is you feel when I do it with both.”

Judy said, “Oh you will, honey, you will, now lift up that legs.”

As Mary lifted her leg her foot hit the curtain, I thought for a min it would touch me and give me away. It did not. I watched as Judy started touching Mary around the top of her slit.

“Oh my. Mary, your clit is all stiff and big.”

So now I knew what that thing was called that I had found. It is a clit.

“Your pussy is all wet, you are so fucking hot aren’t you honey?”

“Yes, I’m so hot, eat me, finger me, fuck me, make me come!” said Mary.

In my mind I was screaming — make her cum, make her cum — I watched as Judy started running her fingers all around Mary’s pussy, then I saw how easily Judy slid three fingers into Mary, I looked for pain, but saw none. All that I could hear was Mary breathing hard.

“Yes, yes, yes,” she cried,  “Fuck that cunt. Fuck it. God it is so good. Fuck me. Use the cucumber.”

Judy reached for the green thing and I saw it slide into Mary so fast and easy.

“Jesus Mary, you are hot, do you want me to do your asshole today?”asked Judy.

“Yes, yes!” cried Mary, “But make me come first, make me come. Oh shit here it comes. I’m coming. I’m coming!”

Mary was bucking hard against the cucumber fucking her. Judy was slamming the thing all the way in deep inside and with her fingertips pulled it out, then rammed it back inside.

“Harder. Faster. Harder. Harder. Faster. Faster … Oh fuck!” Mary was almost yelling.

She was so loud I thought someone might hear her and stop them. This was something I did not want to happen.

After Mary started to relax, Judy pulled out the cucumber and put her mouth on her open pussy, or cunt what ever it was called and she started to lick and suck and make all kinds of noises. That only made Mary seem to want more.

“Roll over,” Judy told Mary, “Yes, now open those legs.”

Mary had one leg on the floor (her knee) and the other with her foot over the couch back. Judy put her face down between Mary’s ass cheeks and pulled them apart. I watched as she started to kiss the insides of her ass, and work to Mary’s asshole. Then I saw her stick her tongue in Mary’s asshole. The response from that was amazing, Mary was pushing up back against Judy. I saw Judy spit in her butt hole and start to work a finger in side it. It took forever, and I also think she was putting fingers under her into Mary’s cunt hole. Mary was moaning, and moaning and moving her ass all around. It was obvious she like the feelings that Judy was giving her.

“Are you ready for the second finger?”asked Judy.

Mary said, “Yes, do it, Oh that feels good. Yes. Nice and slow. Yes, that’s it. Ohhhh, not to fast.”

“Let me know if it is to fast.” said Judy, “Remember, in this area, we have to be very slow, it takes time for the butt to expand, but once it opens up, you are going to love it.”

I had never felt anything as wonderful as I was feeling with my finger sliding in and out of my cunt hole. I could feel myself going someplace I never knew before, it was making my mind float, and my body shook, my desire for more even stronger. Somehow I just knew I should not be making myself feel the way I was doing, and I also knew I should not be watching Mary and Judy. I knew that they did not want to be seen because they were here in my secret hiding place with all the known doors locked.

I wanted to feel what it felt like to have a finger in my butt, watching Judy and Mary and the way Mary kept pushing back against Judy’s fingers. It made me believe that it must feel good, why else would they do it, why would Mary have used the carrot in Judy? It had to feel good! I pulled my hand from my slippery wet hole and up my gash in front then I slid my hand to my ass searching with my fingers as I watched, I spread my cheeks and found my butt hole.

Every so softly I played with my hole and every so gently I worked in first one then two fingers all the time watching Judy doing the same to Mary right in front of me. I watched as Judy now had three fingers in Mary, Judy paused long enough to reach for the cucumber then she put the head of it right at Mary’s pussy opening I watched as Judy slowly pushed it in, and she kept fingering Mary’s asshole with her fingers.

“Oh shit,” Mary said, “Yes, yes, do it. Fuck me. Fuck me.”

I could see Judy looking around on the couch for something and when she saw it she pulled out her fingers from Mary’s asshole, grabbed the carrot, and slide it back inside of Mary in one smooth motion. All I could hear from Mary was a deep, deep moan; Judy started to fuck Mary with both things at the same time. Instead of rotating them like Mary did to her, Judy slide them both in deep together, and pulled them out together. Mary was bucking back against Judy and since she was on her hands and knees, she bucked back with force. Watching I actually think I saw Judy just holding the things in one place and it was Mary that was doing the fucking by moving herself back and forth. Mary started a long low moan that started to grow louder; Mary was making noises I never have heard before in my life.

When Mary was bouncing back and forth, she was slamming into Judy’s hands holding the things fucking her. My own fingers felt absolutely wonderful in my own asshole. I could not help but wonder what it would feel like to have the carrot or cucumber in it? I wanted so badly to let go of the curtain and use my other hand rubbing my front so that I would have fingers working both holes at the same time. But, I did not want to miss any moment of what I was watching.

Mary several times would stop when she pushed back and she would sort of shake then she would move some more and shove back and moan some more. After a four times, Mary leaned forward and lay on her tummy. Judy moved up behind her and started kissing her ass, her back and as she moved up, Mary turned over so Judy could kiss her on her mouth.

It was Mary that spoke first, “We better get out of here, before they miss us.”

Judy said, “Yea, lets go, wipe these off, and put them back.”

Mary grabbed the two fuck things, sprayed them with a spray bottle, wiped them off with her skirt and lifted the center cushion. She laid them there and replaced the cushion.

Judy said, “Come on, let’s go.”

Mary quickly got up and went over to Judy, they kissed one more time and I saw Mary reach down and lift up Judy’s skirt. Judy did not put her panties back on. Judy reached for Mary and I saw that Mary was not wearing any panties either. I looked around on the floor and on the couch, I could not see any. I thought to myself, maybe they did not wear any in here. I could not wait for them to leave.

My heart was racing, I wanted to try their things, and I want to use them in me. I want to feel like I saw they made themselves feel. After they left I pulled out my fingers from my asshole, grabbed the top of my skirt, and walked through the curtain to the couch. I lifted the cushion and pulled out the two things. I brought the cucumber to my nose and took in a deep breath, I could smell that they both left the sent of sex on the now clean cucumber.

I did the same with the carrot and smelled the smell of musk. I put them on the couch just long enough to take off my panties, lay down on my back on the couch, and start fingering my cunt sliding fingers in my slippery wet hole. With my other hand I reach around and start to finger my asshole some more. I am determined to feel the pleasure that I just watched Mary and Judy have. I pick up the green warm cucumber and bring it to my self. I know it can go in I saw it go in Mary and Judy, but they are older, bigger. I wonder if it is too much, if I am to young, maybe to small, I wonder if it is going to hurt like it did when I first put my two fingers inside? All the time I am thinking these things I am trying to get the end into my hole. I want to feel it in me.

I feel the pressure, it is hard to pull the end in, I can feel my self-stretching. I am glad it is not one of those fat ones I have seen, but it still seems to big to get in, slowly I can feel my hands coming toward my belly, I know it is going in. I can feel it starting to fill me, I can feel the area between my legs, and it feels like I have a log between them. Yet, How do I describe it, I feel something else, something more, it is a feeling of being on a pole. Yet it is not hurting like I thought it might. I know I am very slippery and it is because of that that the thing slides in so easy. I feel all warm between my legs, it feels good, I realize that it is starting to feel similar yet different than when I was using my fingers inside.

It is feeling better, stronger, much more intense, I realize my breath is a lot shorter, a lot faster, I start to move the thing in and out now just like I saw the other girls do it. Oh Shit, it is starting to feel good, real good. No, wonderful. No better than that. I find I can move it in and out very easily and it feels so good. Oh God, it is good, It is good, Oh shit I can’t breath, I can’t breath, Oh shit, fuck me, fuck me.

I am sliding it in and out as fast as I can, yet it is not enough, it gives me a feeling like nothing I have ever felt before in my life. I want more, much more, I don’t want to stop. I want this feeling to last forever.

I feel something building and building it is making my legs shake, my whole body is shaking Oh this feeling, my belly is pulsing, and it is sucking in the green thing. I feel my cunt pulse; it is throbbing in a way that feels so good. Higher, and higher, better and better. Now I know why Mary went so crazy, I can hardly control myself, I can’t control my breathing, my body or my hands, every thing is working for one goal. It is to make my body feel wonderful, to make me feel better than anything in my life has ever made me feel before. Does it ever stop I wonder to myself, will I ever get to any kind of a peek? I can’t help but wonder if it gets any better and I no longer think that, and it feels even better. It is like a wonderful exciting ride that never ends and only gets better and faster wanting you to desire more and more.

I feel it, all of a sudden it hits it is so great, so hard so moving I am paralyzed, my legs clamp shut, my hands hold the thing in me, I shudder, I feel like my mind is melting. Slowly ever so slowly it starts to drift down, back down, after a long while I realize what I did. I some how know I should never tell anyone of this, as I lay on the couch my legs relax. I feel sore between my legs almost to the point of hurting I can feel my breath returning to normal, It must take me 1fifteen to twenty minutes to relax and drift back to reality. I feel the thing slide out of me between my closed legs and my body feels so relaxed, just like it was a tight rubber band that had just been let loose.

Getting up, I could not help but wonder what that stuff tasted like that made me so wet. I tasted myself I am sweet. So sweet. I had no idea what time it was, I know it must be close to supper time, yet I could still hear the girls out side playing, I knew I did not have to rush. Taking my time I grabbed my panties that were on the floor, and wiped down the warm green thing and put it back under the cushion with the carrot. After what I just went through I decided to wait for another day to try it. Looking at my panties, I wondered what it would be like to not put them back on, after all Mary and Judy did not have any on when they left, I wondered if they even had any on when they came on to the stage. Taking my panties I balled them up and put them in my pocket. They were all wet anyway, and I am sure it would not have felt to comfortable putting them back on.

I had a lot to think about and as I walked back to the laundry room door through the passage, I wondered if Mary and Judy were going to become Nuns? If it was all right for Nuns to do what I saw them do. Did the Nuns working here at the school do those things? Did they touch them selves? My mind was racing with ideas, questions. Walking past the dirty cloths, I pulled out my balled up panties and dropped them in the bin.

THE END OF CHAPTER ONE