Forsaken by Dark Destiny

Writer: Dark Destiny

Subject: Forsaken

Link: LS666 / 19.07.2021

Forsaken

CHAPTER ONE

This is an account which leads to a dark vision. It is of a man and friends. It is partly true leading to the dream and the names have not been changed because they are not innocent.

It’s a night like any other as Mike sits in mom’s basement preparing to masturbate. It’s always the same, as all his friends come to drink and then pair up and go fool around, while he is left there to pleasure himself. Maybe it’s the fact of him being shy, or his lack of size as a man. Mike has been into the occult, or at least curious for a while. He has the “Necronomicon” or “Book Of The Dead”, but also has been raised a Catholic. As he sits and ponders a way to use the spirits to help him sexually, he looks back at his sordid past.

He sees the past as he and his brother are playing with their female cousin. They are just getting into puberty and looking at porno mags. They would turn out the lights and wrestle til someone would turn them back on, and then go again. He remembers grabbing and getting a handful of his cousin’s small prepubescent breasts and between her legs, and a couple times his brother by mistake. He never thought about gay incest, but his cousin was a girl and his mind goes to the night he and Denise were playing as Mikes parents took his brother to school. Denise’s mom would watch them for the night. Denise asked Mike to go to her house and while in her bedroom looked at Mike.

“Wanna do it?”

He explained they had never done that before, as she pulled her top off, showing her pert little tits and nipples.

“It’s OK,” she said, “I did it before with my cousin, Steven.”

Here she is about thirteen and him maybe fifteen and yet she has already done it. But this is wrong as they are related, and yet he is getting erect. He undresses and lays down fully erect as she sits and takes his little dick inside her and rides him. She puts his hands on her tits and massages them as she rides him. But then he feels something and it’s like pressure building inside, no way he has to pee now, and he tries to hold it. But she can sense it and rides harder until he explodes inside her and can see the look on her face when she feels it inside her. He just bred his own cousin, but she was in charge.

For the next few months to a year they would play with GI Joes and barbies. She even had him playing house with her. He was feeling like a little girl, but even more like a submissive. You see, when Denise was ready, she would tell him to do it and he would pull down his pants and she would take him. The feel of her pussy around his dick was great, and he could cum, but she was dominating him. But this was wrong, which brought the next memory.

It’s a school day and Mike finally has made friends with a few of the bad kids, Mike has always been the smart, small, sissy one. Girls would not be with him and the boys picked on him. He was in high school and his friend in junior high and they would skip school. One particular day things ended up with them at John’s house and even drinking his mom’s liquor. Then came the change and darker lust. First he found himself laying in bed with John on top till they messed their pants. Then Mike’s mind went to work in an evil way as he suggested they do it naked. The feel of John’s dick against him as he took the top role felt wild, and then when the both came, oh my. Mike liked the feel of the cum and his mind started to go darker.

The next time Mike suggested some form of actual sex, but John was jot going to bottom. Out of nowhere Mike offered like a little girl. After John gave him many ways out he found himself laying on his belly with John about to penetrate him. He felt his push into him and started slowly. But the pace quickened and before he knew it, he was being pounded like a little bitch, and loving it. He actually was hoping and it happened, John shoved and paused and then filled Mike’s ass. As Mike lay there John hopped up and said he forgot who was under him and he could not hold out and came inside his friend. As John grabbed a towel Mike slid a finger into his sticky hole and liked it. But does that make him a girl, or gay? But why did it feel so right, he felt good knowing he gave someone pleasure and no real clean up either.

Mike sat there as he thought about those things and wondered. The world was just really starting to half accept gays and trans. Maybe he was in the wrong body, but that is not how he was raised. Then the final memory of him a few years earlier as they all drank. This time after they all paired and left he needed to clear his head so took a walk. Maybe he will meet a girl on the street, he thought. Here came a few friends up the street.

They said they were getting in cars with fags and would rob them. It was easy, you get in and they offer money to suck you or you them, then they give you money and you run. They told him to do it. He got into a car and asked the older man to drive a distance as he told him what was going on. The man rubbed his crotch as he thanked him and ended up sucking Mike. He liked it but unsure why. Mike did this a few times and one night after he was sucked the older man started to stroke his own dick. Mike stared and the man asked if he wanted to try.

Mike leaned over and licked the head and took it in his mouth. He went further and further til he gagged and the man said to slow down and that he did not have to go that far, but something took over as he started to suck harder and quicker as the man started to hold his head. The man warned him he was ready to cum, but he just went harder til the mam did. Then Mike sat up and as the man told him to just open the door and spit, he had already swallowed. The man asked why, but even asked if he was sure it was the first time. He told Mike he was better than the man’s wife. It tasted weird but again he had a sense of purpose. But again who was he, as he was always small and feminine like. And now he felt good sucking a dick and even getting fucked.

Now Mike is sitting on a lounge chair after drinking and having a few pain pills for his kidney stones and horny as hell. He looked at the ‘Book Of The Dead” and thought about black magick and the spirits and such. He decided he would try to get help from the spirits sexually, so he called out.

“I need help with my sex life,” he started. “I know there are spirits out there, there is God and there is the Devil, and I do not care who hears me or helps me. I want to have sex, and lots of it and want to be the one who they all want,” he said as he the went over and added, “And I do not care if it is with women or men, in fact I do not care if it is as a man or woman,” he finished.

But did he just actually use the Devil to fill him with lust and make him a girl to sexually please other men?

 

CHAPTER TWO

As I sat there and thought back — I became lost between worlds. I find myself trying to go back to a more ” holy ” life as I read my Bible. I have fallen and over the past few years and to make it feel more right have been using hypnosis. The world is now accepting things like, gender fluid and pansexual, so why not. I never was comfortable as a man, or the head of the family. I have always had a heart to serve and thoughts of slavery have gone from being wrong to why not. I am in a constant struggle between calling Jesus or the Devil.

I have found my mind broken in two parts, the normal male whose body I live in, and the mind of some sort of faggot,sissy who has been taking hormones to try and feminize his body and let hypnosis change his mind. Thoughts of a body complete with dick and tits, like some sort of transvestite or maybe even shemale.Knowing ,not only am I good at pleasing a man with my mouth, but enjoying the taste of his cum. Those few times I had a man penetrate me and how it felt to give control. The thoughts of him burying his seed deep inside me like some sissy whore.

I have recently started to try the dark arts and black magick. I am trying to get in touch with the dark side of the spirits and demons. I sit here and I am looking for answers as one day I am on my knees praying to Jesus, and the next I am calling out to Satan.

I sit here in the dark now in between, as I have been on hormones and have a feminine ass and small sissy tits. I feel tingles as I think about surrendering to another man to serve sexually. I have gotten visions of a life in the dark serving demons as a sex slave. I go from trying to pray to Jesus,to thoughts of blasphemy. I sit here in a room with a makeshift altar as I call to Lord Satan and start getting those sexual urges.

I have a drink as I look in the mirror and what is looking back is me, but not me. I see the flickering flame as it makes my tits look bigger and my eyes black. I see what may be horns and it looks like Baphomet staring back. I feel him come through and a chill in my body and have another drink. I slip into my room and lay down and put my headphones on and grab poppers as if someone, or something is guiding me. I put on a satanic hypnosis video to turn gay and hit poopers as I watch. I ask for guidance as my mind melts and then the next video has me renouncing my faith to become one with Satan. I try one more time to call out to Jesus as I find my mind fades.

I am laying there and open my eyes to see Jesus standing at the bottom of my bed, I am naked and ashamed. I ask for help ,but he already knows what I am going to say. He tells me he suffered for me and I must make up for my transgressions.

I am made to get up and kneel at the bottom of my bed where he bends me over and flogs me as if he was whipped. He grabs my ass and says what a shame as he flogs it as well. I am then made to lay down as he grabs my little breasts and flogs them as well. I am now weak and feel my mind start to break as he guides me outside.

I open my door only to find the outside is different, an open space leading to a forest. He has me pick up a big piece of wood that represents his cross and drag it through the woods. We get to an opening where I see some figures there, but they are not fully human.

They look like the demons I have been calling out to. And on the side are two others, there is what would be the stereotypical devil, complete with horns and goat legs and I can see his cock hanging. He is next to a beautiful woman with red hair who I see as Lilith, from when I looked online. I see her in all her beauty as she stands naked and I start to get erect.

I am told to drop the wood as Jesus approaches me. I ask him for help and he reaches out. He puts his hands on my little breasts and asks what kind of helps. I feel pain as my breasts start to grow.

“Is this what you want,” he asks as he gives me tits.

He puts his hand on my head and my body drops to its knees as I look up at him.

He looks down, simply saying,”Open.”

I open my mouth as he holds my head. I am confused as his robe drops and he has an erection. I look in disbelief as he moves forward and slides it in my mouth and down my throat. He tells me he sees all and knows my thoughts as I feel him unload in my mouth til it runs out and down my body.

I see Satan and Lilith smiling as he pumps down my throat. He pulls out and as I think about the scripture about never forsaken he tells me it is I who did. I feel myself stand and am guided to what looks like an altar or wooden exam table made of a tree with what looks like two branches that form stirrups.

My body is sticky from his semen as I am laid done and feet put in stirrups and his cock is now thicker. He moves forward again as his cock slides into my asshole. He pulls back out and then shoves it back in all the way.

“Is this what you want?” he says as I feel him pump into me.

Then he grabs my balls as he tells me he made me a man but it seems I want to be fucked like a girl. He squeezes and my balls go up inside me as I moan from the pain. He then puts two fingers on my penis and starts to push it as it starts to go inside me and tells me it looks like I prefer a pussy. I now have a slit and opening and am sore as he tells me I am an abomination. He then pulls out after filling me inside. He looks over and looks toward the two evil ones.

“I am done with it, it is now yours,” he says as he walks away.

I lay there sticky and sore as the woman approaches and she leans over me and kisses me. She drops between my legs and I feel her tongue across my new hole and explode like a woman in heat. She makes me wet and she stands and I see the semen from the Lord on her tongue as she kisses me again to share it.

She then presses her breasts against mine and the nipples seem to attach to mine and I feel something pumping into them, as she tells me I must be able to feed the children. She slaps them and they bounce like water balloons filled with mommy milk. She then slides onto my face so I can eat her as she grabs my head and fills my mouth with her cum and piss.

I swallow as I feel drunk and then feel something poking at my hole. She slides off and I look down between my legs to see Satan and he sets his huge cock on my belly. He tells me I made this choice as he guides his cock towards my hole. He slides across my new pussy lips and then slowly into me. He looks up and says something about the virgin as he goes deeper and deeper.

He leans over and sucks milk from my breasts and tells me it is time to surrender as he shoves into me. He tells me not to worry as he needs this to breed me and soon will be my new normal. Be fucks me hard as the demons watch and after a bit he shoves deep and tells me to accept him as he pumps hot seed into me. I watch as my belly expands and then as he tells my body to accept him, it is like my body absorbs it as my belly subsides. I feel something inside moving as he rubs my belly and tells me it will grow.

He pulls out and one he does he puts his hand over my pussy and I feel pain as my penis grows back and balls. He tells me I do not choose but he will when it is time as I start to feel a horniness like never before. He then takes Lilith and tells the demons to enjoy themselves. They take me back into my room where it is now dark and lay me on my bed and I start to take care of them as they use my body.

THE END OF CHAPTER TWO