Feature Writer: XP

Feature Title: I am your kind

Link: MEWE /  03.06.2020 / Posted by XP

“I am your kind”

“I had a homoerotic dream last night, where my dream partner said to me … ‘I am your kind …’ it was a very interesting wording, that meant so much … ‘I am your kind who want depraved sex, unnatural sex, taboo sex’ … we kissed like desperate lovers, even though we’d just met …

“Dreams have a way of telling us a story … or maybe we are confronting ourselves … either way, to here those words gave me a very interesting sensation … one of kindred-ship, belonging, understanding and lustful truth …

“Interesting … ‘I am your kind’ … the words sound so benign … like a whisper … but it moves me … inspires me … says that ‘I am not alone’ … making me feel less of a freak, and more of a ‘special tribe’ … There is a freedom between us with these words … let it be a rally cry … maybe?”

What do you think? …

Hail XP

I apologize for not writing back sooner. I am such a lurker that I forget to show how I really appreciate things.

Since I first wrote, I have joined Religiousfetish and have been enjoying the perverted minds of the readers there. I have not broken my silence there, perhaps I should. They used a term there that describes me. Vanilla. Married but in a sexless marriage. So I live a very repressed life. I am not a satanist. My dad was a baptist preacher; however, I have only attended church a few times in the past 30 years. Being a preacher kid likely has me very conscious of how others see me. I’m 50 years old. I should likely get over that.

I have been reading porn online since usenet days. Over the year my tastes have changed. You have helped introduce me to a world where evil happens and I love it. I can’t get enough of it. I love how most of your characters are strong female characters that are leading the corruption of others. Dr. Harvey, Maggie, Lucy from INCUB after she fell. In PLEASURE, I would have loved to have been Ben and led crawling into Maggie’s debauchery. I am standing at the entrance to the dark alleys but scared to step inside. I am wanting someone to come along and lead me down the alley and say “Fuck yer. Enjoy.” If I have lick ass, suck cock, or eat cream pies under a nun’s habit then so be it. Yeah, that’s completely what I want. If that makes me want to explore satanism then so be it. I want to be perverted.

Thanks again for writing your stories. I hope you enjoy writing them as much as … I hope you cum as often writing your stories as others do when reading them. I know I owe you hundreds of orgasms.

RESPONSE:

Hail

So, as I wrote in a post today. I had a dream. In that dream, I met a guy and he said to me ‘I am your kind’—it was very strange, but it meant a lot to me—it said that he understood; that he knew where I came from; that he was just like me … and here we are … I am in my fifties … I was in a sexless marriage and came from a ‘some-what’ religious childhood – Sunday school, bible classes, the fear of god, etc—you know the rest right?—

So, I hear what you are saying. I was at that same precipice … that dark and twisted alley ahead … I needed the push … some, who have followed my stories for years, say that I have got gradually darker—but I feel no different, to what I was like at 10 years old—and though I had the fear of god—I would still feel a huge thrill from dark and deviant things (back then). You may find the genesis of evil lurking somewhere in your long forgotten past—but today we are blessed—there are so many of us … bound together and willing to anonymously share our perverted desires.

If I was running a recruitment campaign for Satan—it would be such an easy assignment—as there is so much dissatisfaction in the heterosexual marriage story of house, wife, two kids and the all-wheel-drive … I also though the rewards were to be found at the end of some rainbow—BOOM!—I discovered it all to be a pack of lies … I was depressed, unhappy in my dull and sexless life.

The good news is being a satanist doesn’t mean you have to believe in the devil … actually it can be a philosophy … but to me the intensity of the sexual excitement is that there is a Devil and he wants us to sin, blaspheme, pervert, corrupt and abuse. Such lovely words to explore, don’t you think? So, no need to sign your name in blood or chop a chicken’s head off—just enjoy, masturbate, cum for Satan—He will take care of the rest.

HAIL LVST … XP