Writer: Destiny1961
Subject: The Ceremony
Link: LS666 / Email / 30.08.2022
The Ceremony
As I sit in my room in total darkness I find myself calling out for the merge of my physical with my shadow. Her name is “Serinity” as I took it from the lyrics we all need serenity and she will be mind. A while back I had made a pact with the Baphomet to help be part of me and guide me due to His or Her duality. I found myself guided to answer a few questions and as to my “Gemini” side.
Not sure why but decided to go along for the ride and see what happens. I read that the demon associated with Geminis is the Baphomet. But then started to see who would be most likely to want to possess one, and go figure. So I then got this great idea that maybe due to my androgynous side maybe would invite it in. But alas, I fell away as started to have doubts about my faith.
I sit here and call for my shadow to become one with me and to be able to engage and take charge when it is better for her. I can no longer take hormones due to having a stroke or use things like poppers to maybe open my mind,so then how?
So I go to my mirror as have done many times to call on some demons and as usually happens when my shadow shows up am calling Satan himself. But then the thoughts of offerings. What do I offer as I am now asking for them to help my body transform supernaturally.
So I offer for the possibility of short possession so they can do what I ask. As I feel my shadow take hold I find us starting to make a pact with Satan himself. We offer as a beginning in good faith to give my one fifth of our soul. Not sure why this number or even why am doing this as it’s like I am no longer making the decision. But I want a more trans body and to be able to have dark sex and such so why not. I feel something but am unsure of he accepted it.
It is a few days later and am again in bed when start getting the feminine feelings and horny and thinking about how I can get help if I just surrender. I have asked for help and my family is going to be out all day a few days from now. But then think that it will be daytime so not dark when something comes to me. It is her inside me and she tells me it does not have to be dark as the darkness needed is inside us.
I lay here like a crazy person talking to myself as she tells me we must do this right. She brings me ideas as we will have to place with no Christian wife and can close the door and tell the god above to not enter. We must be clean and even make a better offering.
We will do a ceremony to our new king and she will guide if I give her full control. I have been on the fence between faiths so how could this work? I have this in my head, including what I will say during this. A few candles to represent the flames inside and my dildo as his phallus and I have a towel I used with symbols on it that I used the first time I broke through.
Okay, lets do this.
It is a Saturday morning as the wife and her mom prepare to head out and I am talking to demons to get myself prepped. I look down past the foot of my bed to see our dresser that I will use kind of as an alter and am starting to feel her grow inside. I tell her it is all her and I will not interfere.
I feel my breasts as they feel swollen though not and heat between my cheeks in my fuck hole. It is almost like she is preparing to have sex, but with a spirit, demon, Satan? I start to get that tingle and quiver as she takes over and the family heads out. She is in a hurry, as she grabs a small candle, we have been using and there is a slightly bigger one already on the dresser.
The smaller one will represent the flame inside me as the bigger one the flame of our king. We grab a shot glass and put some fireball in it and offer it up for the demons to fill with there energy so we can drink it and we call out. She starts by calling on the Holy Spirit, but why?
I do not interrupt as she denounces it and tells it to remove itself from us and to leave the room. She then tells God that this room is “Off limits,” until the others return — I feel a slight chill — I find myself inside asking as she tells me that we will become new. We then call on Satan to prepare the room as we go to get clean for him. We pull out the toy and set it alongside the candles and the shot also and will light the candles when appropriate.
It is time so we close the bedroom door and get in the shower. We clean our body off and out as we are talking to the demons. We head to the bedroom and as permission to enter his sanctuary for the ceremony as we stand naked. We go in and lay out the bug towel on the bed and a small hand towel on the floor to kneel on in front of the altar.
It is time to light the candles and we light the small one and then the big,but the big will not light as the wick is too low. We start to freak out as we look around the house for another, as my wife makes candles. I find but one, and it has a double wick and think how fitting. A double wick for the duality.
So we light the candles and then call on “Lilith and Lucifer,” as our parents to give us away and others we have worked with to join as witnesses. I am amazed at how well this was thought out by my shadow. We then start to chant the “Satan Enn” and call on him and ask for the things we want from this and how we are offering a part of us as a start.
I start to feel a slight chill as I am sure it is he. I the take the small candle as sit it on the hand towel and as I kneel I kneel above it as to feel the heat from below on me. I kneel and get into position above it but nothing so lower more and more til feel a little. I then start to call out for him to allow he to feel his heat and do.
I feel the heat build and then swear I feel it go up my ass inside me and feel it inside. I reach up and take the shot glass and ask for the energy from all to fill me and drink it. It tastes stronger then it ever had as I kneel there looking up at the other candle and phallus. I stay for a few as I feel the warmth and then stand and put the candle back and lean over all to feel it on my breasts. We say we want to feel his heat in our breasts and heart and soul.
At this point all that I had thought about was different as it was not me but her so I let it ride. We now ask permission to enter his bed and lay on the towel. She apologizes for not having a pentagram and we lay out and form a human one.
She then starts to ask for His blessing to become his sexual slave and for him to bring us those who can give us wisdom into the dark and for divination and things to make him proud. Then she surprises even me as she talks about our dual role and halves and then we make the offer.
She tells him we offer “Half our soul” as a start and more later if he will take us. I was willing a “Fifth” but now ‘Half” has been offered — we started to shake. I felt like he was checking us out inside and she mentioned how a marriage was consummated sexually and such.
We lifted our head and looked at the phallus as we quivered and our body tensed as if being taken and had tingles in our ass and then ejaculated a little. Now I have to be honest and say that in the past if I had a premature it killed it and now even thinking I do not even have lube with me and yet.
I am now kneeling on the towel and use my finger to taste the cum and look over at the phallus and find myself calling on “Lilith and Lucifer” to give us away. I stand and walk over and I grab it and hold it over the twin flames and rub it against my breasts and then again and this time against my balls and between my cheeks.
I then go back to the bed and get in and kiss and lick it and a slight spit on the head,but not nearly enough though it is a glass toy. I set it under me and sit til I feel the head against me hole. I lower a little and feel it. But how to get it in as I start to chant the “Satanic Enn” and repeat over and over, “Ave Satanas”.
Before I know it the head is actually inside me. I pop it back out and lick it again and back in and this time take a little into me as it seems calling his name is like magick. I ask for Lilith to open me up for him as we start to rock and gyrate as if on a man.
We move up and down for a bit and then, as it has always found bottom to a point, this time it goes all the way with no pressure. I sit for a second; and get a chill; like a woman who has just had her lover take her deep. I close my eyes and tell Him we are His and now connected. I feel something deep inside, maybe in my soul.
I find us laying down back in the human pentagram position with it inside as we use our ass muscles to kind of pull it in and out. We now take hold of it and start to fuck our ass with it for a bit as I realize we may be having sex with Satan.
We switch to our backs and then side as we start to pound him into us as we ask Satan to “Fuck us”. I now start to get erect again and this time with that bend downwards as if pointing to the abyss. We are now stroking as we pound and rub our tits like a whore. But are we alone with just a toy or are we having sex with our king or some other demon?
It is getting close and we now lay flat on our back with him in place as our dick starts to spasm and then we repeat our “Ave Satanas” until we explode up our body. We lay there spent; and feeling like a woman; who has just been taking by her husband. It is time now — so I now get up and thank Him and Her — and we blow out the candles and clean up.
Love with out limits